Just another normal crazy day

And then suddenly it was me. On the pole. Displayed. Several hands on me. Groping me. My body betraying me. Their voices, their chuckles. My shame...

Aindréas can crawl now. He is quite fast and such a clever boy. When I tell him:" Andy, go to daddy", he crawls over to my beloved Master. He is our pride and joy

Education from Master Jake

Spend some time with Master Jake today while he was waiting for Ma'am to wake up. He taught me a lot about building. Later we met a new visitor and talked to him for a while.

Ma'am is taking good care of me

YT Recreant: each but: 5 lashes with the whip or flogger

[7:41] YT Recreant: each "too far away" 5 lashes per meter

[7:41] YT Recreant: ok?

[7:42] A. nods. "Yes Ma'am.:

[7:42] Gera Heliosense: Yes Ma'Am

[7:42] YT Recreant nods slowly "the point is, it will be a bit stressful if i need the one to count up your mistakes - so, i value of course if Ava points out sunrises and vice versa"

[7:43] A. nods. "I will be glad to help, Ma'am."

[7:43] YT Recreant: good, then, let us walk to Nayeli, too many guys here

[7:44] A.: yes Ma'am

[7:50] YT Recreant: our fields of gold

[7:50] YT Recreant smiles

[7:50] Gera Heliosense: so beautiful here

[7:50] YT Recreant: but i just started, so, it is far from being ready

[7:50] Jacobius Bravin: Was going to take a short step off of a big rock, so thanks

[7:51] YT Recreant: :)

[7:51] A. smiles, It feels very private

[7:51] YT Recreant: yeah, and you both earned your fist lashes

[7:51] Jacobius Bravin: What's the vision? Milk-maids and stable-hands?

[7:51] Gera Heliosense: why Ma'am?

[7:51] A. eeps and scoots closer

[7:51] YT Recreant: well, sunrise, Ava knew why

[7:52] YT Recreant: and you, you are again focussed on your primal needs, glueing at jakes pelvic bone

[7:52] A.: My apologies Ma'am. I didn't want to crowd you while you spoke to Master Jake. It won't happen again.

[7:52] YT Recreant: and well, Jake, surprise what i wil do here ;) in fact, i do not know yet ;) i always go with the flow there

[7:53] YT Recreant shakes her head, looking at sunrise "what made you so unfocussed?"

[7:53] Jacobius Bravin eyes Gera, "You've gotten your figure back remarkably quickly. Been doing Pilates?"

[7:53] Gera Heliosense: I don't know Ma'am...I am just born that way

[7:54] YT Recreant snickesr at Jake "oh, she does excercises - but, you will see sooner or later"

[7:54] A. giggles and coughs and puts on a straight face

[7:54] Gera Heliosense: and yes Master Jake...I am lucky

[7:55] Jacobius Bravin grins, "When her milk production start, my nymph?"

[7:55] YT Recreant: lucky, yes? where did i put my flogger?

[7:55] A. curls her feet over her butt nervously

[7:55] YT Recreant smiles at Jake "she tastes quite well, but i prefer to keep it a private "brew"

[7:56] Gera Heliosense glares a t Jake for a brief second

[7:56] Jacobius Bravin nods, "Those breasts could do with a regular pumping. The water supply is clean again?"

[7:56] Gera Heliosense: but quickly resumes her pose

[7:57] YT Recreant: oh, yes, and now sunrise, you just doubled your count

[7:57] YT Recreant: glaring around yes?

[7:57] Jacobius Bravin nods, "She does need re-education, my nymph"

[7:57] Gera Heliosense blushes and swallows:" Yes Ma'Am"

[7:57] A. smiles up at Master Jake, "Master Jarethe said the levels are almost back to normal, Master Jake."

