Sonntag, 28. November 2010

Snow Queen

Winter broke into Glint over night. Everything is under a thick blanket of snow. Snowflakes dancing from the sky in an endless row like tiny balletdancers. Its so cold that the shoe law was lifted for a while and it feels strange to walk in boots after such a long time being barefoot.
I like the snow. It soothes my heart to see everything covered up. Everything seems softer, quieter. And the coldness matches my soul well.
It took a while but I must accept the fact now that I will never be able to get over this thing that happend with Defiant. It will never be solved. Its like an open wound that can not heal.
I am the snow queen, there is a splinter of glass in my eye. It distorts my vision and freezes my heart. He won't come and pull it out.

I don't see many people lately but when I do its always the people from the old days. That makes it easier to keep going.
I saw Lacey and Sami and even CE is back.

The most curious event though was the return of Chy. Something has happened to him that made him lose his memory. He can not remember who he is and we are all strangers to him. He thinks he is in a dream and we all are just figments of his imagination. I envy him.
And while we all struggle with our small lives, Glint is shocked by bad news. Cara was kidnapped again. They suspect the UN no less.
Goldfire is on the case and his methods promise success. I think of Cara constantly. I pray she will not be harmed. My own guilt enhances my worries. She forgave me but i still haven't forgiven myself.

Sonntag, 7. November 2010

Just a nice day amongst friends

It has been a while since I was out and about in town. I had buried myself in the office getting aquainted with my new job but today Dunnagh came home and V invited us over to the Bordello. She has done wonderful things to the place and we admired the new furniture and the dancepoles. I even had a spin on it. Many people came in one by one. Mostly the people who I still know from the old days and that was nice. We talked and then we all watched vb producing the main ingredient for the house special, a popular cocktail served in the Bordello.
Later I slipped back into my offical role and greeted a new visitor. His name is Caz and he sits in a wheelchair. He is a professor. V and Lina were with me and we noticed some posters which state "Stamp out corruption - No pool tables". Now V has just bought some pool tables for the Bordello and we do worry what is in store next...

Donnerstag, 23. September 2010

Howling with the wolves

My new office
A visit from Sir Jarethe

Life is crazy.I had left Glint as a nobody, I came back and now I have been appointed director of tourismn for the PRG. I even got my own office. Right next to Jinn's office who still works as security. Above us is an empty floor and above that comes Defiant's office before you enter the top floor where the office of Presidente Cara is.
My position therefore has changed overnight.
When I moved into my new working place I sat down at my desk and looked behind me out of the window. Below there lies Glint. I can see the walls with the barbwire. A different view. Of the town. Of all the things I have known.
On the wall right from me stands an old file cabinet. In there I have to collect names and dates of offenders. And if there aren't any offenders I have to make them. There are several ways to do that. I have instructions.
And of course, as a director of tourismn I have to greet all visitors, make them comfortable, make them stay. This is not new to me. Its exactly what I had to do when I was still a house slave here. But that long ago.
Sir Jarethe visited me in my office and told me something about an insurance I have to take out as I now work for the government. And because I could not produce that paper right away, he asked me to drop my skirt. Again, nothing new. I had to do that all the time when I was still a house slave. But because I am not a house slave now but a, oh so well respected director of tourismn I refused to follow his order. The result was that he cut it off my body. Ava was there and Alley and Jez, watching it all. So on my first day as a government official I was standing pressed to the wall with my skirt around my ankles and Jarethe's knife digging into my flesh. Welcome to the team, Gera. Congratulations.
I want to make this work though. I will take this chance. I know it means to change completely. But if there ever was the time for a change, it is now. When I had left Glint I was lost and my heart and mind were empty. Now I can start to fill this mind and heart with something new.

Sonntag, 19. September 2010

Coming home to a different city

I stood at the gate and hesitated before I slowly walked through. High walls surround the city now, with barbwire attached to the top. The sky is dark. The sun has vanished. There has been a terrible attack by the UN , I heard. The whole city was destroyed but they rebuilt it. As I walked in I saw high dark buildings. They almost reach the black skies. Here it is, the new Dark Den.

