Reunion with sweet butterfly and oh what a week that was!

I met butterfly again. She is a Pawme of course, despite Ma'ams comment to her that she is too soft. I suppose thats why butterfly captured my legion on his first days of arrival in Glint. She had to prove that she can be tough and Legion was her first try at that. Hence his first impression of my sweet, gentle friend. They have since become  good buddies, teasing  each other and have good laughs. This pleases me of course.
When butterfly met me at the Community Nursery and saw that i have my son back, she told me sadly how she misses her own son, who had been taken away from her like all our children. He is about Andy's age too.
I have promised her that we will get her child back. We will get all our children back. And raise them together.

butterfly and I  reunited

There has been a lot of upheaval over the past week. After the announcement of the new laws, the males were challenged by Ma'am to justify their positions. Winter and Legion were ordered to bring a virgin by friday or dress as chickens and dance. Judge Cam, she cornered until he had a bow fighting contest with  her, which turned into a "capture the flag" Jarethe had nightmares about a fluffy Glint and was accused by slut that he is getting old, hence his dying manhood and Winter "accidentaly" shot a dozen arrows at slut because...I forgot why.  Ma'am arrested Winter and Jarethe and announced the first male who makes her pregnant will become Mr. Ma'am :) Her Ex , Nalle who is back in Glint already saw himself back in his old, very brief position, he suffers from a lack of memory, the old dear.

Everyone was on their toes

Jarethe behind bars, Winter was to follow soon

But as so often with lovely capricious YT, she changed her mind a day later, released Winter and Jarethe and claimed she won't marry at all. She belongs to her people and any child she might bear will be a child of the people. I like that.

My darling child

Yes, I've got him back.
Shy, withdrawn and suspiciously he glances at me through the bars of his crib in the PRG Community Nursery. Two lost years between us. Will I ever regain his trust? Will he call me mommy, stretch out his chubby little arms to be held and cuddled? My darling child, my son.

Reconciliation with vb in the new PRG Community Nursery

Y.T. (yt.recreant): Hello sweet gera

Gera Heliosense waves to Winter and YT

Gera Heliosense: Hello

Y.T. (yt.recreant) smiles "how is the baby?

winterthyme nods and smiles "Hey Gera"

Gera Heliosense: MA'Am, i must tell you that....oh the baby is fine, very shy and calm

Y.T. (yt.recreant) listens

Gera Heliosense: Hi Mr. Winter...anyway Ma'am i lost on of your rugs...it was here while i was working on the building...and then...bang it was gone,

winterthyme: You banged the rug gera? very careless

Y.T. (yt.recreant): oh, that.. was me /grins / I snug up on you,, and pulled it away while your eyes were on Legion

Gera Heliosense: uhm no i mean ...whooops! gone

Gera Heliosense: oh

Gera Heliosense giggles

Gera Heliosense: phewww, okay

Y.T. (yt.recreant): so, all is good - when will you open?

Gera Heliosense: oh :) I'll open as soon as I have your permission, Ma'am

winterthyme: That reminds me Gera - a new girl arrived today - Burgee - and she is with child

Gera Heliosense: wonderful

Y.T. (yt.recreant): you of course have my permission, sweet gera

Gera Heliosense: and the place where the nursery stands is ok?

Y.T. (yt.recreant): I think so, for now.. yes.. I might later on maybe rebuild a bit more..

Y.T. (yt.recreant): but, I love your work..

Y.T. (yt.recreant): and

Y.T. (yt.recreant): thank you - for all that you do, gera.. really

winterthyme nods at Ma'am's words "I agree totally - the nursery is an excellent addition"

Gera Heliosense beams and nods" Oh Ma'am I thank you for letting me do it...yes we can always improve it ...okay...then i go now and start making the place...homely

Y.T. (yt.recreant) smiles wider "it almost makes me want to get pregnant again too...

winterthyme grins lazily "Let me know anytime I can help with that Ma'am"

Gera Heliosense smirks" well....i have this feeling it will happen,

Gera Heliosense: mark my words, beloved leader

Y.T. (yt.recreant) laughs "I shall, gera, I shall

Gera Heliosense blows her a kiss, gives Winter a cheeky wink and runs off to do her stuff

Y.T. (yt.recreant) pats your bum tnderly as you walk off

winterthyme grins and waves

Gera Heliosense: Ma'am said she likes it and i can furnish it now

Legion Farslider: very good i saw it today but didn't know you had worked on it

Gera Heliosense: and then my little boy can come home to me...and all the other mums can bring their babies too

Gera Heliosense: thank you

Gera Heliosense: i did the wallpapering this morning

Legion Farslider: thank me for what love?