[7:57] A.: *levels in the water

[7:58] YT Recreant: badly, Jake, so so badly, yesterday we were at a gorean market - and you know these markets have their own smell, bosk and stuff... still.... i was constantly having a certain scent lingering around

[7:58] YT Recreant grins at sunrise and looks in the field "i dropped it here somewhere"

[7:58] A. scampers after Ma'am

[7:58] Jacobius Bravin grins, "A pity about that, Ava. Hope he saved some of the extract"

[7:58] Gera Heliosense whispers:" Please

[7:58] YT Recreant: ahh here! /picking up the flogger

[7:59] A. grins, "Don't worry, I've...errm, oh look Ma'am, there it is!"

[7:59] YT Recreant: please what?

[7:59] Gera Heliosense: please don't tell Master Jake womanly stuff

[7:59] YT's flogger is now aimed at Gera Heliosense.

[7:59] YT Recreant smiles at sunrise "you do trust me, do you?"

[7:59] Jacobius Bravin: Is that what you used to clear this patch?

[7:59] A. dips her head down a little as Ma'am holds the flogger

[8:00] YT Recreant: yes, was quite some work, i should use slaves for that next time

[8:00] Gera Heliosense: yes i trust you Ma'am

[8:00] YT Recreant: then do not tell me what i should do or not do, in here it is you who is the beast, not me, so who leads?

[8:00] Gera Heliosense: You lead Ma'am

[8:00] YT Recreant: stand up and bend over

[8:01] Gera Heliosense: ghbendover

[8:02] A. wiggles and bends low to the ground, trying to look well behaved.

[8:02] YT Recreant whipes the hairs off her back and looks at the exposed skin "a pity"

[8:02] Gera Heliosense awaits her punishment with a beating heart

[8:02] YT Recreant: do you know how to receive a punishment, sunrise?

[8:02] Jacobius Bravin runs his hand over Gera's ass, "Still nice muscle tone"

[8:02] Gera Heliosense: no Ma'am...Master never punishes me

[8:02] YT Recreant shakes her head in soft disbelief "oh my, i should collar him too maybe, however, here is how:

[8:02] YT Recreant: you will count

[8:02] YT Recreant: you will say thank you

[8:03] YT Recreant: you will beg for one more

[8:03] YT Recreant: ok?

[8:03] Gera Heliosense: yes Ma'Am

[8:03] A. takes off her bow and lays it to the side, to expose her back and butt.

[8:03] YT's flogger: YT delivers a light blow on Gera Heliosense's ass.

[8:03] Gera Heliosense: OW!...uhm...one

[8:03] Jacobius Bravin steps back, "Don't swing too hard, my nymph. Need to look after yourself"

[8:04] A. whispers urgently, "Say thank you!"

[8:04] Gera Heliosense: thank....you

[8:04] YT Recreant coughs, smiles to Jake and then pats sunrise' shoulder "did i hear a certain uncertainity, as in "uhm" ?

[8:04] Gera Heliosense: no Ma'am

[8:04] YT Recreant: liar

[8:04] YT Recreant: we start over

[8:04] Gera Heliosense cringes

[8:04] YT's flogger: YT delivers a light blow on Gera Heliosense's ass.

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[8:05] Gera Heliosense: ONE!!!!

[8:05] Gera Heliosense: THANK YOU!

[8:05] YT Recreant sighs "you do not need to shout - i am not deaf, yet"

[8:05] Jacobius Bravin waits

[8:05] Gera Heliosense: okay...

[8:05] YT Recreant: okay???

[8:05] A. eeps, "Oooh, lawd."

[8:05] YT Recreant: are we here at a fast food restaurant where you talk to the waitress???

[8:06] Jacobius Bravin looks up, "Still missing something"

[8:06] YT Recreant: did you say OKAY???????

[8:06] Gera Heliosense: yes Ma'am...I mean I am sorry Ma'am

[8:06] YT Recreant: good, this is a tad better

[8:06] YT Recreant: so, what comes next?

[8:07] Gera Heliosense looks over her shoulder...You...release me Ma'am?

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[8:07] YT Recreant: ah, yes, sure.. of course.....

[8:07] YT Recreant: YOU ARE KIDDING ME

[8:07] A. groans softly into the ground

[8:07] Gera Heliosense jumps and cringes

[8:07] YT Recreant takes deep breaths and counts silently herself to 10

[8:07] YT Recreant: you are suposed to beg for the next one

[8:07] Jacobius Bravin grips Gera's hair, shaking her head gently, "You're really asking for it, by not begging for it"

[8:07] A. raises her hand nervously, "Maybe I should go first..."

[8:08] YT Recreant snorts at Ava "smartass, yes? i made sure i think about beast and leader!"

[8:08] A. shuts up and munches on the grass nervously

[8:08] YT Recreant: we start over, sunrise

[8:08] Gera Heliosense looks at sir Jake with big eyes then back to Ma'am. "Yes Ma'am please give me another one, please Ma'am"

[8:08] YT Recreant: yeah, we start at one

[8:08] YT Recreant: now focus

[8:08] YT's flogger: YT delivers a light blow on Gera Heliosense's ass.

[8:09] Gera Heliosense: One

[8:09] Gera Heliosense: Thank you, Ma'am

[8:09] Tara Bergan is Online

[8:09] YT Recreant waits

[8:09] Gera Heliosense: Please another Ma'am

[8:09] YT Recreant nods "you know, sunrise -....

[8:09] YT Recreant: next time, a full sentence will do, as in "may i have lease another one, ma'am"

[8:09] Jacobius Bravin sighs, "I think she's got it"

[8:09] YT Recreant: *please

[8:10] YT Recreant: yeah, Jake, slowly, but then aagain, being as horny as she is 24/7, i would have trouvle concentrating too

[8:10] Jacobius Bravin: Needs a few more to get the idea, though

[8:10] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.

[8:10] Gera Heliosense: I am not horny all the time Ma'Am...I just ...only with certain things

[8:10] YT Recreant: [8:10] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.

[8:11] Jacobius Bravin grins, "The smell at the market was Gera? Looking at the male slaves?"

[8:11] A. giggles

[8:11] YT Recreant: it was definetly someone in a need, telling so by spreading her scent, yes

[8:11] Gera Heliosense: OWWWWWW!!!*she sobs iin pain

[8:11] Gera Heliosense: tha..thank ..you Ma'am...one...please can I have another

[8:12] YT Recreant picks some wheat from the flogger, and shakes her head

[8:12] YT Recreant: we were at two, sweetie

[8:12] Gera Heliosense sobs

[8:12] YT Recreant: try again

[8:12] Jacobius Bravin grins, "Not any more, we're not"

[8:12] Gera Heliosense: I am sorry...two..thank you...please can I have another Ma'am

[8:12] YT Recreant: nay, i would need 50 starts overs, and then Tara has to mend her skin afterwards

[8:13] YT Recreant: sure, sunrise, now comes number three, ok? trois, drei, three, understood?

[8:13] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.

[8:14] Jacobius Bravin smiles, "A good upper body workout for you though, my nymph. Keep those arms nicely toned"

[8:14] YT Recreant: yeah, but soon i will find other means to punish them, i do not want to look like a body builder

[8:15] Jacobius Bravin's eyes drop to her waist, lifting to smile into hers again

[8:15] Gera Heliosense sobs loudly:" 3..thankyou..please another, Ma'am

[8:15] YT Recreant nods "yes, of course, sweetie"

[8:16] YT's flogger: YT swings the flogger at Gera Heliosense with an intense blow.

[8:16] Gera Heliosense: 4..thank you...please another Ma'am

[8:16] Gera Heliosense sobas her heart out in between, wiping her face

[8:16] YT Recreant smiles and let sthe flogger slowly slide over her back, then lifts it again. and....

[8:16] YT's flogger: YT swings the flogger at Gera Heliosense with an intense blow.

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[8:17] Jacobius Bravin watches with interest, "Her cheeks do color nicely. Both sets"

[8:17] A. listens to the counting, knowing her time is coming soon, and her stomach twists into knots in apprehension.