Samstag, 4. September 2010

Like a road movie

When Moose and I left Glint, the sky was grey. The sun hidden by thick heavy clouds. We walked up to the docks, carried our heavy bags over to the hangar. No helicopters that day so we took the waterway. I carry determination in my battered bag. And a craving for peace of mind. When we'll come back I am sure my hair has grown and I can be again the one that I was.

Donnerstag, 2. September 2010

Dead horse

It is over now. Everything said and done. I confessed my crime and was sentenced. La Presidente Cara was kind and understanding and I deeply regret that I had not trusted her before. Maybe none of this would have happened, had I not lost trust in her and in everybody else. I have lived here for a very long time now. I have seen three changes of government, I've seen police chiefs and security chiefs come and go. Glint is a very tough place to live. You have to be very strong and hardened up to survive here. And yet i have managed to survive here for a very long time now. I've always had my own way to cope . I embraced when I was attacked, I loved when there was hate all around me. I stuck flowers into their canons. And for a while this seemed to be working. I firmly believed that is it possible to fight ignorance and hate with love and understanding. Many times was I challenged to give up my so called naive attitude, but I always managed to keep it because I knew that in the end it helps me to survive here.
Of course an attitude like this will cause harsh reactions. Glint has many rules, it's not just about underwear and shoes. The rules are: Be strong, don't show feelings. Don't show your love, your fear, your sadness., your jealousy, your passion. If you do, people will call you a sheep. And they will lash out at you and destroy you. There is a good reason for not showing feeling. Feelings make you vulnerable and allow everybody else to control and use you.
Feelings break your neck,...your heart, ...your soul.
I should have guarded my heart better.
I should write about Alley, Defiant, Jez and Dunnagh. About how I left true love to seek out the one who broke me, how I was hurt so terribly, far worse than any punishment I have ever recieved. But I can't.
This dead horse can't be flogged no more.

Dienstag, 31. August 2010


Glint is going crazy!
So we have kidnappers in Glint. Is there a method to their madness? La presidente in a dark cell. Defiant in frilly panties, pretty in pink. Moose appointed as Chief of Security. And I still stand and smile inwardly as our world goes upside down. Alley pulled this huge weed from my front yard. Its lovely to have the sun coming in. And when my sir came home I told him: I am still Gera. Hey-Ho, here we go!

Samstag, 28. August 2010

Something rising

Sometimes so much happens in a life that one is hardly able to grasp it all. Let alone writing it all down. Alas, the past weeks have been very stressful for me. I was arrested several times, I was punished, accused of being a liar when in fact I told the truth, I got too close to certain things, I endured Jezebel's daily verbal abuse and her atempts to make me a laughing stock. I lost my trust in Defiant and my respect for him. I spent almost two days strapped to the cross by the city gate. I think it was there when something in my head just snapped. Sure, I got through it all but something inside me is slowly changing. And I don't know where it will take me yet...

Sonntag, 22. August 2010

Something happened this morning...