Legion Farslider: and the windows too

Gera Heliosense: for saying very good

Legion Farslider: oh i shouldn't have ... that goes without saying

Gera Heliosense: I cleaned the windows yes 

Legion Farslider: you have done wonders with this pace gera

Legion Farslider: turned it into something worth having

Gera Heliosense smiles and nods, looking excited and happy

Legion Farslider squeezes your butt cheeks while i hold you

Legion Farslider: i like your table and chairs ... salvage from the ocean?

Gera Heliosense: no that is some old stuff from my home i used to have here

Legion Farslider: was that destroyed in the earthquake?

Gera Heliosense nods

Legion Farslider: oh! the picture of Ma'am is a nice touch too.

Gera Heliosense: oh yes, our Presidente must be present everywhere

village bike (brianna.aldridge) smiles

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Whats this place?

Gera Heliosense turns around and smiles:"vb!"

Gera Heliosense: can we put all that bad stuff behind us and be friends again?

Legion Farslider nods to vb who managed to sneak up on me

Gera Heliosense: this is the new community nursery

village bike (brianna.aldridge) pinches your butt and whispers "ok but I don't ever want to be an umbar"

Gera Heliosense strokes vb's hair" never ever...you are a pawme through and through

village bike (brianna.aldridge) scratches her head "Nursery? For growing plants, that kind of a nursery?"

Gera Heliosense giggles

Gera Heliosense: for babies vb

Gera Heliosense: our babies

Gera Heliosense: my son will come back home

Gera Heliosense: and many girls are pregnant

village bike looks ignorant for a moment babies? How do you grow babies in nursery's /pauses / OHHHH, I get it... you are going to have a baby? Wow!!

Gera Heliosense: haha yessss

Gera Heliosense: my son comes home and yes Legion and I will have a baby

village bike (brianna.aldridge) whispers"I hope Legion has a good job. It takes lots of money to have children."

Gera Heliosense: well..." she looks over to him"he might have a real good job soon...." she whispers to vb"he talked to jarethe!"

village bike (brianna.aldridge) nods "excellent, Mister Jareth is very good in the human relations stuff for the island. Oh and I will talk to missy slut. We will start collecting bugs and berries and make them into yummy baby food for you."

Legion Farslider "i also have a state job though i don't know how it pays .... Ma'am made me protector of the hymen for the virgins who seem to be flocking in" grimaces

Gera Heliosense: thank you vb! and yes Legion was appointed protector of the hymen

village bike (brianna.aldridge) laughs "We have virgins on the island? Where?"

Gera Heliosense: giggles

Gera Heliosense: well there is Martha

Legion Farslider: martha in the bar and a new one this morning a strange name like vyc or something

Legion Farslider: kyc?

Legion Farslider: ay least martha is until her debut this full moon anyway

village bike (brianna.aldridge) looks as if she is thinking for a moment "Oh I know martha. We were talking about that problem the other day. /whispers/ I gave her all my secrets on how not to be a virgin so she won't get sacrificed."

Legion Farslider: well doc verified today so she's running out of time vb

village bike (brianna.aldridge) shrugs her shoulders "I don't think that one is very smart. I gave her all my best tips."

Legion Farslider nods "you may well be right .. she keep runnng afoul of Ma'am and that may be the least of her worries

village bike (brianna.aldridge): I hope she does not end up being an umbar..

Legion Farslider: good point

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Well its not my problem anyway. Oh that reminds me, Wheres my bow that missy troublemaker slut gave you?

Gera Heliosense: oh uhm

village bike (brianna.aldridge) taps her foot on the ground

Gera Heliosense: Ma'am took it from me and fed it to Fidel

village bike (brianna.aldridge)'e eyes grow wide "She did what? Fidel? No way!!"

Gera Heliosense: uhm...sorry yes...she did

Gera Heliosense: and he did not leave a lot of it

Gera Heliosense: you should ask Ma'am

village bike (brianna.aldridge) lets out a big sigh "I am glad I had another one hidden in the forest."