[8:17] Gera Heliosense: 5! thank you......M...Ma'am..m..m..more please. She hads trouble holding herself up and her legs shake

[8:17] YT Recreant: true, earlier she even blushed when i stated the fact that she is a beast - i hope she will get over that

[8:18] YT Recreant shrugs "no sunrise, we said 5, and you will keep it at 5, now clean my flogger and kiss it

[8:19] Gera Heliosense: ghrelease

[8:19] Gera Heliosense: She brushes her hand over the flogger and kisses it, she sways from side to side, ready to collaps

[8:19] YT Recreant: kneel Ava

[8:20] A.: Yes Ma'am.

[8:20] A. kneels up and peers up at Ma'am.

[8:20] Hug & Kiss Animator 1.2: YT Recreant invited you to a couple animation, choose 'yes' to accept

[8:20] Hug & Kiss Animator 1.2: say /50stop to stop the animation prematurely

[8:20] YT Recreant: you know, sunrise, you should learn how to focus

[8:20] Gera Heliosense: yes Ma'Am

[8:21] YT Recreant: now assume your position

[8:21] Gera Heliosense: ghbracelets

[8:21] YT Recreant: i will have to look after something meanwhile Ava will treat your wounds, or Tara if she is around

[8:21] YT Recreant: when i am back we continue

[8:21] Jacobius Bravin: Might put Gera on her knees and let her focus on something of mine

[8:21] A.: Yes Ma'am

[8:22] YT Recreant: see you later, jake

[8:22] YT Recreant: *Jake

[8:22] Gera Heliosense sobs quietly,

[8:22] Jacobius Bravin kisses her softly, "Don't work too hard, my nymph"

[8:22] Gera Heliosense: whimpering over her sore ass

[8:22] YT Recreant: nay, i think Ava wil be easierr

[8:22] A. gently pats Gera onto her hands and knees, looking in the quiver of arrows she laid aside. "Let me see, hun."

[8:23] Gera Heliosense nods and shows Ava her buttocks

[8:23] YT Recreant tosses the flogger into the field "i will be back" ((and TPs home totally badly OOC wise :) ))

[8:23] A. smiles, stroking her hair comfortingly as she pulls out a tube of cream with her free hand. She holds the cap in her teeth and twists it off with one hand.

[8:24] Gera Heliosense weeps gently and she feels a strange joy...the flogging...as painful as it was..has lifted her mind to heaven

[8:24] Jacobius Bravin: Later you two. I'll find some other cream for that ass of yours, Gera

[8:25] A. stops stroking her hair, and uses both hands to squeeze the cool cream from the bottle. She smiles up at Master Jake. "Take care Sir."

[8:25] Raine Teardrop is Online

[8:25] Gera Heliosense: she sighs in relief when Ava aplies the cream and looks at Jake blankly when he makes his inuendo

Savvy bear, Lactose matters and Laura, my human shield

Later I walked to the gathering spot. In front of the passport office I came across Master Jake, Laura, Ella, Ravyn the furry and a little teddy bear with Savvy’s voice:
[1:47] Savannah Zimmermann: No less.
[1:47] Jacobius Bravin nods, "Worth that much"
[1:47] Laura Demonista: I own a laptop computer. i wish I owned a different one
[1:47] Ravyn Bayn: Nah. 100 if we get you into the sea.
[1:47] Savannah Zimmermann nods. "T'is."
[1:47] Laura Demonista: greetings all present here
[1:47] Gera Heliosense: Greetings Master Jake and my sisters...uhm Savvy?
[1:47] Jacobius Bravin looks at Gera, "You're showing nicely"
[1:48] Gera Heliosense: thank you Master
[1:48] Savannah Zimmermann waddles. "What's a savvy? I'm a savvybear."
[1:48] Gera Heliosense: uhm why is Savvy a teddy?
[1:48] Ravyn Bayn: Otherwise known as a snack.
[1:48] Jacobius Bravin: Because she's bearly here?
[1:49] Gera Heliosense bursts into giggles
[1:49] Savannah Zimmermann: Wah wah wah.
[1:50] Savannah Zimmermann: This is Savvycat's teddy. It had a mix up with magic, potion and the such. Causing it to come alive Now it's here to terrorize Glint. >:p ))
[1:50] Gera Heliosense: well savvy bear I think I saw your mate at the entrance...a little creature made out of uhm...carton boxes...about your size
[1:51] Gera Heliosense: poor savvy will she ever be back to normal?
[1:51] Savannah Zimmermann blinks her beady little eyes at Gera. "My mate?"
[1:51] Gera Heliosense: yes savvy bear
[1:51] Laura Demonista: oh I hope so. I could not bear it if she were to remain like this
[1:51] Savannah Zimmermann: "I dun have a mate."
[1:51] Jacobius Bravin waits for anything vaguely 'normal' to happen around here
[1:52] Savannah Zimmermann: oops
[1:52] Gera Heliosense looks up to Master Jake and smiles, guessing his thoughts
[1:53] Jacobius Bravin: You're a menace already, Savvybear
[1:53] Savannah Zimmermann snickers.
[1:53] Laura Demonista: why Gera! You are positively glowing!
[1:53] Gera Heliosense: oh thank you Laura
[1:53] Gera Heliosense: and hello Ella
[1:53] Laura Demonista: you have always been beautiful but now?
[1:53] Elaesa Darcy smiles, "Hi Gera!"
[1:54] Gera Heliosense blushes and smiles shy
[1:54] Laura Demonista: It suits you well, gera
[1:54] Jacobius Bravin runs a fingertip under her breasts, "Gera's filling out nicely"
[1:54] Laura Demonista: are you the proud father Sir Jake?
[1:55] Jacobius Bravin laughs quietly, "Some might think that, but no"
[1:55] Savannah Zimmermann waddles around the group, pouncing on feet, squeaking when she lands.
[1:55] Gera Heliosense: She blushes harder
[1:55] Elaesa Darcy jumps back, "Ouch. You're pretty stocky for a little bear."
[1:55] Laura Demonista: oh! I just thought the way you toch here and tease her you must be her owner. i apologize for that
[1:55] Jacobius Bravin snaps his fingers, "Bear hacky-sack!"
[1:55] Ravyn Bayn glances down and attempts to stamp on the bear with one large paw.
[1:56] Savannah Zimmermann squeaker box weezes as she's stepped on, but pop's up once again once the foot is removed, unfazed.
[1:56] Laura Demonista: I often mistake sadism for love. It is a trait I must try to remove
[1:57] Jacobius Bravin smiles darkly in Gera's direction, "Or appreciation for pure lust, but never mind"
[1:58] Gera Heliosense casts her eyes down and folds her hand across her tummy
[1:58] Gera Heliosense: uhm...
[1:58] Gera Heliosense clears her throat
[1:59] Jacobius Bravin eyes her breasts, "They starting to get tender yet, Gera?"
[1:59] Gera Heliosense: y..yes Master Jake...a little bit
[1:59] Laura Demonista: I understand your lust Sir. I live with it at all times, burning in my breast like an inferno. I understand it well, Sir
[2:00] Gera Heliosense: She seems uneasy and nods to Laura
[2:00] Savannah Zimmermann wanders off to th side to magically transform back into a savvycat.
[2:00] Jacobius Bravin laughs softly, "When you were exploring the farmyard Laura, did you notice the milking machine in the barn?"
[2:00] Elaesa Darcy glances between Laura and Jake and Gera, wondering if she should get a scorecard and how the bear will factor into things.
[2:01] Laura Demonista: no, Sir Jake. I did not see htat perhpas I am lactose intolerant :)
[2:01] Gera Heliosense bites her lip, remembering a milking machine up at the breeding grounds
