Sonntag, 14. Juni 2009

Capture the flag



And then we played Capture the Flag. Two teams. Glint versus Nayeli. Glint won. It was great fun. And I had a chance to practice with the bow.

Thoughts of a house slave of Glint


My Sir was furious about the fact that Sir Chy had disciplined me the other day because of the incident with Sir Jarethe and his torture machine. My sir questioned sir Chy about it, even drew his blade as I found out later. I feel terrible guilty because after all was it not my fault for bringing myself into a situation that could have been dangerous for me, hence Sir Chy's concern and disciplining me, hence my beloved sir getting so angry. Luckily they came to an agreement in the end. I don't know how I do it. But so often something I do has huge consequences and involves others. I do not wish to trouble my sir. I want to be a joy to him, not a source of anger. On the other hand, and that may be because Sir Dunnagh is such a kind master I was never punished or disciplined as hard as any other slave in Glint. It humbles me greatly. So I am still allowed to speak to Sir Chy.
Another thing that happend was that I got a note from a woman, I do not know. She accused me of being "a slut man stealer". She was a friend of MissyJo, Sir Chy's mate and had seen me talking to Chy at the gathering spot and leaving with him. MissyJo found out and apologized to me and told me she was very upset about her friend doing such a thing. I think MissyJo is a wonderful person. She is pregnant with Sir Chy's baby and I am hoping to be her midwife.
Today I had a thoughtful talk with Sir Chy, I had asked him to share his knowledge with me and he told me:
"I dont know if you would want to learn what I know, sunrise. Its mostly knowledge about the outside world. You are bound to be here, both of ties of the heart and of the flesh. To me, you seem like a caged bird. Its kinder to the bird if you never show it what is outside its cage, perhaps it can live its life a little easier that way"
This shook me to the core. There was so much truth in what he said. Its been ages since I last thought about my situation. Why I am here in Glint? Where did I come from? How did Glint change me? How did my life change? I will not ponder about it as it will not come to anything. Its kinder to the bird if you never show it what is outside its cage. I wonder though, do the other slaves ever think about those things? Does Ava ever wonder why her life changed so much? Or joy, pussy, tiffy, aurora, ce...I know that some are truly happy. Butterfly and slut for example. I will not say I am unhappy as I am not. My life here is fuller and richer than it has been before I got stranded here. But do the others ever think back to their old lives? When we chat at the gathering spot, we never talk about such things...

Samstag, 13. Juni 2009

My beloved sir


I can't describe in words how happy this man makes me, everytime we see each other. And although it is rare, its always worth waiting for. I love him when he loses his temper, when he is awkward like a school boy, when he suddenly sweeps me off my feet, when he asks me something so meaningful that I almost faint...

A very special scar



Ma'am gave my sister pussy galore a very special gift. She wears it on her back and she recuts it every day so that it won't heal over too quickly. I think its beautiful.

Girls Talk





There is a new bar in Glint. Its a biker's joint and belongs to the people from he Breeding Grounds. Aurora and I went there today and had a good girls talk. About my...uhm secret yearning, about being a house slave, about Masters...

Sir JareThe's new torture toy...


...Its evil and you can push different buttons . One button releases spikes that are forced trough the victim. He had strapped a shoe wearer to it. And the show began. The gathering spot was full of people so the audiance was rather large. Sir Chy was there too. He couldn't watch it and I couldn't watch it either. So I got up and asked Sir JareThe for mercy for the girl, who was actually a Shemale. I didn't realize that I acted stupid, putting myself into danger by standing right in front of the girl. Well...the girl survived it and was even aided afterwards by Sir JareThe who gave her a potion made from his own blood. Manix blood. She was seemingly tougher than I thought, she walked off as if nothing had happened, without her shoes, mind you.
Afterwards Sir Chy scolded me for putting myself into danger like that and he spanked my bare bottom right there at the gathering spot. I deserved it. And I promised to be more careful and to act wiser next time. Its something I find hard to do sometimes. Glint can be such a tough place. And I can't bear watching girls being tortured. Sir JareThe is a twisted soul. Always nice and well mannered but his mind is dark and cruel sometimes. It makes me shudder.

Donnerstag, 11. Juni 2009

What if...


They have rebuild the cave in Nayeli. It is now a place for giving birth. As a midwife I am pleased about that. As a midwife....yes....and as a woman? It certainly made me think. What if....but better not think about that yet. Not yet...