Legion Farslider: just follow butterfly, she keeps misplacing hers

Gera Heliosense: yes i see that, this one looks a lot nicer anyway

village bike (brianna.aldridge) smiles

Gera Heliosense: Oh Legion have you seen butterfly?

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Her problem is she does not eat right.

Gera Heliosense: or have you vb?

Legion Farslider: not since she helped put me in jail that day

village bike (brianna.aldridge) shakes her head

village bike (brianna.aldridge): I saw her a couple of days ago

Gera Heliosense: and you say she is not eating?

village bike (brianna.aldridge): No I said she is not eating right

Gera Heliosense: what do you mean by that?

village bike (brianna.aldridge): I never see her eating any bugs for one thing. She insists on eating red meat. And never any berries either. And when slut tried to give her warm bottled semen she totally rejected it.

Gera Heliosense gulps

Gera Heliosense: well...maybe...her stomach might be too delicate

Gera Heliosense pulls a face imagining a bottle of warm semen

village bike (brianna.aldridge): no way. she is just a picky eater.. Slut even offered her the best imported slut juice she had.

Legion Farslider: slut juice?

village bike (brianna.aldridge): nods

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Missy slut has it imported Sir.

Legion Farslider: what's in it vb?

village bike (brianna.aldridge) smiles

Gera Heliosense mumbles "excuse me" she stumbles outside, runs to the sea and throws up violently

Legion Farslider watches gera with concern

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Oh its the best semen in the world. Some secret ingrediance she never tells me though.

Legion Farslider keeps face expressionless "i see ... the nectar of the gods"

village bike (brianna.aldridge) whispers "I will get you some for missy Gera, Mister Legion. Its very good for pregnancies also."

Legion Farslider: well thank you vb but she is under the care of doc

Gera Heliosense walks back in , smiling bravely

Legion Farslider watches gera closely

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Oh its no trouble at all. Missy slut and I will just add it to the list of things we have to do in order to welcome a new child into the island

Legion Farslider: you're most kind vb

village bike (brianna.aldridge) smiles

village bike (brianna.aldridge): I will even make sure slut does not try to charge you anything either.

Gera Heliosense forces out a grin:" thats so thoughtful of you slut"

Legion Farslider bows slightly

Gera Heliosense: I mean vb...sorry...I am a bit

Gera Heliosense shrugs and smiles

Legion Farslider: disoriented gera?

Gera Heliosense: uhm...yeah

village bike (brianna.aldridge) looks concerned "Maybe you should have a bottle right now. I know where some is. I can get it for you."

Gera Heliosense: pregnancy desoriantation

Gera Heliosense looks at vb and and her face turns green again. She shakes her head

Legion Farslider: what was in that bottle you drank before vb got here gera?

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Are you sure? Its really no trouble at all, you know..

Legion Farslider: the one you said butterfly gave you?

Gera Heliosense looks from Legion to vb confused

Gera Heliosense: uhm...

Legion Farslider nudges gera

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Just semen Mister Legion. We have human and we have other kinds also. But right now I think she should have human

Gera Heliosense fans herself air" no really, too kind but I am already feeling better again"

Legion Farslider: well if that's what she needs i can handle that

village bike (brianna.aldridge) smiles politely

village bike (brianna.aldridge): Okidokey

Legion Farslider: but we do appreciate your concern vb

Legion Farslider: feels gera trembling against me

village bike (brianna.aldridge): I should go and finish my swim. Gotta get my exercise you know. /waves/ And just let me or missy slut know if you need anything.

Gera Heliosense nods exhausted, holding on to Legion

Legion Farslider looks at gera

Legion Farslider: we will vb

Legion Farslider: if she needs bottle of semen you'll be the first we think of

village bike (brianna.aldridge) whispers "Gera you should really sit down and let Mister Legion do all the work"

village bike (brianna.aldridge) waves again

Talking

Gera Heliosense: where do you come from?

Legion Farslider sighs

Legion Farslider: well you know how i got here

Gera Heliosense: what kind man have you been before you came here?

Legion Farslider: before that i was SpecOps for the Republic of Texas army or Rot as we fondly call it.

Legion Farslider: i did somethings that caused me to question myself and so i retied and became a sailor. the rest is history

Legion Farslider: i saw a lot of ugliness and had actually kind of given up until i met you, then it all changed

Legion Farslider: you really are my guardian angel

Legion Farslider: if not for you i would have drank too much or got in one fight too many but now...