[2:01] Jacobius Bravin glances in Gera's direction, "No lactose in human milk"
[2:02] Gera Heliosense looks at him startled..:"I ..I ..must check on that , Master"
[2:02] Laura Demonista: is there not? Oh! I thought differently. In that case, Sir, a pint a day for me please
[2:02] Laura Demonista: although, it must be said, I have more of a taste for Bull's milk, Sir
[2:03] Gera Heliosense looks to Laura and starts:" But bulls..." then realizes its a joke
[2:03] Jacobius Bravin grins, "There you go, Gera.. Problem and solution. Laura, take Gera to the barn and have her milked. It'll relieve the pressure in her breasts"
[2:03] Laura Demonista: oh Gera! How does one so innocent become pregnant?
[2:03] Laura Demonista: Oh! Yes. Obviously.
[2:04] Jacobius Bravin grins at Laura, "In the usal way"
[2:04] Laura Demonista: i will pass the opportunity, Sir Jake. Gera is with child and should be treated delicatley
[2:05] Jacobius Bravin smiles, "The milking machine *is* delicate, in its own special way"
[2:05] Laura Demonista: I would not wish to incur the wrath of her Master
[2:05] Elaesa Darcy smiles, "If you will A/all excuse me, the beach and a new club are calling."
[2:06] Gera Heliosense smiles:"oh yes my Masters wrath is very...scottish and savagely"
[2:06] Elaesa Darcy turns and wanders away.
[2:06] Jacobius Bravin: Later, ella
[2:06] Gera Heliosense: yes take care Ella
[2:06] Laura Demonista: a scot? Then I would definitely not wish to incur his wrath. A vengeful scot is a fierce thing indeed
[2:06] Jacobius Bravin: Well, let's see. You're still a house slave, aren't you, Gera?
[2:07] Gera Heliosense: yes I am still a house slave and must serve here but...
[2:07] Gera Heliosense: my Master wishes that nothing may penetrate me during my pregnancy
[2:07] Laura Demonista: a house slave is available to all, is she not? But then, perhaps some would show restraint and a little respect in light of your condition, Gera. I would hope so.
[2:08] Jacobius Bravin: I hardly thing the milking machine will penetrate you
[2:08] Savannah Zimmermann listens quietly.
[2:09] Gera Heliosense: yes but please Master Jake...not the milking machine
[2:09] Gera Heliosense: please I don't like that machine
[2:09] Jacobius Bravin: I didn't think you'd experienced the one in the barn?
[2:10] Laura Demonista: please, Sir Jake. Do not do this to her. My Master has forbidden me to indulge in any form of sexual activity with anyone but I will disobey him and offer myself to you if it will cause you to leave this poor girl in peace
[2:10] Gera Heliosense: I don't like any machines Master Jake
[2:10] Gera Heliosense looks at Laura in awe about how she tries to protect her
[2:12] Jacobius Bravin shakes his head, "Who you calling a 'poor girl', Laura? You don't know her like I, and so many other do, I think"
[2:12] Laura Demonista: childbirth is a wonderful experience and the proudest moment of my worthless life. I would not wish to see Gera go through the heartbreak of losing her child because a Master pushed her to do things that could damge her
[2:13] Gera Heliosense nods at Laura grateful that she takes her side and begs Master Jake:" Please ..."
[2:13] Laura Demonista: Please Sir Jake. Use my body to please you. Fill me, feed me and fuck me. Do all you wish to do with me. I will not complain and I will even enjoy your attentions. But please do not o anything to harm Gera. She is important to me
[2:14] Ravyn Bayn snaps out of her daydream and blinks.
[2:14] Ravyn Bayn: SHOES!
[2:14] Jacobius Bravin shakes his head, ruffling Laura's hair, "If I wanted you, I'd take you, but Gera's an interesting person to me"
[2:17] Gera Heliosense kneeds her hands
Laura was called away.
[2:18] Jacobius Bravin looks around, "Seems your human shield's gone missing, Gera"
[2:19] Gera Heliosense thinks this is a good opportunity to get out of it and whispers:"Will you excuse me all...I..I want to...arrest the shoe wearer"
[2:19] Gera Heliosense: She bitesher lip at Jake's comment
[2:19] Jacobius Bravin nods, "Like you'll catch up with her in your condition"
[2:20] Gera Heliosense: „well..I..can..try to cut off her path"
[2:20] Jacobius Bravin: Go get her and deal with her, I need to sleep anyway
[2:21] Gera Heliosense: „Y..yes..."She lets out a quivering breath"rest well Master Jake and
[2:22] Gera Heliosense: take care of yourself"
[2:22] Jacobius Bravin watches her walk away, his eyes on her skirt

