Samstag, 31. Juli 2010

My fight with Jez aka sluttling



Two days ago I had a fight with Jez, also known as sluttling. She is the pet of La Prezz and some kind of demon who feeds on sexual energy. I usually try to avoid her. That day however, I had just introduced my sir to La Prezz Cara, there were many people there including Jezz and she laughed and called my Sir grumpy. I gave her an angry look. Then she said why I am always so protective about some people, yet ignore that she is nasty to everybody. Well, I am sure she is but when I was present she was nasty to Sir Defiant and to my sir, so that is where I voiced my anger about her behavor. She kept on provoking me, obviously picking a fight. When she said something like, I am so worthless to her that she would only piss on me, I finally blew my top. Here Cara stepped in and suggested a mud fight to settle our agreement. I was so mad that I said yes to that. Soon bets were taken. I think most wanted to put their money on Jez. After all she is a demon and taller and bigger than me. But to my surprise Sir Defiant who had joined the group said he will bet 150 on me! Just think! So anyway the mud pit was set up and there were many people standing around most of them shouting for Jez but some were actually supporting me, the underdog.
In the first round Jez won. It was a long round and I didn't make it easy for her but still she won that one. By now my anger was boiling like crazy in me and I felt a strange energy. I knew that I must win this against all the odds. And the unexpected happened...



[14:48] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Get Ready....
[14:48] Dunnagh Scarmon: Good luck, my love!
[14:48] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Go!!!
[14:48] Sir Defiant: Damn!!!
[14:48] Mud Wrestling: Gera Heliosense is the winner
[14:48] Briel Mynx: That was fast. . .
[14:48] Majesty Quinzet: Oh my!! That was quick!
[14:48] robin Meridoc's eye go wide, 'wow!'
[14:48] Sir Defiant: Round three... it is all on this
[14:48] Jinn Wirefly: oh this looks to be intersting folks, coming back with an upset victory.. seabreeze!
[14:48] Briel Mynx: She really came back with a vengance. . .
[14:49] Tamiesha Benoir: Oh my god.. that was quick.. reckon sluttling is getting her breath back
[14:49] Sir Defiant: What a comeback
[14:49] Majesty Quinzet: Come on Sluttling!!
[14:49] Cara Lionheart shakes her head, having fallen asleep on her feet for a moment "wha? what did I miss?"
[14:50] Sir Defiant: Round two, seabreeze took it in about ten seconds flat
[14:50] Briel Mynx: Seabreeze won the second, Cara, in less than a minute!
Then the third round began...
[14:51] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Get Ready....
[14:51] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Go!!!
[14:51] Mud Wrestling: Gera Heliosense is the winner
[14:51] Dunnagh Scarmon: Gera! Gera! Gera! Gera! Gera! GEEEEEEER-AHHHHH!
[14:51] Sir Defiant: Something like that
[14:51] Tamiesha Benoir looks stunned
[14:52] Eva: Oooooh.... Mud pit
[14:53] Mud Wrestling Ring whispers: Get Ready....
[14:53] Mud Wrestling Ring whispers: Go!!!
[14:53] Mud Wrestling: Gera Heliosense is the winner
[14:53] Briel Mynx watches in shock, "And Sea looks so sweet, until you put her in there. When did she get fierce?"
[14:53] Ahviendha Darkmatter 's face is a mask of surprise, "wow!" she claps for seabreeze and looks feeling something is screwy.
[14:53] Eva: Gera must be green belt
[14:54] Cara Lionheart chuckles "sometimes the little one is just the faster one"
[14:54] Majesty Quinzet: Hmmm.....
[14:54] Jezebel Darkstone stand and smirks at her " you won but i still haven't changed my mind about you"
[14:54] Sir Defiant: Oh but see slutling...
[14:54] Jezebel Darkstone walks out of the pit and begins to shake the mud off
[14:54] Tamiesha Benoir: Told you sluttling had a disadvatage with those bonds
[14:54] Sir Defiant: Words were said that cant be unsaid...
[14:54] Cara Lionheart nods towards alley cat and says "we have other examples of little ones being fast and furious"
[14:54] YT Recreant grins
[14:55] Gera Heliosense: no..I was just so angry..thats why
[14:55] Sir Defiant: You compared her to the dirt you piss on - and you lost. Lay down slutling, I think seabreeze has the right to make you what you called her.
[14:55] Eva chuckles uncontrolably
[14:55] Majesty Quinzet gasps at Defiant's words.
[14:55] Cara Lionheart gasps and glares at Defiant "you wouldn't"
[14:55] Sir Defiant laughs. "It's as well i'm not a judge, hmm?"
[14:56] Ahviendha Darkmatter whistles and pulls a face at defiant's words
[14:56] Briel Mynx's jaw drops
[14:56] Gera Heliosense looks at Defiant and smiles, wiping some mud from her face
[14:57] Jezebel Darkstone flicks the mud out of her hair and smirks at him and corsses her arms " oh i think not. Besides..it takes more than that to change my opinon of someone..as you well know"
[14:57] YT Recreant: well, when she used such harsh words.... that is really not nice, i second Sir Defiant
[14:57] Ahviendha Darkmatter nods and shouts a "well done Seabreeze!"
[14:57] Jezebel Darkstone: Besides Why are you standing up for her when her own Master won't?
[14:58] Gera Heliosense looks around and smiles, feeling strong for the first time in ages
[14:58] Sir Defiant: Fair is fair slutling. Who called for this match to settle things?
[14:58] Gera Heliosense: but her smile soon drops when she hears Jez's comment
[14:58] Jezebel Darkstone: Cara did
[14:59] Sir Defiant: Then the matter is a prezidential order, and the outcome is final. You will apologise to Gera here in front of everyone - and I mean SINCERELY - or you will be breaking Cara's ruling, hmm?
[14:59] Jezebel Darkstone continues to flick the mud off her limbs and torso, smiling slightly at how soft her skin is now
[15:00] Jezebel Darkstone: Cara never said anything about appologizing, but if that is what you want. I can make one..no sweat off my chest
[15:00] Sir Defiant: Trial by combat - loser is always wrong, thats how the law works.
[15:00] Gera Heliosense swallows , then she walks over to Jez and holds her hand out:"Lets just say, we settled that, Jez. Handshake and all good, yes?"
[15:01] Jezebel Darkstone looks to Seabreeze " i appologize for telling you the truth of my oponion of you
[15:01] Jezebel Darkstone nods and turns to collect her tail chain and daggers
[15:01] Majesty Quinzet chuckles at Sluttlings words.
[15:01] Eva rolls her eyes
[15:01] Sir Defiant: You accept that Cara?
[15:01] Briel Mynx shakes her head
[15:02] Gera Heliosense's hand drops and she watches Jez go away, astonished at her bad manners
[15:02] Ahviendha Darkmatter mummbles to herself "they both have the right of it but seabreeze was well gracious!"
[15:04] Gera Heliosense bends down to retrive her clothes
[15:05] Sir Defiant: It got quiet here all of a sudden. Disperse and go about your business before I run you all in for loitering
[15:06] Eva: ... with intent?
[15:06] Sir Defiant: Intent to what? Or do I want to ask?
[15:07] Jinn Wirefly: don't you have a body to go investigate Def..
[15:07] Eva: I always wonder when they say that... loitering with intent... intent to do what? Loiter?
[15:07] Jezebel Darkstone leans against the wall pulling her pants on..then sliding the tail restraints on
[15:07] Briel Mynx shrugs, "Intent to block the sidewalk?"
[15:07] Tamiesha Benoir chuckles as she listens to Eva
[15:08] Sir Defiant: Just loitering is enough for me - now vamoose before I call in the roadroller. Va-moose will vamoose ya quick time.
[15:08] robin Meridoc whispers, 'scuse me, i must go'
[15:08] Tamiesha Benoir waves to robin
[15:08] Briel Mynx: Bye, robin
[15:08] Eva checks the width of the sidewalk:
[15:08] Ahviendha Darkmatter starts to head in new directions
[15:08] Cara Lionheart looks to the two combatants "now, this matter is settled. Sluttling apologized...sort of... and it's over. Unless you want to just entertain us, that is"

And that was it. Of course it wasn't fair that Jez was not apologizing. But being the pet of la Prezz , she is in the better position. But whatever, the fact remained that I , the underdog had won and that made up for it all.