Legion Farslider: well, you know

Legion Farslider: and you gera?

Gera Heliosense: me? oh nothing exciting. Working class family, sisters and brothers, working girl, saved up hard for my first holiday ever...and booked a flight with a travel agency, cheap one...some eastern european company...and next thing is i find myself here....never worked it out but apparently it was more a human trafficing company than travel

Legion Farslider reaches out and gently touches her little nose on its tip

Legion Farslider: my poor little gera

Legion Farslider looks sad for her lost life

Gera Heliosense shrugs

Gera Heliosense: it wasn't much to lose actually

Gera Heliosense: and yes Legion, i will not tell them about your past

Legion Farslider gently touches her stomach "i can't believe there's a little you or me growing in there"
Gera Heliosense nods"I am dying to know if its a girl or boy
Gera Heliosense: and this time Legion, I swear i will not let them take it away from me
Legion Farslider: you ... lost another gera?
Gera Heliosense: she caresses his face"yes...I have a son...he is 3 years old now, i haven't seen him for almost 2 years
Gera Heliosense: when the earthquakes happened and the government changed completely...
Gera Heliosense: a man reigned here, his name was Capo...he ordered to have all children taken away from Glint...we don't know where...somewhere within the triangle
Gera Heliosense: they said it was
Gera Heliosense: for their protection
Gera Heliosense: because the prg was so unstable
Legion Farslider sighs "a line often used but seldom meant"
Gera Heliosense: yes
Gera Heliosense: she nods
Gera Heliosense: but I have alreday spoken to Ma'am and she said , we will try get our babies back
Gera Heliosense: and maybe i can run a community nursery
Legion Farslider: you? that speaks highly of you gera
Gera Heliosense smiles"sshhh" I survived it all, didn't I?

Dark Den - Gera's situation in Glint

Ever since Sir Dunnagh went missing, some even believe he is dead, Gera lives alone with her son Aindreas Dunnagh. They are under the protection of Sir Illisan. Illisan pays for the home they live in. In return, Gera takes care of his house and plays the willing slave for him. The relation between Illisan and Gera is a not ruled by love. Emotions do not come into it. Its calculated. She is grateful to him that he takes care of her and her son. Illisan does not demand a lot. Whenever he appears after long absences, all he wants is a warm place to come home to, an obidient slave by his feet, a hot meal. Gera is by far not his only possesion. Sir Illisan owns at least five girls. One could say that she is now living the celebate life of a widow. Long gone are the times when she was fresh meat to any visitor who came to Glint. Sometimes friends drop in. Mainly butterfly and Sir Chy, who incidently put up his bed in the house. She does not sit at the gathering spot as often as she used to. New faces have replaced the old friends.It is a quiet life for her in Glint. A place to reflect. Home. When all the changes in Glint took place, instead of participating, she stayed in the backround and watched. This has made her an observer. Life in Glint passes her by like a warm summers breeze...

Andy sleeping

Family Album

Just another normal crazy day

And then suddenly it was me. On the pole. Displayed. Several hands on me. Groping me. My body betraying me. Their voices, their chuckles. My shame...

Aindréas can crawl now. He is quite fast and such a clever boy. When I tell him:" Andy, go to daddy", he crawls over to my beloved Master. He is our pride and joy

My current life in a nutshell

Mother, Midwife, Houseslave, Submissive, Trainee...
I fill many roles.
Ma'am trains me to become a better slave.
She feeds my beast.
Master gives me all his attention to become a good submissive.
I am not unhappy, sometimes happy...maybe slightly overworked.
Many things didn't turn out the way I wanted them to turn out. Other things are only just beginning to grow and take on shape.

The proud father

It's a boy!

Yesterday, at 4:50 pm I gave birth to a healthy big baby boy. At last he is here. Ma'am was with me. Also Dr. Tara, slut, Ava, Aurora and...two more girls...Sadly my beloved sir couldn't be here for his birth but I await him every moment now. Then he can hold his first born, his son Aindreas Dunnagh Scarmon. We are in the paper! A reporter from the DDI took our picture. http://darkden-in-sl.blogspot.com/2009/08/congratulations-aindreas-dunnagh.html I am too excited to write more. Here are some photos: