My beloved Glint is back! Ma'am is back!

"Breaking news on developments in the secluded Caribbean island state of Glint.* A semblance of calm seems to be settling on these pretty islands after the disturbances of recent weeks. It appears that the old cartel that ruled this island has been overthrown in a comparatively bloodless coup, the latest of many in the islands' recent history. Rumours abound as to the new order of things and what has happened to those who ruled these islands for the last couple of years."

Words, so sterile. What do they tell of the joy, of the happiness, of the tears of relief when Ma'am came back. It took me about a week before I dared to believe that this is not a mere dream, no....my Glint is back just as it has been on the day when I arrived here, when the town was still called Dark Den.

Ma'am and her tribe the Pawme had been hiding in the jungle, forgotten by the world. Oh, it must have been over two years? And suddenly, out of the blue she came back, they overthrew the government, pulled down the few buildings and laws and brought Glint back to the Glintarians.

And finally i feel home again. The old buildings are back and all the people are slowly returning too. Whereever they had been. Hiding somwhere in the jungle too? After all, there is no way out of the Bermuda triangle, so they must have been close. Just as I had been when I lost my way and memory after the great earthquakes. But we are all here now and I know all will fall into place and i will fall into place too.

She smiled at me when I saw her, she held me and I kissed my Presidente. Welcome home, Ma'am! The past days have been full of smiles, memories coming back, everything so well known and yet so fresh and new as if someone has re-charged the batteries. 

And the people, oh all the people are coming back: Sweet butterfly, slut, VB, Jarethe, Selina and yes, Moose!
and more come back everyday. The old leader, Mendoza has gone and I doubt he will ever return. He would be a fool should he ever try. Some of them who had high positions, in the Bordello for example, will be charged. I am only worried about V. I hope she will not be harmed, she was always wonderful to me, despite her position. 

But for now there is no place for dark thoughts. Only joy rules us. And we played the drums and danced all night long. All. Night. Long.

I am happy.

A new year - A new Glint

A massively destructive storm passed through the People's Republic of Glint, causing major damage throughout the country. This of course did not mean the end of our Glint but the chance for our builders to create a complete new picture. Glint has never been more beautiful than as it is now. There are green valleys and flowers everwhere and the most enchanting buildings. And I have a new home now. A cottage, very open to let in the warm air that sourrounds us. Its very hot. I have not done much apart from setting up my furniture and visiting V in the Bordello. All the people I know well are still here. I haven't seen a lot of newcomers.

Coming home to a different city

I stood at the gate and hesitated before I slowly walked through. High walls surround the city now, with barbwire attached to the top. The sky is dark. The sun has vanished. There has been a terrible attack by the UN , I heard. The whole city was destroyed but they rebuilt it. As I walked in I saw high dark buildings. They almost reach the black skies. Here it is, the new Dark Den.

The shape of things to come

I love Glint. And I never lost trust in my country, no matter how many...uhm...accidents happened. The world is not perfect but we can try to make it a better place. And Glint has run through a lot of changes over time. The idea came from cookie. I don't know how serious she takes this but as for me I take it serious. Our goal is to fight for equal rights. Therefore , today we will make a peaceful protest march through the streets of DD and demand UNDERWEAR for the women of Glint. I've got my fighting gear on and I prepared protest signs. And I hope they will listen to us and negociate in peace after we have said our piece.

Back in the collar

Oh my sir and I. We had a huge fight. Caused a scene right in the middle of the town. He even slapped my face and I...I picked up a stone and threw it after him. It hit him on the back of the head and it was bleeding. It was of course about the collar.
He would not believe that I wanted to be his slave again. Understandable after all.
I am a collection of loose ends. I never seem to fit.
But in the end, he did believe me. He had two conditions. I must not kneel for anyone and I may sit on furniture if I see other slaves doing it as well.
Why the change in me? Some may say I was brainwashed. The torture from the other day was fierce. It seems it doesn't matter anymore. And if I am to be a slave then at least I want to be HIS slave. So as from now on I will call him Master again.

A party

Sir Io threw a party tonight to celebrate his acceptance into the Elite Molesteri. Everybody was dancing and having fun. I enjoyed myself but when all the couples were dancing slow dance later, I missed my Master. Then a man came in. His name was Aidan and he danced with me. I've had too much to drink and was a bit silly but he was very galant. I left when the party died down and sat out side with Janay for a while.
[15:45] Gera Heliosense: stumbles out of the bordello, comes over and sits down next to Janay, laying her head on her shoulder
[15:45] Janay Freenote wraps her arm around sunrise's shoulder then grins
[15:47] Gera Heliosense mumbles something and closes her eyes, whispering"I love you Janay"
[15:49] Corgan Dragonash: Good evenin'
[15:49] fenrir Snowpaw: evenin
[15:49] Janay Freenote giggles then shakes her head, "how much ale did you have?"
[15:50] Corgan Dragonash wanders up to the waters edge and motions to the girls, "Best to mind your toes with this alligator about"
[15:50] Gera Heliosense: i had vodka"she looks at Janay with big innocent eyes
[15:51] fenrir Snowpaw: there fine the aligator only like people who break the laws
[15:51] Gera Heliosense: what aligator?
[15:52] Corgan Dragonash then glances over at the man in grey, "I am Corgan, and your name? Sounds like an alligator without proper motivation to me."
[15:52] fenrir Snowpaw: my name,,, is of no real importance for the most part but its fen
[15:53] Corgan Dragonash chuckles. "I will keep that in mind fen. Do you prefer 'Hey you' perhaps?"
[15:53] fenrir Snowpaw shurgs:"dont matter to me"
[15:53] Janay Freenote giggles and wraps her arms around sunrise to make sure she doesn't lose balance, "honey, should we take you home so you can be awake when your Master returns home?"
[15:55] Corgan Dragonash: Indeed. I would think the way one wishes to be addressed would be of considerable importance. But with girls unwilling to even offer a simple hello I can see how one would be easily lead astray."
[15:56] Gera Heliosense: oh my Master won't be home tonight...he has gone of doing his...du...duty....She looks up at the man and smiles sweetly"and forgive me sir...my name is Gera...Sunrise... and I bid you welcome"
[15:56] Janay Freenote turns her head towards the sir, "I would say hello, but as you said, the alligator is a bit of a worry. Sunrise here didn't know her limits."
[15:56] Janay Freenote: i'm making sure she is safe, unless you would like to see her as a meal?
[15:57] fenrir Snowpaw looks at the alligator;"thats not the most dangurs thing round here"
[15:57] Corgan Dragonash chuckles at the drunken girl. "I see... well in that case you are forgiven. And what is your name Miss helpful?"
[15:57] Gera Heliosense giggles"Gator meal"
[15:57] Janay Freenote chuckles, "no its not. Jarethe is."
[15:57] Janay Freenote turns her head back to the sir, "I'm janay sir."
[15:58] Corgan Dragonash: "Good, I must prefer a name to 'Hey you'. Good to meet you both"

[15:59] Corgan Dragonash: So you do not think it prudent Janay, to keep your drunken friend from the waters edge?
[15:59] Janay Freenote shakes her head and watches sunrise without looking at the sir, "If you want to give your name sir, you ahve that ability."
[16:00] Corgan Dragonash: Aye, I thought I had.. I am Corgan.
[16:00] Janay Freenote: I wasn't expecting her here til she decided to lay against me
[16:00] Corgan Dragonash: I see... so for this reason you leave her to fate?
[16:00] Janay Freenote: I will move her when possible
[16:01] Janay Freenote: I am not that strong. I am use to having help dragging drunk bodies since i spent years doing so to my former Master
[16:01] Corgan Dragonash chuckles... "Well enough. I hate to see a girl with missing toes."
[16:01] Gera Heliosense: I think I wanna go home now
[16:01] Gera Heliosense gets up unsteady
[16:01] Janay Freenote shakes her head then nods at sunrise. She slowly stands up then helps sunrise stand
[16:03] Janay Freenote helps steady her, "Lets go."
[16:03] Gera Heliosense: yep
[16:03] Janay Freenote: hold onto my shoulder sunrise. I doubt your Master will like you having a broke nose
[16:03] Corgan Dragonash: Good to meet you both, even if half of you wont remember me
[16:03] Corgan Dragonash: ehehehe
[16:04] Gera Heliosense giggles and waves to the men

Dark Den - Passionate Lovemaking

Dunnagh Scarmon approaches her, face stern.
He takes a handful of her hair and moves it aside "Where is the cross piece, Gera?"
Gera Heliosense: She watches him, unsecure and trembling a little:" The cross piece?"
Dunnagh Scarmon runs the back of his hand down from her shoulder, over the breast, down towards her right hip, trailing away, still frowning "Yes- the silk shoulder piece... The outfit is incomplete without it."
Gera Heliosense:She feels his hand on her and closes her eyes in bliss for a second. Then she whispers, I am sorry Master, I will put it back on, it was in the way while I was doing chores."
Dunnagh Scarmon nods slowly "Acceptable reason, then.... However-"
Gera Heliosense: She waits, blinking nervous
Dunnagh Scarmon: I have information that you wore a shoulder sash other than white recently." *holds her in a hard, penetrating, stare*
Gera Heliosense lifts her head up high, looking straight back and although she trembles , her voice sounds clear:"No Master, that information is incorrect. I wore the white silks all the time...I used to wear the read one a while back but that was before your Order, I swear my beloved Master"
Dunnagh Scarmon 's eyes narrow suspiciously, searching for the lie.... then he backs off the slightest bit, nodding once, curtly, grudgingly "...if I find you are lying to me...."
Gera Heliosense: I am never lying to you Master...I never did.*She casts her eyes down and after a while looks up to him:" but....Master...where do you go all the time? you never tell me anymore...have you....have you been with another woman?" Her eyes search in his face almost desperately.
Dunnagh Scarmon blinks a bit, looking suddenly uncomfortable. Then he composes himself, puffing up his chest a bit and becoming stern of demeanor. "Well, of course I've been with other women, Gera! It's-" *throws his hands up to indicates the obviousness of the statement* "it's my job! My duty! Surely you have known this?!"
Gera Heliosense: She gasps a little and blinks away the tears, swallowing hard:" Yes Master, but..but..it feels different suddenly...not like it used to be...because you are away so much and because you never tell me where you go...and...and I am scared that you find another one you like better than me..."
Dunnagh Scarmon has to struggle a moment to keep his face stern. He leans towards her, his face suddenly hard and angry looking, points a menacing finger at her "If it feels different, girl, then I think YOU" *taps her chest rudely* "should look within to see why that is!" *He steps back, glaring at her and crossing his arms defensively* "I was shut away for months by this government! Forgotten by EVERYONE!" *glares pointedly at her* "Stripped of my duties and position here! So I hired myself out elsewhere!"
Dunnagh Scarmon says defiantly "I do and will continue to do what is expected of me by my new superiors! And I'll not have you questioning me, girl."
Gera Heliosense: She blushes deeply, understanding very well that he means her as well when he talks about the people who had forgotten him. She raises he hands and lays them over his broad chest soothingly. "Master. forgive my questions...its...its only because I love you and I am so sacred to loose you...I feel as if you are drifting away...I don't want it to be like this. I want to have back what we used to have...I don't know how to get it back Master....i try to read in your eyes but your eyes are like shields , not like they used to be. And I love you so much...please Master just tell me that you won't forsake me"
Dunnagh Scarmon continues to glare down upon her hotly a moment,but then seems to relent some.
Dunnagh Scarmon: Gera..... *he says quietly*
Gera Heliosense: Yes Master?
Dunnagh Scarmon: Has this land any hidden caves any more?
Gera Heliosense: there are some hidden places in Nayeli, but no caves
Dunnagh Scarmon swears under his breath
Dunnagh Scarmon: To the house then....
Dunnagh Scarmon: Move.
Gera Heliosense: watches him curious, blinks and nods
Dunnagh Scarmon follows after her, stripping off his vest, eyes locked on her ass and legs
Gera Heliosense: hurries upstairs
Gera Heliosense: She looks nervous but excited
Dunnagh Scarmon: Stop right there.
Gera Heliosense: yes Master
Dunnagh Scarmon: Spread your legs apart
Gera Heliosense: She takes a quivering breath and obeys, spreading her leags apart, balancing on her toes.
Dunnagh Scarmon undoes his sash, laying his gear carefully to the side of the floor, his eyes never leaving her. "TAke your pants off- slowly."
Gera Heliosense closes her eyes for a moment. Cherishing the situation she finds herself in , then she slowy slides off her lacey pants.
Dunnagh Scarmon licks dry lips as her bum pops out of the shorts and slide down her shapely legs, his sex rock hard in an instant, uncomfortable in his tight pirate pants
Gera Heliosense: She stares at the floor and waits. She feels the air, cooling her hot little sex as she stands there with her legs apart
Dunnagh Scarmon kicks off his boot, unlacing the fly of his pants. "Spread your legs wider, Gera.... And bend over."
Gera Heliosense: she nods slowly and spreads wider, slowly bending over. She knows he will take her like a cheap whore but still her body shivers in excitement
Dunnagh Scarmon begins to slowly run a hand over himself, stroking it to quivering hardness, feverish eyes locked on her, his voice a hoarse whisper: "Give me a show, Gera... You know what I like..."
Gera Heliosense: She nods again, yes she knows what he likes and she starts...
Dunnagh Scarmon feels a rush as she begins, his head feeling light....
Gera Heliosense: starts to dance and move like a right little whore
Gera Heliosense: presenting her small breasts, spreading her legs, bending and arching as if to offer hereself
Gera Heliosense: slowly one hand comes down to her thighs and then slips under her silk
Dunnagh Scarmon: Something snaps within him and as she bends back over, stroking her pussy, he pounces, throwing himself down on top of her
Dunnagh Scarmon: One arm snaking around her waist, pulling her tight to him, the other sliding up under a breast, pushing it up to him, his mouth latching on to and sucking hard
Dunnagh Scarmon slides his damp, greedy mouth up to her face, planting it hard to her's, kissing savagely, demandingly
Dunnagh Scarmon: His iron hard erection pressed inside her crotch, rubbing and sliding....
Gera Heliosense: She cries out in surprise but as soon as he sucks her nipples into his hot mouth as soon as his warm large hands encircle her waist, nearly pressing the air out of her lungs, she sighs and gives in to him, kissing back hungry when his demanding mouth rapes hers.
Gera Heliosense: Her pussy is soaking wet and lubricates his cock as it slides over her slit time and time again
Dunnagh Scarmon his tongue pokes and explores, like an unleashed thing. His hands claw and slide and scrabble and squeeze all over her. His brain pops and fizzes, disjointedly aware of her legs about his, her chest and belly pressed to his, her squirming surrender to him.
Dunnagh Scarmon: His hips leap and jerk and then his crown is in her- his back arches, body going rigid, and he sucks in a great loud gulp of air, pausing on the threshhold of the greatest glory....
Gera Heliosense: Her pale skin blushes with pink marks where ever he lays his hands on her as he claws at her, when he finally enters her and stops , she holds her breath staring into his eyes mezmerized, Her eyes are large and dark with wonder
Dunnagh Scarmon stares back, feeling as if he is about to enter a new and wonderful world. He folds down over her, laying his body tight to her's, resting his head between her neck and shoulder, his face turned in and up to gaze upon her's.... and then he slowly begins to enter her, filling and stuffing her with measured, small, drives, savoring each moment as he encases his entire length in her tight and wet hole
Gera Heliosense: she cries out with desire when he enters her so well controlled, her small hand claws into his shoulders, her other hand fists his thick dark hair, her legs fold over his bum even tighter, she almost sings with joy as his cock buries himself into her deeply , welcomed by her hot tight cave that had missed him for so long
Dunnagh Scarmon holds his length in her, growling, both with pleasure and with effort not to lose control of himself too soon. He begins to pull out of her, slowly again, pausing just before his head pulls free, then sinks his lenght into her again, a little faster this time. And then again, a bit faster each time. And as the speed increases, so does the force, until soon enough he is pounding into her hard and fast, his drives into her beginning to shimmy her across the floor, grunting and groaning like a rutting animal, his mouth sucking and kissing and slobbering all over her
Gera Heliosense: The wooden floor slides along her naked skin as he takes her harder and harder, pounding into her with force. She claws on him like a spider, almost afraid he could let go of her suddenly. Her pussy is swollen and hot and so wet. The room smells of sex and is filled with his grunts and her sighs. Her soft skin is reddend and damp from his sucking and kissing. She moans unashamed now, feeling her clit throbbing, feeling a wave building up inside her" I love you so...I love you "she stammers, breathless
Dunnagh Scarmon kisses her hard in answer, pounding relentlessly, desperate to restrain his own release until she has her's, groaning a pitched sound, almost a whine, watching her face intently
Gera Heliosense: She looks back at him, eyes wide and moist and when she finally cums, her whole body goes rigid and her tight cunt holds him inside her, milking him, she almost sobs with joy as she climaxes, clawing her fingers into his skin until she leaves marks, shivering ...
Dunnagh Scarmon gasps at the violence of her climax, feeling as if the power of it might suck the life from him in an instant, and then he's shudders and convulses, a great long blast of himself exploding into her
Gera Heliosense: She feels his hot seed shooting into her, right deep embalming her cerfix and she wishes suddely that this will make her pregnant. She holds his seed inside her and smiles exhausted
Dunnagh Scarmon drains himself in her, then rolls over onto to his back, pullingher on top of him and laughing out loud
Gera Heliosense: She watches him surprised and smiles:"Why are you Laughing Master?"
Dunnagh Scarmon laughs again, grinning widely, and smooches her head, then shakes his own "For no reason in particular, my love!"
Gera Heliosense: That makes her laugh too, with pure happiness and she cuddles up to him content and strokes his sweaty chest
Dunnagh Scarmon runs his hands up and down her back in gentle strokes, closing his eyes and drifting off to sleep contentedly.....
And as I layed there next to him, watching him sleep, a feeling of unspeakable joy and happiness fullfilled me. He must still love me after all. His passion speaks louder than words.

Dark Den - Let the sunshine in...

I am so glad! La Prezz Ava declared a new law and this one really makes sense to me. Due to ongoing disturbances females are not allowed to carry weapons anymore. Now all we need is a second law for all males not to carry weapons anymore either and there we have it. Peace! I am a pacifist anyway and I never carry any weapons let alone use them against someone. Yeah, call me a hippy. Make love not war.

Dark Den - Master reclaims his home and bed and wife

We came home and he was very angry about Chy's bed and his leash pole, that he had put up in my bed room...
Dunnagh Scarmon catches sight of the leash post, his face reddening with rage, the fury from before returning and threatening to engulf him again. His voice is low and full of violence "And.... what.... would..... he ..... need..... THISSSS for?!?"
Gera Heliosense: I..I don't know ...for his slaves I guess
Dunnagh Scarmon turns slowly to face her, his body trembling with fury, lips tight, speaking through clenched teeth "Is this his place... or yours?"
Gera Heliosense: its...my place of course...but i didn't have a bed...so Chy offered me to have his bed here...of course he uses it as well
Dunnagh Scarmon looks down at the floor, his muscles bunched and twitchy, his voice a forced, unnatural calm "Of course he does.... and which of his slaves get chained to this pole?"
Gera Heliosense: Sabi?..I..I don't really know...I was never here when he....played with his girls
Dunnagh Scarmon 's eyes roll up, boring into her from under a scowling brow, an attack dog smelling for a lie.....
Gera Heliosense: Master please...I am telling the truth
Dunnagh Scarmon: Were you ever chained to this pole as his play thing, Gera?
Gera Heliosense: No master I swear to god I was never tied up on this pole not by him nor by any other man
Dunnagh Scarmon continues to glare at her, distrustful-
Dunnagh Scarmon then suddenly straightens-
Dunnagh Scarmon: The tension draining from him, his face softening a bit, at least to a sullen neutrality and he nods.... then waves her back "Mind yourself now, lass."
Gera Heliosense: yes Master
Dunnagh Scarmon begins to conjure up his bed, then stops, frowning again at the pole. He walks over to it, seizes it in his hands and begins to wrench it out of the floor
Decadent Bed whispers: Restart
Dunnagh Scarmon gets the bed to reset, steps over to her, inspecting her
Gera Heliosense watches him with caution
Dunnagh Scarmon reaches out and takes hold of a length of silk, letting it slip through his fingers, nodding admiringly "Now, THIS is an outfit worthy of MY property...."
Gera Heliosense swallows and whispers"I am also your wife"
Dunnagh Scarmon glances up at her, a spiteful look beginning to flare up in his eyes and face, but then dies down quickly, and he nods grudgingly. "Aye....My wife. When you decide to act as such."
Gera Heliosense: She blushes hard and nods."Yes Master..i hope I will prove to you that I am still worthy of that title
Dunnagh Scarmon eyes her hard, then nods again, shrugging uncomfortably "Welllll......We'll see won't we? In the meantime-"
Dunnagh Scarmon: You can dress like you are my wife again..... You will wear this outfit- minus the shoes of course.
Gera Heliosense: yes my master
Dunnagh Scarmon: And if that Travis or Tarsus or Tavaris or Tonto or whatever the hell his name is says anything about your 'panties'
Gera Heliosense: a small relieved smile curls up her lips
Gera Heliosense: yes?
Dunnagh Scarmon: Then tell the damn fool what anyone can plainly see-
Dunnagh Scarmon: That they aren't panties!
Gera Heliosense: yes Master!
Dunnagh Scarmon: They're obviously a lacey, silky form of shorts.
Gera Heliosense: She comes forward , wraps her arms arouns him and kisses his stern face
Dunnagh Scarmon hesitates.....
Dunnagh Scarmon: then wraps his arms loosely about her and lets her kiss him, hiding a smile

Dark Den - Cara makes the men go crazy and my Master looses his nerve

I do not know Cara, we never talked. But yesterday I was drawn into her business. My Master, Janay, Sir Bart and I were in front of the courthouse when Sir Goldfire stormed into the scene, fuming. He asked to have a word with Sir Bart. It was about Sir Io. He was with Cara and that made the two men furious. Now apparently Bart Byron and Goldfire have some sort of deal about Cara. She is under Sir Barts training and is not to be touched by anyone while she is under his protection. And it seemed now that Sir Io had been doing more than touching. For this they wanted his head, so to speak. Bart Byron was already sharpening his sword. My Master bend over to me and whispered:"Gera, find Sir Io and this Cara and warn them, hurry". So off I went. I found them in Nayeli on the big Pirate ship. I yelled at sir Io to run. I shouted that Sir Bart and Goldfire were after him. He jumped up and escaped. It was just in time too as Sir Bart had arrived at the scene. He was yielding his sword like a madman. Cara screamed at him and he screamed at Cara and I and Janay, who had come by also were in the middle of it all. Sir Bart orders Cara to come with him and she jsut laughed and jumped into the water and swam away. He went after her and that is all I know.
I was still catching my breath when my Master suddenly stood before me.I told him what had happened and he nodded. He leashed me and walked back to Glint with me. To the Bordello. Here he ordered me to dance for him. He watched me and got drunk. Very drunk. He dragged me upstairs to one of the beds and here he forced me to be a willing whore for him.
Dunnagh Scarmon: sees her opening and plunges his thick cock into her mouth, hissing at her venomously "That's it- that' it, slut.....Don't enjoy it- hate it! It'll be all the sweeter for me!" *he drives his hips back and forth savagely, raping her mouth, her teeth rasping along his length, but the sensation still satisfying to him, his face hard and cruel, the belt poised to be used again*
Gera Heliosense: she opens wide, breathes through her nose sharply and if looks could kill he would surely be deadly wounded by now, she lets him rape her mouth, when she feels she must gag she fights it, she does not want to give him that satisfaction.
Dunnagh Scarmon: sees her struggling with his length, sees her trying to hide it, and plunges his cock hard against the back of her throat, holding her to him with his grip on her hair, arm muscle meeting the force of leg and torso muscles to jam his cock hard down her throat "Once I enjoyed the pleasure of being your lover, Gera, but you through that away.... so now I have only the pleasure of being the owner of a whore!" *holds her head down fast, pressing his hips forward, knowing he is chocking her with his hard meat*
He wanted to choke me to death it seemed. He was is such a rage.
Gera Heliosense: She can not get any air anymore, her face turns almost blue, her fists become slack and she drops her hands, her body shivers, there is pure panic in her eyes now.
Dunnagh Scarmon: holds her there, the wild, destructive, all-consuming beast within him has broken free and runs amok- he glares hatefully down upon her without really seeing, the blood roaring in his ears
Dunnagh Scarmon still holds her mercilessly in the choking position, feral eyes bulging, muscles straining, until she goes limp- then something clicks within him. He suddenly pulls out of her, spilling her like a ragdoll face down onto the mattress and stumbles off the bed, bellowing with rage and torment.
He drives powerful punches at the whipping pole, causing it to shudder and strain in it's base, the dull wet crack of breaking hand and finger bones heard briefly in the room, then stumbles over to the sex toy cabinet-
Gera Heliosense: She lays very still, gasping for air, filling her lungs with air desperately. After a while and once she can breath again, she slowly turns her head and looks at him, her eyes mirror pure horror upon what he has just done to her. She tries to speak but can't, only her lips move silently.
Dunnagh Scarmon: screaming and bellowing, he grabs at it with his hands, now swelling and clumsy, and topples it over to the floor with a loud crash-
He kicks violently at the cabinet with his steel toed boots, kicks and stomps any stray toys he comes upon on the floor, then moves towards the bed-
Gera Heliosense flinches at the loud crashing sound, slowly she lifts her head and slips off the bed to the floor.
Dunnagh Scarmon squats low and lungs at the bed, his forearms disappearing under it, then lurches upwards with it, trying to flip it over but the upper crossbeams get trapped on the wall and prevent him from doing so-
Gera Heliosense suddenly starts screaming at him, hitting his chest with her fists:"Stop it....stop it!"
Dunnagh Scarmon: He lurches repeatedly with the bed, blind in his rage and pain to the impossibility of the task, the upper bed corner thudding agaist the wall, smashing a hole in the plaster, each time the bed crashes back sounding like a battering ram on the floor.
Gera Heliosense: She lets go of him and crawls out of the way, huddling up in the corner, covering her ears
Gera Heliosense: stop it! she begs
Dunnagh Scarmon: Exhausted from his destructive fit, as well as drunk, the last attempt to lift the bed ends with him staggering backwards, landing on his ass, propped up against the wall, wailing loudly, his thick, broken hands, clutching his face and head.
Gera Heliosense: she watches him careful for a while and when he is not moving, just sitting there wailing, she crawls over to him and reaches out, clasps his hand and whispers:"Master"
Dunnagh Scarmon is doubled over, hands smearing some blood on his head and face, snot and hot, grudging tears running from his face, sobbing through tormented wails "you bitch!...... you bitch!you disloyal, heartless bitch.....
Gera Heliosense swallows hard. She tries to wipe the blood and tears from his cheeks and whispers:" please calm down...if you think I am a worthless whore ...so be it...but please stop torturing yourself
Dunnagh Scarmon shrugs her away from him, starts trying to get to his feet, choking, painful sobs still bursting from him.
Gera Heliosense: She watches him helpless, her throat hurts and the leash is tugging on her. She can't do anything but watch his self torture.
Dunnagh Scarmon staggers for the door, his boot coming down on a stray dildo, sending him crashing to the floor on his knees.
Gera Heliosense: She cringes, watching him falling down. Cupping her mouth she sits huddled up by the bed.
Dunnagh Scarmon crawls towards the door, then staggers to his feet, lurching through it, drunk, dirty, badly self-mangled, and utterly miserable...
I sat there on the floor and listened to him downstairs as he made his way out of the Bordello. I don't know when I will be seeing him again. I pray he won't be drunk next time. What is to become of us? What happened to this love that was to defeat anything?

Dark Den - Another day at Glint

Glint is a much more social place these days. There are always people about, always someone to see, new friends to be made. Today I met Zimmi. She is an artist. She was looking for a place to stay so I offered her our home. She made a sketch of Andy and me and I hung it up in the livingroom. Later we were all standing together:Lacey, Sir Jakopo, Sir Erikk, Zimmi and I and my Master arrived. He leashed me without a word and talked to the others. I tried to catch his glance but he did not really look at me. Lacey offered to get some food and drinks but my Master only took some ice. Then he excused us and dragged me to the court house. He sat me on the pool table and teased my body with the ice. I was scared. Because I didn't know what he was going to do. But it appeared that he was just playing with me. He is a book with 7 seals to me these days.

Dark Den - The aftermath is like a soothing ointment to my wounded heart

Before he left, he took the ball gag outta my mouth. Not for my comfort but because it scared Andy and prevented me from soothing him. Then, without another glance or explanation he departed. But I know he has come home and he will come back. So until he returns I will calm myself with this thought alone. My Master is back, all is good. The wounds on my back and rear will heal slowly, and I am in a lot of pain. Maybe there will be scars but they are his marks for his love for me. I feel cleansed and the dark thoughts and the feelings of emptiness have left me. And for the first time in months I smile from within again.

Dark Den - ...and he came back with a vengeance - Sir Dunnagh's return

It was a nice warm lazy day, Glint was busy with people swarming everywhere. This was the scene when my Master returned...

[15:55] Gera Heliosense: yes ...hello again
[15:55] Messire Beaumont: :me looks up :"hi there"
[15:56] Julianna Olifone: smiles a hello at the girl she saw earlier, hello
[15:56] kayra Rae: oh, hello there
[15:56] Gera Heliosense suddenly goes pale and looks as if she is about to faint
[15:57] Julianna Olifone: invites the girl to come sit by the fire
[15:57] kayra Rae squints into the darkness
[15:57] Messire Beaumont watching the girl turning pale :"something wrong?"
[15:57] Dunnagh Scarmon looks about the place with a flat, unreadable face.....there's a tension in his muscles, an uneasiness.....
[15:57] Gera Heliosense: It can't be...it can't be him
[15:57] kayra Rae: who is that over there anyway
[15:57] Gera Heliosense: they said he is dead
[15:58] kayra Rae: dead? who?
[15:58] kayra Rae: are you okay?
[15:58] Messire Beaumont: who said that?
[15:58] Julianna Olifone: shudders, and looks aroud for ghosts
[15:58] Gera Heliosense swallows:"My former Master"
[15:58] kayra Rae swings around looking.
[15:58] Gera Heliosense: there is a man over there who looks just like him
[15:58] Julianna Olifone: smiles, at the girl, "he does not look like a spirit to me "
[15:59] kayra Rae sees forms in the distance
[15:59] kayra Rae: well....go check!
[15:59] kayra Rae: stranger things have happened in Glint...
[15:59] Julianna Olifone: "spirits tend to swoop around and howl and stuff, I don't think that's a spirit"
[15:59] Dunnagh Scarmon swings his gaze around, taking it all in, his face coming about to a table with some people seated about it, his look unfriendly, guarded.....
[15:59] Gera Heliosense seems to go weak in the knees and holds on to the chair
[16:00] Messire Beaumont holds His breath :"if He is death, ihe surely isn t stiff"
[16:00] Julianna Olifone: 'waves at the new person, "come over here, be you spirit, or ghost, or flesh Sir ?
[16:00] Julianna Olifone: glances at Sir Messire, "oh scared off the imp, that's never good""
[16:01] Messire Beaumont nods :"or as the widow said : finaly stiff"
[16:01] Julianna Olifone: giggles
[16:02] Gera Heliosense keeps staring, she can't even laugh about Sir Messire's jokes
[16:02] Barbed distruction tail Black W/ Rust: Cookie Tail Mine Dispenser initializing!
[16:03] Dunnagh Scarmon turns, his frown lines deepening, scowling, studying the girl
[16:03] Gera Heliosense: In the end she makes a few steps forwards the male
[16:03] Messire Beaumont: is there something more specific to recognize to this man being a formal master?
[16:03] Julianna Olifone: ducks under Sir Messire's legs, avoiding the imp tail whipping about,
[16:03] kayra Rae follows....
[16:03] Dunnagh Scarmon asks with a suspicious voice "Do I know you, girl?"
[16:03] Tara Bergan: I delivered your son Sir
[16:03] Messire Beaumont: jounleash
[16:04] Gera Heliosense: Upon hearing his voice, she KNOWS its him
[16:04] Dunnagh Scarmon blinks, then he looks away, nodding, his face looking slightly less suspicious.....
[16:04] Tara Bergan smiles
[16:04] Gera Heliosense: Weak in the knees she come closer and asks with a trembling voice:"Master?"
[16:04] Messire gives Julianna a big hug.
[16:05] Messire Beaumont: mmmmmm it was nice
[16:05] Julianna Olifone: be well Sir
[16:05] Dunnagh Scarmon turns towards the voice......
[16:06] Dunnagh Scarmon: ..... and goes still, eyes widening some- then narrowing, jaw line going tight and rigid as his teeth press hard together.
[16:06] kayra Rae: shall we go over by the sand?
[16:06] Gera Heliosense's face is full of emotions, surprise, sadness, joy, excitement, fear...
[16:06] kayra Rae places her pot 'o fire in her pocket....
[16:07] Gera Heliosense: Master! she calls, tears well up in her eyes
[16:07] Tara Bergan tiptoes towards the sand
[16:07] Sabrina Massiel: cookie!
[16:07] Sabrina Massiel grins
[16:08] Julianna Olifone: hi doc, sabi
[16:08] Dunnagh Scarmon 's jaw dips to towards his chest, his eyes glaring out at her from under a bristly brow, hands curling up into angry fists, his voice a menacing growl "EX Master so I hear- and the bare neck would seem to confirm that....."
[16:09] Sabrina Massiel: Hiya cream :)
[16:10] Sabrina Massiel: men often are
[16:10] Gera Heliosense pales and starts to shiver. How often had she pictured this scene in her dreams, longing for him to come back to her, hoping that he was still alive, but she had thought of joy, and if tears, then only tears of joy. But this is not what she had imagined. Her lips tremble and she bursts into hot tears
[16:11] Dunnagh Scarmon 's voice grows in volume "Am I wrong?!"
[16:11] Gera Heliosense: "M..Ma..ster...please...."
[16:12] Gera Heliosense: I thought you were dead
[16:12] Dunnagh Scarmon roars at her "Shut it!!"
[16:12] Julianna Olifone: forgive this girl, err I have somewhere I need to be
[16:12] Sabrina Massiel grins at Tara
[16:12] Gera Heliosense shuts up and sobs silently
[16:14] Sabrina Massiel: Sure!
[16:14] Dunnagh Scarmon stalks up to her, the heavy soles of his battered boots, thunking dully on the paving stones, to loom over her in towering fury, his face purpling, his voice barely contained rage "Do I look dead to you? Did you ever see a body?"
[16:14] Sabrina Massiel: ooh good point