Still a house slave

Yesterday Master Jake made me strip at the gathering spot. I had almost forgotten that despite my new status as Master Dunnagh's property, I am still a house slave here, a ward. And so I had to comply.
Master Jake ran a hand down my side, looking past me to Master Ulric, "She is a nice little piece of eye-candy, isn't she?"
Ulric Dalglish kept his eyes on my bum until he realised he'd been addressed directly "What? Oh yes. She is a dark one, is our Gera. She likes things that... well I am sure you can find out for yourself"
Because I was so hesitant and placed a hand protectivly over my tummy, Master Jake asked me what I was hiding and I replied to him that I am pregnant. There were many people there. Master Ulric and his slave Ella, Master Atlas and his slave rosebud, Master Damion, aurora, Lacy, Laura and a new Miss I don't know.
"Hey Atlas. Heard the news? Gera's gotten herself knocked up"
Master Atlas Tereshchenko tilted his head.."strong women make strong children..congratulations gera"
Laura Demonista: "Oh, Gera! But that is wonderful news. I am so thrilled for you"
Master Jake ran his fingers under my breast, "So these will start to swell soon. That'll be fun to watch"
I thanked them all for their well wishes and was still tempted to swat Master Jakes hand away. But I didn't and he reminded me of my place and state and that I must not fight it.
Gera Heliosense: "I..I won't fight it...forgive me Master Jake...I just thought....I am not of ...interest anymore...due to my condition"
Jacobius Bravin:"Pregnant women glow. And they are known for their.. appetites, shall we say? Although, yours was already quite healthy before"
Gera Heliosense blushes deeply and looks away.
He touched me lightly and I asked: Please Master Jake, may I dress now?"
Jacobius Bravin sighed, "Are you so eager to deprive us all of your beauty, Gera?"
Master Atlas had to go and smiled at me.."and you too Gera..my deepest congratulations to you..I am sure the child will both strong and wise.."
Master Jake praised my bum, saying it would be a pity to hide it under a skirt and here I suddenly felt my morning sickness, which comes and goes all through the day and I cupped my mouth and asked to be excused.
Master Jake pushed me away, "Take it to the fish, Gera"
Behind the bench I doubled over but I could not bring anything up, it was just nausia as usual. Ella and aurora came to me side and soothed me and offered me water. Women understand so much better.

Libertango

Strange I've seen that face before
Seen him hanging round my door
Like a hawk stealing for the pray
Like the night waiting for the day...
(Grace Jones - Libertango)

