Male attention

So where do I start? Lately my life has been a bit uneventful if not to say bleak. My Sir is away on business and....oh I don't know. I didn't feel on top of the world. Sometimes I wonder if one has to be in the sisterhood in order to be happy in Glint. They have this strong bond and get male attention from the EM. And lets face it. As a woman sometimes you just like a bit of male attention. Having said that, last night I got my male attention.
He came out of nowhere, poked me in the stomach and made snide remarks how he would have fun with me, even though I was "a bit too skinny for his taste". He drew his sword, dragged me inside the Bordello and there he...well had his fun with me. I did not scream nor did I try to fight him. He had a sword as i have mentioned and he had this crazy look on his face. Afterwards he said that he liked it and if I would ever cross his path again, he will take of me what he wants again. Because I am his fuck baby now.
Now I feel apathic. I went to church but I don't know how to pray. So I just stared at the altar for a long time. Am I detached from the world? Is being used quickly by passing strangers my fate? While being in this holy place I thought that it might be nice to become a nun. Serving a higher cause. I thought of poor Moose too, who was battered by her husband sir Hammer. Life is just not fair. And that makes me angry.Tonight I feel so fucking lonely I could cry.

Chaos

It is another bleak day in Glint. As I walk to the town center I stumble over lamp
posts and I have to dodge small fires. On the porch of the passport office and courthouse there are a few people. Cara is bound in ropes on the floor. Another girl chained to the wall. Sir Jarethe teases the poor girl threatening to shove her panties right up her...Yinx and Ella carry weapons. They greet me with"Ah here comes the second of the Presidentes". Another male , whom I don't know stands helpless. Moose comes to rescue Cara and is being put in ropes by the Ella and Yinx. Jarethe forces me to stuff the girls panties into her vagina with a dildo if I want to free my people. He whispers into my ear, stands close behind me, forces my hand towards the girl. And I do it, I hurt th girl to rescue the others. This is a sad war and there are no winners. Jarethe, Ava and their supporters live high on the hill, while the rest lives in the run down centre. And there are tears and chaos everywhere...

Disaster caused by us, the infamous"Panty-Six"

our protest had consequences beyond our imagination. Its all in the paper:
http://darkden-in-sl.blogspot.com/?zx=b773383343a569bd Meanwhile Master Jarethe came and released me from the cell:

[7:52] Jarethe Anthony: You are not refined to the cell anymore

[7:52] Jarethe Anthony: But you are sentenced to handling all disasters and all presidente responsibilities

[7:52] Gera Heliosense: w..what happened?

[7:52] Jarethe Anthony: as teh other five are also

[7:53] Gera Heliosense: but...don't we get punished?

[7:53] Jarethe Anthony: I released all that were jailed, because Glint needs to be repairesd

[7:53] Gera Heliosense: I better have a look at Glint then

[7:53] Jarethe Anthony: And your fellow pantie conspirators.. have already , made errores

[7:54] Gera Heliosense: well...of course...how can we repair Glint...we are only human

[7:54] Jarethe Anthony smies. "As you will see, Glint is divided, between those here in the flood plain, living with no Laws, and those in the compound on the hill, that is waiting and watching

[7:54] Jarethe Anthony: "Being human, is no matter

[7:54] Gera Heliosense walks out of the building, curious to se the chaos for herself

[7:55] Jarethe Anthony: "But the people, suffer, and will continue to suffer.

[7:55] Gera Heliosense: but sir

[7:55] Jarethe Anthony: "Yes?"

[7:55] Gera Heliosense: is Glint blaming us for their suffering?

[7:56] Jarethe Anthony shrugs. "Matters not to me who blames who. Just know.. thre will be pain and sufffering."

[7:56] Gera Heliosense swallows

As I walked out. I realized how bad it is. All of DD under water. My house too. Here are the pictures:

Our intentions were good...alas we were wrong

We walked the streets of DD
We confronted La Presidente
She told us"Fuck you all" and layed down her title but not before she assigned us all to be the new Las Presidentes
We were overthrown, minutes later
And ended up in jail. Here Sir Jarethe explained to our headspeaker Cara why our attempt to change the law was wrong. Long story told short. It happened before and ended in chaos. I explain more later...

The shape of things to come

I love Glint. And I never lost trust in my country, no matter how many...uhm...accidents happened. The world is not perfect but we can try to make it a better place. And Glint has run through a lot of changes over time. The idea came from cookie. I don't know how serious she takes this but as for me I take it serious. Our goal is to fight for equal rights. Therefore , today we will make a peaceful protest march through the streets of DD and demand UNDERWEAR for the women of Glint. I've got my fighting gear on and I prepared protest signs. And I hope they will listen to us and negociate in peace after we have said our piece.

At last

And now, after many days of waiting my beloved Master has given me my new name:

S e a b r e e z e