[16:15] Gera Heliosense hakes her head quickly, she looks up to him, eyes large and swimming in tears
[16:15] Sabrina Massiel hops up best she can and scoots
[16:16] Sabrina Massiel: Good evening Sir and sunrise. Pardon the interruption, just wanted to make sure everything was alright. We heard shouting
[16:16] Dunnagh Scarmon doubles over some to get his face close to her's, his eyes squeezing shut, his face almost black, veins popping out at the sides, screaming at her, spittle flying "Did you even bother to look for one?!?!"
[16:16] Sabrina Massiel smiles warmly as she wiggles on her heel
[16:18] Gera Heliosense bursts into fresh tears and suddenly she yells back:"You were gone without a word. You left me and Aindreas. Everybody said you won't come back, that you were dead. What was I supposed to do?!!!
[16:18] Dunnagh Scarmon ignores the voice behind him- his fury such he might not even have heard the girl
[16:19] Gera Heliosense did hear Sabi and looks over to her briefly, eyes swimming in tears
[16:19] Sabrina Massiel tilts her head, her eyes filling for concern for her friend.
[16:20] Dunnagh Scarmon 's left hand flies out for her throat, catching her tight and vice-like, glaring into her eyes-
[16:20] Sabrina Massiel: Shall I summon security sunrise?
[16:20] Gera Heliosense gasps and chokes, eyes grow wide with fear
[16:21] Gera Heliosense: She tries to clasp his fingers that lay around her throat
[16:21] Sabrina Massiel gulps as she watches in horror.
[16:22] Gera Heliosense whispers with her last breath:"I love you"
[16:22] Dunnagh Scarmon: His voice icy and low now, his other hand reaching around to take hold his knife handle "Raise your voice to me, again, bitch, and Ill cut your tongue out....." *he turns his head to look over his shoulder at the girl whose presence he has now noticed, the look in his eyes hateful and furious*
[16:23] Gera Heliosense coughs, when his hand around her throat loosens some
[16:23] Dunnagh Scarmon he glances over Sabrina's shoulder, taking in the other shapes by the fire, then looks back at Sabrina, assuming she is some kind of leader....
[16:24] Dunnagh Scarmon: His voice is loud and clear now, intended to carry to all who can listen-
[16:24] Sabrina Massiel smiles as calmly as she can as she looks up at the obviously angry man
[16:25] Dunnagh Scarmon: "I have returned to this foul land to re-claim what is mine!" *his hot gaze swings back upon Gera, but his voice is still loud and clear* "What I do with it is MY business!"
[16:26] Dunnagh Scarmon shoves his left arm out while releasing his grip on her throat, throwing her backwards and to the ground
[16:27] Sabrina Massiel looks back at sunrise with worry. "Do you wish me to summon security?"
[16:27] Gera Heliosense falls to the ground and shivers, her eyes plead with him, her small hands stretched out to him now, begging
[16:27] Dunnagh Scarmon whirls on Sabrina and screams at her "Summons the bastards and be done with it already, then!"
[16:28] Gera Heliosense: she whispers:"No Sabi...no security"
[16:28] puyin Paravane looks down ... hey, sis ... i'm just moving to get off the sand
[16:28] Sabrina Massiel gulps with surprise as she looks up at the man's fury with fear.
[16:29] YT Recreant: hi Sisters and imp ;)
[16:29] Tara Bergan: mmhmm, aren't we all puyin Hey Sister
[16:29] kayra Rae: hola
[16:29] puyin Paravane: hey ... wow, you're all dressed up, sis
[16:29] Dunnagh Scarmon spins back upon Gera, his voice a growl again "I told you to shut it!" *his hand fumbles behind his back and removes a collar from his belt*
[16:29] kayra Rae looks around YT with interest....
[16:29] YT Recreant coughs "oh well, i had a class
[16:29] YT Recreant: that is why
[16:30] Sabrina Massiel calms as she notices the man turn away from her nodding at sunrise's words. "If you need anything please yell."
[16:30] Tara Bergan: Yeah well, at least I am studying now
[16:30] puyin Paravane shakes her head ... i met a count yesterday, no more counting for me
[16:30] Sabrina Massiel turns and makes her way back to the group
[16:31] kayra Rae: well, sabi?
[16:31] Tara Bergan: I can count to at least... ooooh 3 and a .... a bit now
[16:31] kayra Rae: everything okay?
[16:31] Sabrina Massiel: He is an angry guy alright.
[16:31] Sabrina Massiel: But sunrise didnt want help.
[16:31] kayra Rae: he didn't hit her, did he?
[16:31] kayra Rae: cuz i'll bite him!
[16:31] YT Recreant: but cookie... i have a different question
[16:31] puyin Paravane pats the sidewalk, not the sand, next to her "wanna sit, sabi?"
[16:32] kayra Rae: yes?
[16:32] Sabrina Massiel: Uhm, he is pretty angry cookie, ya might not wanna bother them unless she calls
[16:33] Dunnagh Scarmon stoops down, encircling the rough, beatup collar about Gera's lovely neck and cinching it tight
[16:36] Gera Heliosense's hands shoot up and feel the collar around her neck, she looks up to him and swallows, closing her eyes for a secon. she takes up her courage and whispers:"thank you...Master...."
[16:37] Dunnagh Scarmon grabs her cheeks in a tight pinch, forcing her mouth to purse, snarling at her "Disobedient as ever, eh? Well....I'll fix the speaking out of turn bit of it anyway." *he fishes something out of his pocket*
[16:38] Gera Heliosense whinces and her eyes follow his hands
[16:38] Dunnagh Scarmon gave you Metal Bitch - Ball Gag.
[16:40] Dunnagh Scarmon removes an evil looking ball gag from his pocket and roughly shoves it into her mouth, snapping the back of it in place and locking it in
[16:45] Dunnagh Scarmon: ghleash
[16:50] Gera Heliosense sits siletly, she was never ball gagged before in her life, her eyes
[16:51] Dunnagh Scarmon 's face is returning to normal color, but remains tight and grim as he leashes her, then straightens. "I've half a mind to slit your disloyal throat right here, you wretched bitch....."
[16:52] Gera Heliosense tries to say something but only a muffled sound leaves her throat, she watches him with feear
[16:53] Dunnagh Scarmon: You will take me to my son.... and the gods help you if you have not been caring well for him.....
[16:54] Gera Heliosense nods her head, eyes wide and moist...