About love

This is a little post about love, even though it looks like the regular confession of a lawbreaker. Yes, I broke the law. And I dissapointed Ma'am. I was punished and yet to me this incident showed me something very important. Something about love. Well, the whole thing started with a new outfit my Master had bought me some time ago. A catchy little number in white. The skirt to be worn with leggings. Now leggings of course are pants. But this stupid little slave didn't think about that when she put it on. She was blissfully happy, still being in honeymoon heaven, feeling invincible. So on with skirt and pants and off to the gatheringspot where I bumped into sir Jake.
We chatted for a while, then I got up, walking away from him because...Sir Jake always makes me kind of nervous. Jacobius Bravin watched me, his eyes narrowing as my skirt flipped up a bit. I straightend my skirt, feeling Sir Jake's eyes on me, and I nervously stood on the street, confused as to where I was going.
He stood up, walking up behind me, placing a hand on my shoulder, "We need to have a talk."He quietly directed me away from the others. I followed him without protest. In the policestation .Here he backed me into a corner, his hand pressing my shoulder back against the cold stone, "Have you forgotten the rules so soon?"
I was confused and thought he talked about my house slave status but he shook his head slowly, holding me firmly in place, " I speak of the laws of Glint. Have you forgotten those so soon?" His eyes turned cold, his other hand dropping to my thigh and sliding up under my skirt to grip the cloth of my pants, "So you think you're above them, do you?" Oh I felt hot shame and cold realisation washing over me. I stood there stammering, begged him to forgive and hastily, pulled my pants down, getting all tangled up in my skirt, exposing myself unwittingly, making such a fool of myself. His hand slid between my thighs and up, feeling nothing but warm flesh, but alas, he was adament:"The offence has been done, the punishment is due"
I begged with him, reminded him of how well he knows me and he said:"I know you very well. Strict is what you need"
I had to strip, then he smiled crokedly, shifting his grip to my hair, pushing me ahead of him out of the room. Outside he opened the stocks, roughly pushing me to my knees, holding my head in place, he growled "Put your wrists in the grooves"
I did, eaten up by despare and shame, cursing myself for being so careless and downright stupid. I deserved all this, no doubt about it.
I think I started crying with shame silentl. I knew very well he did right. But this was so degrading. I had come so far, earned the respect of the community, and now this . And what would Sir Dunnagh say?
Bravin's fingers continue to stroke me, his other hand gripping my hair to lift my face to those around, "Let them see how you're taking your punishment"
My face being lifted I closed my eyes, blushing with shame. My sex hrobbed and I could taste the salty tears of shame on my lips . When I dared to open my eyes , I glances over the public place. There were thankfully only a few people about.I strained my eyes to see the street and I was almost relieved...when suddenly Ma'am appeared before me.
My heart dropped, my mouth became dry and I could not look into her eyes, so ashamed was I to dissapoint her like that.
"Hello La Presidente. We have a law-breaker here"
"A law breaker? my midwife? what did she do?"
Bravin shook my head gently by the hair, "Confess your crime"
"Oh Ma'am...Ma'am..." I sobbed now, feeling so ashamed, so terrible ashamed to have dissapointed my beloved Ma'am:"I wore pants"
Jacobius Bravin nodded, "They're with her other clothes, inside the police station"
I sobbed:"Yes Ma'am...I am so sorry...I was thoughtless...Sir Dunnagh bought me this outfit and there were pants going with it and..." I didn't know how to finish the sentence.
Ma'am and shook her head slowly :"this is how the roman empire fell - when the citizens got too much leeway"
Sir Jake said:"Maybe I should leave her to your tender mercies, La Presidente?
A time in the stocks might be all she needs"
I tried to explain my mistake, told them I thought leggings don't count as pants.
Asked them to forgive my stupidity...
"Now she even discusses with me and tries to justify, "said Ma'am
Sir Jake nodded, "And she argues... Some things never change, do they?"
"That is so true," Ma'am answered:" I bet Dun got quite a handful there".
Then they teased me for a while, pondering upon the question whether I am an exhibionist and if I secretly enjoy being handled by dominant males. And I confessed to that. Confessed to it all, drowning in shame and regret. The hardest thing was not to be in the stocks, to be humiliated...the hardest part was that I had dissapointed Ma'am and I was so afraid to loose her now.
Sir Jake left me with Ma'am at this point and went of whistling a happy tune.
Ma'am caressed my back softly: "...and, my sunrise, now?"
She traced with her fingertips along my spine, tenderly "I would really not like to have you in this thing here for the rest of the day - so , offer me something"
I tried to think hard, tried to gather my confused thoughts: "Ma'am I honestly regret and I offer you...what ever you desire from me. If there is anything at all...just know...my worst punishment is that I dissapointed you"
Ma'am nodded:"You know, the twist for me is - I can not really be hard agaisnt you, for known reasons - still, you have to lead by example, for exactly the same reasons"
I begged her I'd do anything. She contemplated on the situation. She touched me. In the end she said halfloud, more to herself: "well, one thing is for sure - for the next two days - when Dun is absent, you are naked, automatically"
Then Ma'am smiled and kissed my back tenderly "I can not be hard on you, no matter what you are doing"And she opened the stock. I stood up shakily and instantly fell to my knees hugging Ma'ams legs, crying with relief and deep regret for my crime.
She caressed my hair "Now, calm down, my sunrise"
And I calmed, soothed by her gentleness, her forgiveness, her love.
And as I left, my heart was filled with deep gratitude and love for this wonderful, charismatic, fair but strict woman. Love can be many things. This is one of them...

Back from the dead

Sir Jake is back.