Sonntag, 12. Juli 2009

Caught standing





This morning I took a walk to the japanese tea house. Here Master Ulric crossed my path.
Master Ulic", I smiled at him. As a response to my smile he raised one eyebrow:
"Hello sunbeam"
"Sunrise, Master Ulric" I corrected him shy.
He blew air through sneering lips and waved his hand dismissively "Whatever. You're a slave and not a very good one at that from what I hear. I mean look at you. You're standing up."
"Yes but Master Ulric...I am pregnant and its...very hard to be on my knees in my condition..." Oh how I shivered inside. I felt fear crawling up, standing up to him like that.
He yawned and turned to look across the stream "If you say so. I didn't ask for your excuse and the excuse does not excuse the fact."
"Then I apologize but...I cannot kneel..I will get my Masters permission to show you next time that I am permitted to stand"I added shy and shivering inside for this was a huge lie, I did not have my Masters permission but...I was so desperate. It was the first time ever I lied to Master Ulric. I wouldn't dare normally.
Master Ulric half turned back and looked at me. A slight smile played on his face. His eyes dropped to my swelling tummy for a moment then back to my face. He gave a small nod and spoke with a softer tone "Very good. You will find childbirth is that bit easier if you keep developing that spine, my dear."
"...but...yes..You are right Master Ulric..about the spine...but..its not good for the legs, and..thank you for letting me stand...thats kind of you...I will bring you my pasters permit next time I promise" Oh my head was spinning. Right after this I would need to contact Master Dunnagh and beg his permission to stand. What if he would not permit it?
Master Ulric shook his head "I don't need to see any papers. I trust you. I'm not being kind in letting you stand. I'm just not that much of a monster. Don't think I'm getting soft sunbeam. That would be a mistake."
I felt guilty relief. He was trusting me.
I looked over to the shore and the horizon. before gazing back at him again, I felt melancholic suddenly. Master Ulric and getting soft? His cruel highness? No such chance, I knew that.
"I..I..didn't think you were getting soft Master Ulric..i know...you too well to make that mistake...forgive me."
Ulric Dalglish sniffed and turned away again. His back to me, he adopted a more business-like tone "Good. Now I'm going to see that all is okay. Try to stay out of trouble and for goodness sake cheer up - or was the name sunbeam ironic?"
"No Master Ulric...I mean yes Master Ulric..."I stuttered.
He tsk-ed over my dithering and strode off.
I watched him go and sighed.

Savvy bear, Lactose matters and Laura, my human shield





Later I walked to the gathering spot. In front of the passport office I came across Master Jake, Laura, Ella, Ravyn the furry and a little teddy bear with Savvy’s voice:
[1:47] Savannah Zimmermann: No less.
[1:47] Jacobius Bravin nods, "Worth that much"
[1:47] Laura Demonista: I own a laptop computer. i wish I owned a different one
[1:47] Ravyn Bayn: Nah. 100 if we get you into the sea.
[1:47] Savannah Zimmermann nods. "T'is."
[1:47] Laura Demonista: greetings all present here
[1:47] Gera Heliosense: Greetings Master Jake and my sisters...uhm Savvy?
[1:47] Jacobius Bravin looks at Gera, "You're showing nicely"
[1:48] Gera Heliosense: thank you Master
[1:48] Savannah Zimmermann waddles. "What's a savvy? I'm a savvybear."
[1:48] Gera Heliosense: uhm why is Savvy a teddy?
[1:48] Ravyn Bayn: Otherwise known as a snack.
[1:48] Jacobius Bravin: Because she's bearly here?
[1:49] Gera Heliosense bursts into giggles
[1:49] Savannah Zimmermann: Wah wah wah.
[1:50] Savannah Zimmermann: This is Savvycat's teddy. It had a mix up with magic, potion and the such. Causing it to come alive Now it's here to terrorize Glint. >:p ))
[1:50] Gera Heliosense: well savvy bear I think I saw your mate at the entrance...a little creature made out of uhm...carton boxes...about your size
[1:51] Gera Heliosense: poor savvy will she ever be back to normal?
[1:51] Savannah Zimmermann blinks her beady little eyes at Gera. "My mate?"
[1:51] Gera Heliosense: yes savvy bear
[1:51] Laura Demonista: oh I hope so. I could not bear it if she were to remain like this
[1:51] Savannah Zimmermann: "I dun have a mate."
[1:51] Jacobius Bravin waits for anything vaguely 'normal' to happen around here
[1:52] Savannah Zimmermann: oops
[1:52] Gera Heliosense looks up to Master Jake and smiles, guessing his thoughts
[1:53] Jacobius Bravin: You're a menace already, Savvybear
[1:53] Savannah Zimmermann snickers.
[1:53] Laura Demonista: why Gera! You are positively glowing!
[1:53] Gera Heliosense: oh thank you Laura
[1:53] Gera Heliosense: and hello Ella
[1:53] Laura Demonista: you have always been beautiful but now?
[1:53] Elaesa Darcy smiles, "Hi Gera!"
[1:54] Gera Heliosense blushes and smiles shy
[1:54] Laura Demonista: It suits you well, gera
[1:54] Jacobius Bravin runs a fingertip under her breasts, "Gera's filling out nicely"
[1:54] Laura Demonista: are you the proud father Sir Jake?
[1:55] Jacobius Bravin laughs quietly, "Some might think that, but no"
[1:55] Savannah Zimmermann waddles around the group, pouncing on feet, squeaking when she lands.
[1:55] Gera Heliosense: She blushes harder
[1:55] Elaesa Darcy jumps back, "Ouch. You're pretty stocky for a little bear."
[1:55] Laura Demonista: oh! I just thought the way you toch here and tease her you must be her owner. i apologize for that
[1:55] Jacobius Bravin snaps his fingers, "Bear hacky-sack!"
[1:55] Ravyn Bayn glances down and attempts to stamp on the bear with one large paw.
[1:56] Savannah Zimmermann squeaker box weezes as she's stepped on, but pop's up once again once the foot is removed, unfazed.
[1:56] Laura Demonista: I often mistake sadism for love. It is a trait I must try to remove
[1:57] Jacobius Bravin smiles darkly in Gera's direction, "Or appreciation for pure lust, but never mind"
[1:58] Gera Heliosense casts her eyes down and folds her hand across her tummy
[1:58] Gera Heliosense: uhm...
[1:58] Gera Heliosense clears her throat
[1:59] Jacobius Bravin eyes her breasts, "They starting to get tender yet, Gera?"
[1:59] Gera Heliosense: y..yes Master Jake...a little bit
[1:59] Laura Demonista: I understand your lust Sir. I live with it at all times, burning in my breast like an inferno. I understand it well, Sir
[2:00] Gera Heliosense: She seems uneasy and nods to Laura
[2:00] Savannah Zimmermann wanders off to th side to magically transform back into a savvycat.
[2:00] Jacobius Bravin laughs softly, "When you were exploring the farmyard Laura, did you notice the milking machine in the barn?"
[2:00] Elaesa Darcy glances between Laura and Jake and Gera, wondering if she should get a scorecard and how the bear will factor into things.
[2:01] Laura Demonista: no, Sir Jake. I did not see htat perhpas I am lactose intolerant :)
[2:01] Gera Heliosense bites her lip, remembering a milking machine up at the breeding grounds
[2:01] Jacobius Bravin glances in Gera's direction, "No lactose in human milk"
[2:02] Gera Heliosense looks at him startled..:"I ..I ..must check on that , Master"
[2:02] Laura Demonista: is there not? Oh! I thought differently. In that case, Sir, a pint a day for me please
[2:02] Laura Demonista: although, it must be said, I have more of a taste for Bull's milk, Sir
[2:03] Gera Heliosense looks to Laura and starts:" But bulls..." then realizes its a joke
[2:03] Jacobius Bravin grins, "There you go, Gera.. Problem and solution. Laura, take Gera to the barn and have her milked. It'll relieve the pressure in her breasts"
[2:03] Laura Demonista: oh Gera! How does one so innocent become pregnant?
[2:03] Laura Demonista: Oh! Yes. Obviously.
[2:04] Jacobius Bravin grins at Laura, "In the usal way"
[2:04] Laura Demonista: i will pass the opportunity, Sir Jake. Gera is with child and should be treated delicatley
[2:05] Jacobius Bravin smiles, "The milking machine *is* delicate, in its own special way"
[2:05] Laura Demonista: I would not wish to incur the wrath of her Master
[2:05] Elaesa Darcy smiles, "If you will A/all excuse me, the beach and a new club are calling."
[2:06] Gera Heliosense smiles:"oh yes my Masters wrath is very...scottish and savagely"
[2:06] Elaesa Darcy turns and wanders away.
[2:06] Jacobius Bravin: Later, ella
[2:06] Gera Heliosense: yes take care Ella
[2:06] Laura Demonista: a scot? Then I would definitely not wish to incur his wrath. A vengeful scot is a fierce thing indeed
[2:06] Jacobius Bravin: Well, let's see. You're still a house slave, aren't you, Gera?
[2:07] Gera Heliosense: yes I am still a house slave and must serve here but...
[2:07] Gera Heliosense: my Master wishes that nothing may penetrate me during my pregnancy
[2:07] Laura Demonista: a house slave is available to all, is she not? But then, perhaps some would show restraint and a little respect in light of your condition, Gera. I would hope so.
[2:08] Jacobius Bravin: I hardly thing the milking machine will penetrate you
[2:08] Savannah Zimmermann listens quietly.
[2:09] Gera Heliosense: yes but please Master Jake...not the milking machine
[2:09] Gera Heliosense: please I don't like that machine
[2:09] Jacobius Bravin: I didn't think you'd experienced the one in the barn?
[2:10] Laura Demonista: please, Sir Jake. Do not do this to her. My Master has forbidden me to indulge in any form of sexual activity with anyone but I will disobey him and offer myself to you if it will cause you to leave this poor girl in peace
[2:10] Gera Heliosense: I don't like any machines Master Jake
[2:10] Gera Heliosense looks at Laura in awe about how she tries to protect her
[2:12] Jacobius Bravin shakes his head, "Who you calling a 'poor girl', Laura? You don't know her like I, and so many other do, I think"
[2:12] Laura Demonista: childbirth is a wonderful experience and the proudest moment of my worthless life. I would not wish to see Gera go through the heartbreak of losing her child because a Master pushed her to do things that could damge her
[2:13] Gera Heliosense nods at Laura grateful that she takes her side and begs Master Jake:" Please ..."
[2:13] Laura Demonista: Please Sir Jake. Use my body to please you. Fill me, feed me and fuck me. Do all you wish to do with me. I will not complain and I will even enjoy your attentions. But please do not o anything to harm Gera. She is important to me
[2:14] Ravyn Bayn snaps out of her daydream and blinks.
[2:14] Ravyn Bayn: SHOES!
[2:14] Jacobius Bravin shakes his head, ruffling Laura's hair, "If I wanted you, I'd take you, but Gera's an interesting person to me"
[2:17] Gera Heliosense kneeds her hands
Laura was called away.
[2:18] Jacobius Bravin looks around, "Seems your human shield's gone missing, Gera"
[2:19] Gera Heliosense thinks this is a good opportunity to get out of it and whispers:"Will you excuse me all...I..I want to...arrest the shoe wearer"
[2:19] Gera Heliosense: She bitesher lip at Jake's comment
[2:19] Jacobius Bravin nods, "Like you'll catch up with her in your condition"
[2:20] Gera Heliosense: „well..I..can..try to cut off her path"
[2:20] Jacobius Bravin: Go get her and deal with her, I need to sleep anyway
[2:21] Gera Heliosense: „Y..yes..."She lets out a quivering breath"rest well Master Jake and
[2:22] Gera Heliosense: take care of yourself"
[2:22] Jacobius Bravin watches her walk away, his eyes on her skirt

Samstag, 11. Juli 2009

Blessed by an angel




In the evening I went up to the Breeding Grounds. Here I saw a pregnant woman and her sight scared me a little. I mean, she was huge. What if I will look like this in the end?
While I watched her, Sir Oberon sneaked up behind me and we had a nice talk about my pregnancy. As we talked I suddenly heard the voice of an angel in my head. He said:

Lev Svoboda: Forgive this Angel - he sees she is in conversation - but he must mention - it is very difficult for him to divert his eyes - beautiful and full of life - newly round. You are lovely Gera - so sweet, the personification of innocence - yet taken.

I looked around and saw him. He was truly beautiful. Just as angels are. I wish I had taken a picture but he disappeared just before my eyes. And I felt elated and happy and blessed...

Pickled beetroot




Rhea Habilis: i did find the pickled beetroot sunrise, do you still crave it?

[15:40] lacey Flinders starts calculating the calories in a really good reuben....sighs and puts the yellow pages away

[15:41] Gera Heliosense: oh yes...thank you so much butterfly*holds out her hand *

[15:41] Rhea Habilis holds up a round beetroot for sunrise

[15:41] Rhea Habilis: here you go sunrise!

[15:41] Chysamere Ishtari: erm that doesnt look very pickled butterfly

[15:41] Rhea Habilis: i have a whole jar full!

[15:41] Gera Heliosense takes it and sniffs it

[15:42] Chysamere Ishtari: you need to slice it and soak it in vinegar for a few days

[15:42] Rhea Habilis: its been pickled Chy!

[15:42] Elaesa Darcy looks up to Chy questioningly, "Pickled butterfly? That doesn't sound appetizing at all."

[15:42] Chysamere Ishtari: how can it be round if its pickled..

[15:42] Rhea Habilis: eeeekkkkk

[15:42] Rhea Habilis: its pickled round!

[15:42] Rhea Habilis: goodness

[15:42] Chysamere Ishtari: what o.O

[15:43] Rhea Habilis: if its not right i'll keep looking sunrise

[15:43] Chysamere Ishtari: maybe if it was picked whole baby beetroots but mature beetroots need to be sliced to be pickled...

[15:43] Rhea Habilis: i'll find the right kind

[15:43] Gera Heliosense munches the ball of beet root and nods:"Yes its pickled"

[15:44] Rhea Habilis: i hope its ok sunrise, cravings are important

[15:44] Rhea Habilis: if you are not satisfied

[15:44] Rhea Habilis: well

[15:45] Rhea Habilis: it's crucial for you to be happy

[15:45] Chysamere Ishtari: cravings are important butterfly, because it reassures the female that the male will still move heaven and earth to give her what she wants even though she's getting fat and ugly.

[15:46] Rhea Habilis: i think there is nothing more beautiful Chy

[15:46] Savannah Zimmermann flick's a pebble in Chy's direction. "You aren't being very nice, Chy. I think Gera is very beautiful."

[15:46] Rhea Habilis: though i lack experience

[15:46] Rhea Habilis: sunrise is more beautiful every day

[15:47] Rhea Habilis: Greetings Sir!

[15:47] Chysamere Ishtari catches the pebble in one hand, tosses it to the other hand and flicks it back at Savvycat" of course she is, but she's still getting tubby

[15:48] Gera Heliosense: now as my midwife butterfly, in order to keep me happy you must beat up Chy for being so uncharming to me

[15:48] Rhea Habilis: if i could i would dear sunrise

[15:48] Rhea Habilis: i will say this:

[15:48] Gera Heliosense giggles

[15:48] Rhea Habilis: it is important not to upset her now Chy and you must know that

[15:49] Rhea Habilis: a man with your experience

[15:49] Savannah Zimmermann oof's as it pings off her head. "Well sheesh, where else would you like a woman to keep a growing baby. She isn't fat at all."

[15:49] Chysamere Ishtari: my experience? What do you mean by that butterfly?

[15:49] Rhea Habilis: you have seen many children born yes Chy?

[15:49] Chysamere Ishtari: I've never seen a child born, no

[15:49] Savannah Zimmermann nods along with butterfly, "Yeah, experience, Sir. Like, you lay eggs right?" She smirks.

[15:50] Rhea Habilis: you sound very knowlegable

[15:51] Elaesa Darcy stands and dusts off her backside, retreating to the bench.

[15:51] Ballyrae Hanly shuffles uncomfortably "All this talk of babies hmmmm"

[15:52] Ballyrae Hanly "People would think it has never happened before"

[15:52] Chysamere Ishtari: anyway I might go and take that long delayed nap

[15:53] Chysamere Ishtari shakes his head "one girl gets pregnant and the rest turn broody and lose their sense of humour"

Time passes






I am four months pregnant. My Master deals with lawbreakers, illigal immigrants, slut visas and me.

Dunnagh Scarmon: But he did not have sex with you?

Gera Heliosense: "Please Master don't be angry with me..no he had no sex with me ...he only touched me and he...he kissed me down there too"

Gera Heliosense: But he did not go further, he let me go after that

Dunnagh Scarmon shakes his head "No, my love- I am not angry with you.....did he put his finger in you?"

Gera Heliosense: No he did not put his finger in me...no

Dunnagh Scarmon nods his head, looking somewhat mollified :You are obeying me, my love- you did well. No one or thing is to enter you during your pregnancy, nor do anything to jeopardize the pregnancy.....

And so the days pass. I am showing now. I stand in front of the mirror and look at my small bump.
And in Glint time passes as always with lawbreakers and shoe offencers and sluts who don't act according to their visa and sluts who do but don't have the right photo and crazy shootists and in the middle of all this is him and me and our unborn child.

Donnerstag, 9. Juli 2009

Impressions of the last few days

Cuddletime with Mistress Vala and Butterly
Hole at the Glory Hole
Master Ulric told me off for soothing hole. Next to him his
slave v.

Dienstag, 7. Juli 2009

Still a house slave




Yesterday Master Jake made me strip at the gathering spot. I had almost forgotten that despite my new status as Master Dunnagh's property, I am still a house slave here, a ward. And so I had to comply.
Master Jake ran a hand down my side, looking past me to Master Ulric, "She is a nice little piece of eye-candy, isn't she?"
Ulric Dalglish kept his eyes on my bum until he realised he'd been addressed directly "What? Oh yes. She is a dark one, is our Gera. She likes things that... well I am sure you can find out for yourself"
Because I was so hesitant and placed a hand protectivly over my tummy, Master Jake asked me what I was hiding and I replied to him that I am pregnant. There were many people there. Master Ulric and his slave Ella, Master Atlas and his slave rosebud, Master Damion, aurora, Lacy, Laura and a new Miss I don't know.
"Hey Atlas. Heard the news? Gera's gotten herself knocked up"
Master Atlas Tereshchenko tilted his head.."strong women make strong children..congratulations gera"
Laura Demonista: "Oh, Gera! But that is wonderful news. I am so thrilled for you"
Master Jake ran his fingers under my breast, "So these will start to swell soon. That'll be fun to watch"
I thanked them all for their well wishes and was still tempted to swat Master Jakes hand away. But I didn't and he reminded me of my place and state and that I must not fight it.
Gera Heliosense: "I..I won't fight it...forgive me Master Jake...I just thought....I am not of ...interest anymore...due to my condition"
Jacobius Bravin:"Pregnant women glow. And they are known for their.. appetites, shall we say? Although, yours was already quite healthy before"
Gera Heliosense blushes deeply and looks away.
He touched me lightly and I asked: Please Master Jake, may I dress now?"
Jacobius Bravin sighed, "Are you so eager to deprive us all of your beauty, Gera?"
Master Atlas had to go and smiled at me.."and you too Gera..my deepest congratulations to you..I am sure the child will both strong and wise.."
Master Jake praised my bum, saying it would be a pity to hide it under a skirt and here I suddenly felt my morning sickness, which comes and goes all through the day and I cupped my mouth and asked to be excused.
Master Jake pushed me away, "Take it to the fish, Gera"
Behind the bench I doubled over but I could not bring anything up, it was just nausia as usual. Ella and aurora came to me side and soothed me and offered me water. Women understand so much better.