So he dragged me along to my house. Inside I immidiatly scooped up Andy from his cot and for the first time my Masters features softened some. He looked upon his son with love but then he said something terrible. He said, he has a good mind to kill me but...the lad needs a mother. I was devasted. He took the baby from me, laid him back to sleep and yanked me closer, whispering that he needed a whore now after being locked away in the rotten cell for so long. He left the house with me and dragged me to the old empty garage which serves as a punishing place. Jez and Z came in just as he put me in shakles and made me stand on the gallows. Then he took out his whip and lashed at me. The other two watched and sniggered. Jez made sarcastic remarks, poor dim wit Z repeated them, this hurt more then the whip. My Master was in a fury, over and over he whipped me until I passed out. When I woke up again, he had removed my shackles. He was talking to Jez's Master Drake. Moer people had arrived. Maybe they all had been watching my punishment.
Sir Drake and my Master takled for a while, then he said his goodbyes and dragged me home again.
He kicked the door shut and shoved me into the wall. Then with a growl he made me face the cold plaster stone, unzipped himself and raped me there on the spot. He hurt me , the pain was almost unbearable. But I welcomed it because even though his hands handled me roughly, it was HIS touch. And at last I felt him inside me again after so many months of mourning for him , he proved to me that he was not dead. I whispered that I love him. He didn't answer. He took what he wanted, then he let me go and without a word, he went outside. As I struggled to my feet and looked through the window I could see him there, standing by the apple tree, catching his breath. His gaze stern, as he let it travel over the land. The land he had come back to claim what was his. Many questions left open. Where had he been all those months? He said he was jailed, But by whom and why? For now I will not ask. He is back that is all that matters to me. And I will do anything to sooth his angry heart. And I will try to kiss away the cruel lines around his mouth. And I beg to god that he will not push me away...

Dark Den - A dream that tasted of reality and the satisfaction of my sensual cravings

Last night I dreamed that my beloved Master was back. He appeared before me all of a sudden, butterfly saw him too. And I was so shocked that I fainted. I woke up in his strong arms. He kissed me and said:"It won't be long now love...soon..."
Now I don't even know if it was just a dream or if it has indeed happened.


I feel very needy recently. Its spring, everything is in bloom. And I feel so sensual and in heat all the time. I gave myself to a dirty old gentleman and loved being taken. His hair was grey, he could have been my grandfather and I loved it. And I gave myself again today, together with puyin. I am a slave to my own sensuality right now. And I miss my beloved Sir Dunnagh.

Andy is growing so fast. I wish my sir could be here when our son utters his first word.

I am so full of cravings right now...

Dark Den - Back to the roots

This is me, Gera. I am posting myself again. We have a laundry house at Glint now. Ma'am and butterfly caught me with my shorts and tank top on and Ma'am didn't like the idea of me getting overheated plus she announced it has just become a new law that grey clothing is forbidden. Now my shorts and tank were grey, so... They took me over to the new laundry house and showed me how the laundry is done the Glint way. Men dispose their dirty clothing on the right side. There it will be washed and dried. Women dispose their clothing on left side, there it will be...stuffed into the trash bags. Uhm...yes. So I...did as I was told. I was mumbling to myself and Ma'am asked:"Sunrise? Did I hear a muttering?" She still calls me sunrise, you see. I tried to wriggle myself out of it but with Ma'am you never can. As I was standing naked before her, she asked me what I am missing and then she touched me. I soon found out what I was missing for a long time. Cutting a long story short, I did feel better in the end. I felt like myself again. Like sunrise. And they both said they were glad to have me back. As I walked away, the wind played with my hair and it gently caressed my naked breasts. And I knew what it was that I had been missing. To feel beautiful and sensual again, thats what I had been missing. I straightened up, held my head up high and walked home, swaying my hips a bit just because it felt so good. I am sunrise again and the wind and the sun caress and kiss my naked skin...

Dark Den - Getting social again

Gera replaced her house with a new one. After furnishing it she went to the gathering spot and met a lot of new people. After everyone had left she sat with Janay for a long time and they talked about their former Masters and the kids they left behind. It was a nice warm evening.

Dark Den - Maybe a prelude to something

She can feel it. Something is going to change. Illisan didn't show up for the longest time and she believes he won't come back this time. And although many think she is crazy for believing that Dunnagh is still alive and will come back to her, she firmly holds on to that thought. She's had enough of being the onlooker for so long. She wants to be alive again. She takes off her shoes and prepares herself, for the laws have changed again and she is ready to take them on.