Montag, 26. Juli 2010

Uh-oh

[7:54] Gera Heliosense's smile to the girl fades when Sir Jarethe appears on the scene, she instantly squeezes her thighs together and stammers"Hello Sir Jarethe"
[7:54] Ansley Wytchwood bobs a curtsey to Jarethe ,asking "Has your leader changed her mind about the whole shapechanging thing?I think my english is getting better...anyway,how are you today Sir?"
[7:56] Jarethe Anthony approach was without his customary smile, His eyes behind the cloth, focus entirely on seabreeze, even as she greets him. His hands move behind his back to rest military style. "I've a dilema."
[7:56] Sir Defiant gestures again to seabreeze, the smile fading from his face as she closes her thighs. Turning his attention momentarily to Jarethe he waves a friendly hello.
[7:57] Gera Heliosense swallows and watches Jarethe with open respect
[7:59] Gera Heliosense slowly stands up, holding on to the chair for support
[8:00] Jarethe Anthony: "A couple days ago, the inquirer was left on my breakfast table, open to an interesting article. One that seems to open a question about me. So I in return have a dilema. As I have no desire to fuck every cunt that walks these streets." His eyes burn behind the cloth over his face. "But it seems that you have forgotten what I do enjoy seabreeze."
[8:02] Gera Heliosense swallows again, she stares at Jarethe until her eyes start to hurt:" Sir..I..I never meant...to discredit you...I was only talking in private to Alley about it. It was just a question and it was never meant to become public but with this trial..." She lifts her shoulders helpless" everything came out in the open
[8:02] Sir Defiant rises slowly to his feet. "It seems you arent so interested in that licence after all. I have other things to do, come see me perhaps when you are willing to give me your full attention. Good manners cost absolutely nothing, hmm?" Making his way into the township with his usual casual gait.
[8:03] Jarethe Anthony brings his hands from around his back and places them on the railing in front of him, casually leaning forward, no expression to betray his emotions present on his features. "So, do I mark it up, as the ignorance of what once was an innocent slave, or do I count it as the need to show that slave, why I am who I am?"
[8:06] Gera Heliosense: Please sir..I...I...would never dare to....I mean yes, I was very ignorant and I hope you forgive me. I won't need a reminder as to who you are sir...and I know your preferences...no I don't need a reminder
[8:07] Jarethe Anthony straigthens up his left hand resting on the pouch on his thigh. "I give a week seabreeze, I expect to read better news in that time. Otherwise, your hair, will only be the first part of your body that was lost."
[8:09] Gera Heliosense: A week?...but sir...how can I influence the paper to publish anything?
[8:09] Jarethe Anthony: "That, isn't my problem."
[8:10] Gera Heliosense goes pale, kneeding her fingers nervously:"Yes sir"

Donnerstag, 22. Juli 2010

A day in jail

The Zombie
The other girl and I in jail


I spent "Ava-Day" in jail for putting the PRG in danger. There was a Zombie locked up in a cellar and some stupid tourist girl went inside. Janay and I tried to safe her, we opened the door to get her out and ..voila...out came the undead thing. Alley caught it but nevertheless, the new Presidente Cara was really mad at me. So this girl and I were jailed. I didn't tell them that Janay had helped me because I didn't want to get her in trouble for helping me. That other girl was set free and put intos Sir Barts care but I had to stay jailed. Cookie and Lil kept me company until La Prez Cara had mercy on me and let me out under Cookies supervision. I am awaiting trial now.

Dienstag, 20. Juli 2010

The lord had mercy on me





Today I went to the church we have here in Glint now. I was seeking a quiet place to reflect on all the things that happened lately. To my surprise the church wasn't empty. A priest was there. His name is Father Taggart. I didn't know we had a priest here but I was so glad to see him. He took my confession and blessed me and I came out a much happier person. Maybe I should turn to relgion and find my salvation in that.

Oh great, another identity crisis






PROLOG

[11:10] Sir Defiant: Hello, princess.
[11:11] Gera Heliosense: Hello Sir Defiant" She smiles
[11:11] Sir Defiant: How are we this evening?
[11:11] Gera Heliosense: I am okay...well better than yesterday...and how are you sir?
[11:12] Sir Defiant: Fairly good, a little tired... but what happened yesterday?
[11:14] Gera Heliosense: "Oh..."She shrugs and looks down, shuffling her bare feet "Somebody told me to drop my innocent act , she said she saw me shoving a dildo into a girl to save my own skin...so I shouldn't play innocent" She sighs deeply
[11:14] Sir Defiant scratches his chin thoughtfully, looking the youth up and down. "And did you?"
[11:16] Gera Heliosense swallows hard and looks him straight in the eye with a sad expression, whispering" Yes...I did...and it was because I wanted to safe my own skin, its true...because I am a coward"
[11:17] Sir Defiant sighs softly. "It is a hard land here, but I would have expected a little better of you, it has to be said."
[11:18] Gera Heliosense: I have been resisting them a lot. But that day...it was sir Jarethe...and sir Jarethe can be ...very mean...and I was scared...and weak...it haunts me ever since...
[11:19] Sir Defiant: Well you do have a bit of trouble refusing a man, I have noticed. Why do you think that is?
[11:22] Gera Heliosense: She blushes now and looks down:" Its because I am....I want to do it right...I don't want to make people angry...and also..." she sighs again and looks away:"Maybe I am bad"
[11:22] Sir Defiant shakes his head. Rising to his feet, he slips an arm about her waist. "Shh now. Lets go see the circus in the courthouse."
[11:23] Gera Heliosense: She nods, relieved that he does not go on about it

AND THE PLAY BEGINS

[12:28] YT Recreant: ah, hi seabreeze
[12:28] Gera Heliosense: She turns around and blinks"Hi there, Alley"
[12:29] YT Recreant smiles "what exactly are you doing in La Presidentes fueling station?
[12:30] Gera Heliosense shrugs and pushes herself off the working table"Nothin'...just...wanderin"
[12:30] YT Recreant nods and kicks the door close with her foot "wandering and wondering, the pure innocence herself, yes?
[12:31] Gera Heliosense: "No, stop that..." she looks down
[12:31] YT Recreant snorts "and now you are giving me orders? me? who caught you in the act in a military security zone?
[12:32] Gera Heliosense: I didn't know this is military zone" she bites her lip and walks straight to the door" I'm gone already"
[12:32] YT Recreant whispers: stop!
[12:33] YT Recreant: back to the table!
[12:34] Gera Heliosense blinks nervously, her mouth goes slack and she slowly backs off, into direction of the table again
[12:35] YT Recreant nods slowly "ok, i will repeat something that is selfunderstanding- we do this here exactly in one way, in my way - and i will ask and you will answer, i will order, you will follow, is that clear?
[12:36] Gera Heliosense: She stares at you, eyes dark with a turmoil of emotions but no sound comes from her lips. Her hands touch behind her to support herself on the table and she nods reluctantly
[12:37] YT Recreant glares at you and steps a bit closer "and i prefer answers instead of nods - so, again, are we clear, 'Miss'?"
[12:38] Gera Heliosense: "Yes...." she whispers and adds after a pause" yes we are clear"
[12:38] YT Recreant nods and points to the desk "what did you hide or steal from there or into there?"
[12:39] Gera Heliosense shakes her head slowly" Nothing...I was just looking at the work bench and the tools. I didn't touch anything..."
[12:40] YT Recreant squints an eye "now, help me, 'Miss' - you are always playing the innocent and shy one, you even made me believe, for a day, that you are a philosopher, when in fact you are such a slut that you even fuck yourself when riding a bike - by a dildo - so, why should i beleive you now that you did nothing?"
[12:42] Gera Heliosense: She goes pale at that and suddenly storms forward and to the door, blinking back tears" Leave me alone"
[12:42] YT Recreant grabs your hair and yanks you back "did i say "leave?"
[12:43] Gera Heliosense starts sobbing , angry hard sobs escape her as she fights to get her hair free
[12:44] YT Recreant is quite merciless and sways with her feet under yours to make you stumble and fall
[12:45] Gera Heliosense falls flat on her face, turns and glares up at you, her chin is grazed and bleeds a little from the fall, She wipes it harshly"
[12:46] YT Recreant uses the moment you turn around to jump onto your chest astride, her legs keeping your arms in place "you behave like an alley cat" and grins
[12:49] Gera Heliosense struggles underneath you, arching her body, making you sway but she can't shrug you off" I hate it ..I hate this town and everybody in it"
[12:50] YT Recreant smiles and pats your cheek, a tad too strong "na na, seabreeze, you hate it? isn't this pile of vice exactly what you seek? i mean, let us face it, who, aside from you, rides a fucking dildo when biking?
[12:53] Gera Heliosense: That sadle was a present. What was I suppose to do? Shove it back into his face?...whats the big deal anyway...at least I am not hurting anyone...I never bother anybody...I always tried to do everything right"
[12:54] YT Recreant smiles and starts to tear off your top, calmly pulling at the fabric till it cracks- and then more "sure, yyouuuu are the innocent one - you hump everything, cocks, dildos, and, if i recall it right, even toes"
[12:57] Gera Heliosense looks to side, she does not fight you anymore now and just whispers" Yeah...I am the biggest slut here....and I should drop my innocent act....and I am worth nothing..."
[12:59] YT Recreant tosses the top aside and smiles "perfect" then reaches a bit backward and down, betwee your legs, harsh, not so tender "sorry, have to do that, panties control, i never shall forgot you also planned a revolution"
[13:01] Gera Heliosense: She looks back at you now, her eyes dark, her lips pressed tightly together before she answers" Yes, I am sooo dangerous, sure"
[13:02] YT Recreant grins, finds a tiny pubic hair and plugs it "is my little seabreeze a bit tensed?"
[13:05] Gera Heliosense: She squeezes her eyes shut when you pull the hair and spits out:" So I am tensed, so what...and my name is Gera....I've had it with all the false names and pretending...and making people small"
[13:06] YT Recreant lets your sex go, withdraws her hand and nods slowly, silent, rubbing her wrist, thinking a moment, obviously surprised by that statement "Gera... i see... Gera it is"
[13:07] Gera Heliosense: She looks to side again and whispers" Let me stand up Alley"
[13:08] YT Recreant sighs "i would love to, let you stand up, but, i am afraid, i can't"
[13:08] Gera Heliosense: "Why not?"
[13:09] YT Recreant plays with your hair "because, --*gera*.. you are losing focus again, and you are pretending to be what you not are - then you will suffer, you will become bitter and harsh, and that, i do not want
[13:11] Gera Heliosense: But I want to be harsh...I am sick of always letting everything get to me...I want to be tough and not care what people say about me"
[13:12] YT Recreant laughs "that would mean you would partly get my attitude - which is so not you - or why is it you on the ground and me on your chest, mh?"
[13:15] Gera Heliosense watches you, with a melancholic expression" Ella said, I should drop my act...so maybe if I try hard enough I can be like you...and then nobody can hurt me anymore or make me hurt others"
[13:17] YT Recreant smiles and looks for a sharp bladed stone on the floor, finds one and takes a small strand, just 10 hairs of you, holds them up, presses the sharp edge of the stone against it "gera or seabreeze, this is here the question- but i am nice, i will give you an option:
[13:17] YT Recreant: convince me what you are, either gera or seabreeze - and convince me now
[13:17] YT Recreant: if you are good and succeed, i will let you go
[13:17] YT Recreant: if you fail, you are bald
[13:22] Gera Heliosense: She looks at you and her eyes widen in horror"I don't understand"she whispers.
[13:23] YT Recreant cuts through the strand, not a visible damage yet - and holds the hair in her fingers "it is easy - tell me what you are, what you *really* are - seabreeze or gera - and convince me - or lose your hair
[13:27] Gera Heliosense watches and swallows hard when she sees the first strand of hair dangling from Alleys fingers" I...am....Gera. I hate the violence and I hate the laughter when someone is humiliated. And I hate that nobody is allowed to feel compassion. And I am not acting innocent, I just don't believe in hurting people"
[13:28] YT Recreant takes another strand and sets the stone against it "that, is just.. uhm.. laughable" cuts
[13:29] Gera Heliosense watches the second strand of hair go and get a bit panicky" Wait..wait...you..you confuse me...I don't know what else to say...I never tried to put on an act.."
[13:30] YT Recreant lets the seconds thin strand fall "you really think, if you were gera, you would have even allowed yourself to lie here on the floor? bare chested? or you would allow yourself to be humiliated by riding a dildo on a bike and let Defiant brag about it in public?
[13:33] Gera Heliosense: She goes pale" yes...I know..thats the draw back of being Gera...Gera is a coward...never learned to protect herself....always wants to please people and ends up the fool"
[13:34] YT Recreant takes the third strand, pressing the stone against it "Gera would fight, Gera would spank alley's ass instead of being here in the dirt... what you are, is seabreeze - the name itself describes it, a thin air, easy to blow, easy to direct, not a storm, just a breeze.... now, confess it or get ready to lose another strand
[13:39] Gera Heliosense: "She starts crying silently when you say that and nods" You are right, I don't even know myself anymore. Yes, Gera would fight. She would not let people take her dignity away. I always believed that dignity is the most important thing...."She swallows"So I am Seabreeze after all..."
[13:40] YT Recreant smiles and puts the stone aside "yes, a breeze, a soft thin, vulnerable blow of lukewarm air, that is what you are, and that is why i wont cut your hair"
[13:42] Gera Heliosense: She doesn't look any happier at that, she swallows down her tears and tries to sit up.
[13:43] YT Recreant puts her hands onto your shoudlers and presses you back to the floor "ts ts ts - we are not done yet, seabreeze
[13:44] Gera Heliosense: "Why not? What else is there to say? Everything stays as it is. You were right all along"
[13:45] YT Recreant smiles and takes off some rope from her skirt "we wil switch location" then ties your arms together "just so that you wont run away "
[13:47] Gera Heliosense: She lets you tie her up, looking at the ropes tired and stumbles to her feet
[13:49] YT Recreant drags you along "come
[13:50] YT Recreant drags you into the truck, on the passangers seat, then climbs behind the steering wheel
THEY DRIVE INTO TOWN
[13:52] Slutress moans.. and nods, continues to sucks, her head bobbing faster and faster up and down.
[13:52] YT Recreant stops the engine and pulls you with her
[13:52] YT Recreant: come, seabreeze
[13:52] Vala Renfold waves as the truck pulls up
[13:53] Bloodfire Baragula extends her hand "my apologies..i am flame"
[13:53] Crisco Riddler moans loud as he shoots his load into the girls mouth
[13:53] Jezebel Darkstone: so tell me male..what is your name?
[13:53] Slutress: ... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[13:53] Slutress sucks and licks swallowing the jetting stream.
[13:53] Crisco Riddler looks to jeze in a daze "i am called Crisco or Cris
[13:53] Cara Lionheart nods to slutling "I'd bid high for him...if he could be properly trained. Does he kneel well?"
[13:53] YT Recreant drags you with her at the leash "we have to make an announcement
[13:53] Jomei lets hir tail tease her heat, "Nice name is flame."
[13:54] Cara Lionheart looks up, tearing her eyes away from the naked male "announcement?"
[13:54] YT Recreant: come, seabreeze, up here
[13:54] Jezebel Darkstone reaches around him wrapping her hand about his slick cock..as slutress removes her mouth " so tll me Cris..do you think you could kneel?"
[13:54] Cara Lionheart folds her hands behind her back muttering "damn Archie and his rule about not touching men"
[13:55] YT Recreant: now, go a bit in front, then clear your throat and shout to the audience, what your name is and what you are, so all doubts are lifted
[13:55] Crisco Riddler smiles to the women and crosses his arms "i kneel for no one"
[13:55] Cara Lionheart looks up curiously
[13:56] Jomei Reyes lets a hand wrap around flame's belly pulling her back toward hir.
[13:56] Vala Renfold looks up but keeps any eye on the naked cris
[13:56] Gera Heliosense looks at Alley, almost scared and whispers:"What am I?"
[13:57] YT Recreant wispers back "a slut that humps anything and you are not the innocence you want them to make belive, and, in case you forgot that too, your name is seabreeze, not gera
[13:57] Cara Lionheart steps closer to the male and grins at sluttling "Oh damn...now i really want him. I love breaking them, more than just about anything"
[13:57] Jezebel Darkstone leans forward a bit and blows on his neck while stroking his cock whispers softly in his ear " good.." looks to Flame " i'll keep him..thanks for bringing him to us"
[13:58] Jezebel Darkstone looks to Alley and seabreeze and smiles while still holding onto Cris's cock stroking him slowly
[13:58] Crisco Riddler smiles to the two women "give me 15 minutes and ill show you what breaking is"
[13:59] Gera Heliosense listens to Alley and suddenly she shakes her head and steps forward and shouts "I am GERA and I am a human being and I never put on an act!"
[14:00] YT Recreant growls and swats the back of your head sharply "alright" then drags you back into the room behind
[14:00] YT Recreant walks to the desk and gets out a scissor "so, hair style time, yes?"
[14:02] Gera Heliosense struggles and kicks in her restrains and growls" you tried to break me...but I WON'T BREAK....NEVER"
[14:02] YT Recreant grins and steps behind your back, then kicking into the back of your knees "kneel down, slave!"
[14:04] Gera Heliosense falls to her knees and is still wriggling her body, trying to get out of her restrains, watching you with her head turned, looking over her shoulder wildly
[14:05] YT Recreant grabs a fistful of your hair and sets the scissor into the thick strand, glares down at you "what are you?"
[14:06] Gera Heliosense glares at you:"Gera..I am Gera "!
[14:06] YT Recreant cuts throught the strand and does not bother to shake it off her fingers, she just grabs the next thick rope of your hair "wrong, again!"
[14:08] Gera Heliosense shakes her head wildly, seeing her own hair flying from her, growling in frustration
[14:10] YT Recreant cuts the next thick strand, shakes her figners free and grabs your hair instantly fast again "say who you are, you blow of lukewarm thin air!"
[14:13] Gera Heliosense tries to lean foeward, away from you, feeling her hair being pulled, strands of cut hair on her shoulders and in her lap:" Gera....I am ...a human being and I am not thin air!"
[14:14] YT Recreant yanks you back by your hair sharply "gera? ha! gera kneels and gets her hair cut - hillarious - no, you are just lukewarm air, no spine, no will, to be bend to anyones whim, your pussy is dripping wet when you only sense a cock nearby, do not deny it, i have seen it more than once"
[14:14] Cara Lionheart calls up to alley cat "Oh gardener? Perhaps a reminder to her of what happened to the last person making false claims? She started off a princess and ended up ...slutress"
[14:15] YT Recreant nods "good idea, judge, maybe i will give her to the legal system after our hair dressin session
[14:16] Gera Heliosense: You've seen nothing! " She shakes and wriggles
[14:17] YT Recreant takes now a real thick rope of hair and takes several cuts to get through it, and with each cut she speaks "i have seen nothing? i have seen - seabreeze fucking bicycles, i have seen seabreeze fucking toes, i have seen seabreze squirming, i have seen seabreeze trying to get another cock by looking oh so innocent with her hazel brown eyes
[14:19] Gera Heliosense sobs in frustration and shakes her head, her hair is short now, she looks like a plucked chicken.
[14:20] YT Recreant growls "hold still" and removes some real ugly strands that were left over "you should look like seabreeze, not like ugly seabreeze"
[14:27] Gera Heliosense: She takes a deep breath, feeling the cool air around her back, shoulders and neck and looks up to you, narrowing her eyes": I hope that made you very happy" she snarls
[14:27] YT Recreant tosses the scissor back onto the table "good, seabreeze, now, for today i will let you go off without trial. your spineless weak self is certainly shaken enough by having been corrected today. but i warn you - try to deny your inner self again in my presence and the result will be worse. are we clear?
[14:28] Gera Heliosense: She struggles to get to her feet and nods, hissing:" Yes ...yes my beloved Alley

Sonntag, 18. Juli 2010

Sticks and stones


You know this saying "Sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never harm me"?
I always admire people who say" I don't care what other people think or say about me". Because I can never say that. I always want people to like me, and if they don't I am devastated. I guess its because I am often insecure. Today I met Ella in town. There were two new girls and an older man, a new visitor too. We greeted them and chatted for a bit and the older man introduced us to the one girl who was his friend. He said he wished she was more than that...

[9:00] Malla Lamplight: He is... my dear... friend
[9:00] thomnus Magic: i am sad to say that i am not any of that
[9:01] thomnus Magic: but i am hoping that i can change that
[9:01] thomnus Magic: one way or the other
[9:01] Gera Heliosense: Oh" She looks at thomnus and smiles innocently"You want to win her heart, thats so romantic"
[9:01] Malla Lamplight blush deepens
[9:02] Malla Lamplight smiles
[9:02] Elaesa Darcy rolls her eyes at Gera's innocent routine. "Oh give it a rest."
[9:02] thomnus Magic: well not only her heart
[9:02] Barbie Sweetwater listens intently to the conversation
[9:02] Gera Heliosense turns to look at Ella confused" What you mean, Ella?"
[9:04] Elaesa Darcy's eyes narrow as she turns to Gera. She lowers her voice, her comment only audible to Gera. "I saw you shove that dildo inside that woman...someone you didn't know who had done nothing to you.....just to save your own skin. The innocent act doesn't fly with me any longer, seabreeze."
[9:05] Barbie Sweetwater is unable to understand what Ella says to Seabreeze, the coment obviously not intended for her. She gives a quizicall look and then shrugs her shoulders
[9:06] Gera Heliosense goes pale suddenly. She casts her eyes down, swallows a few times:" You know...Ella..I was never as strong and brave as you...yes I was scared and wanted to save my skin...and believe me ...things like that haunt me"
[9:07] Elaesa Darcy shakes her head, "Save it, seabreeze, for someone who's still buying your act." She turns to barbie and her smile brightens, "So, have you found a place to stay, barbie?"
[9:07] Barbie Sweetwater hears Seabreeze's reply and shudders
[9:08] Barbie Sweetwater giggles at Ella and answers, "No, I have not found a place yet. I have just been sleeping in the forest when I need to rest."
[9:09] Gera Heliosense swallows again, she blinks some tears away, sits upright and starts riding on, trying to keep up a smile.
[9:09] Barbie Sweetwater watches the Seabreeze ride off, seeing the obviouse distress in her face, hoping she will be ok.

When I was around the corner, I stopped. My throat was hurting from swallowing down the tears and I couldn't keep up the smile any longer. Ella's words were still in my head and it was hurting.