Sir Xavier can be...well a little bit overbearing. Whenever he sees me , he grabs me and kisses me. This morning he was doing the same routine as always and then Jez came out of Defiant's office and this happend...
[8:41] Gera Heliosense gasps in surprise when he kisses her
[8:41] Xavier Quarrian kisses seabreeze's lips tenderly
[8:41] Gera Heliosense: "W..what was that for?"
[8:42] Xavier Quarrian: MMMM for I have been gone and I felt like kissing you.
[9:03] Xavier Quarrian places his hand on seabreeze's cheek smiling.
[9:05] Gera Heliosense: She looks up at him surprized
[9:06] Gera Heliosense: Did you catch that lawbreaker?
[9:06] Xavier Quarrian leans over once more again placing his lips onto hers
[9:07] Gera Heliosense: She gasps:"'re doing it again"
[9:07] Xavier Quarrian smiles
[9:07] Xavier Quarrian: No I did not catch the law breaker.
[9:08] Gera Heliosense blinks and touches her lips, blushing slightly
[9:08] Xavier Quarrian grins wraping his loving arms around seabreeze.
[9:10] Gera Heliosense: Its...uhm...quiet this morning..."she curls her hands around his wrists and feebly tries to get some distance between them:" are...very cuddly"
[9:11] Xavier Quarrian: You Seabreeze, you're very beautiful....and I am quite lonely this morning.
[9:13] Gera Heliosense: "Oh...I...thank you, sir" she observes him carefully
[9:14] Xavier Quarrian looks over to her smiling.
[9:15] Gera Heliosense: She rakes a hand through her short cropped hair, smiles back briefly and looks over to the building when Jez appears
[9:15] Gera Heliosense: Her body tenses up
[9:16] Jezebel Darkstone yawns stretching slightly carrying a bucket of dirty water with her, walks over to the grate and dumps the water into the holding cell
[9:16] Xavier Quarrian: You never need to worry about me cruel to you.
[9:17] Gera Heliosense watches Jez, totally distracted by her:" I..I ..don't worry about that, sir"
[9:17] Xavier Quarrian: What is wrong Seabreeze?
[9:18] Jezebel Darkstone straightens and looks to seabreeze, cringing at her outfit, shakes her head and walks into the laundry to put up the bucket
[9:19] Gera Heliosense: "Its..nothing...sir" She observes the demoness as she walks into the laundry
[9:19] Xavier Quarrian: hmmmm maybe I shall leave you two alone then.
[9:20] Jezebel Darkstone drops the bucket by the wash tub, then smoothes her skirt and walks back out
[9:20] Gera Heliosense looks up to him confused:" Oh no need for that, really"
[9:20] Xavier Quarrian looks at Jez winking
[9:21] Jezebel Darkstone: hello Xavier, Seabreeze " smirks slightly again looking at her outfit " i'm sure alley's going to just LOVE that outfit Seabreeze" snickers
[9:21] Xavier Quarrian chuckles...
[9:21] Xavier Quarrian: hmmm Jez are you the new maid serve of the island?
[9:22] Gera Heliosense smoothes her skirt down:" There is nothing wrong with my outfit" She observes Jezz's maid uniform and tilts her head
[9:22] Jezebel Darkstone smiles and looks down at her outfit" like it? I found it in the closet and thought it looked cute. And yes..until we get more Bonded Sluts I have to do some of the chores
[9:23] Jezebel Darkstone looks at Seabreeze " you keep telling yourself that dearie"
[9:23] Xavier Quarrian winks ..."Oh I have a chore for you Jez!"
[9:23] Gera Heliosense frowns at Jez and swallows
[9:23] Jezebel Darkstone: I thought seabreeze was doing that chore for you Xavier
[9:24] Xavier Quarrian grabbing on Jez's arm.
[9:24] Xavier Quarrian: No I think you have that pleasure of that Job!
[9:24] Gera Heliosense watches with interest what will happen next
[9:24] Jezebel Darkstone growls low in her throat raking her claws ove rhis arm " Well i am refusing it Xavier. Now let go"
[9:25] Xavier Quarrian laughs and slams Jez against the wall ingoring the fact she clawed him.
[9:25] Gera Heliosense's eyes widen and she cups her mouth
[9:27] Jezebel Darkstone hisses lashing out with her claws and feet, head bouncing against the wall as she slams her against it
[9:29] Xavier Quarrian grins placing his hands around Jez's tops ripping the fabric off to expose her breasts.
[9:35] Jezebel Darkstone growls loudly as she rips through his skin with a jerk of her head, calws going for his eyes. Feet and knees looking to land anywhere that can cause pain, pain radiating through her knee at this connection with his cup " Let me go Xavier. I will not have your filthy paws on my babies"
[9:38] Xavier Quarrian sways back grabing her wrist"Who said about babies.....I thought I would freed this succubuss slut....your body aches for it ...I can smell it.Your already soaked inn your own juices
[9:41] Jezebel Darkstone spits in his face as he grabs her wrist, tail thrashing about wildy in her anger. Give up on talking to him as she slams her horn points into his chest " what you smell is your own stench. You damb ox"
[9:45] Xavier Quarrian feeling the horns slam into his chest he feels rage building up...he back hands Jez across the face while grabbing her hair."Bitch that hurt....I thinks I shall drag you to a cross and whip you.You need to learn to be a bit more submissive."
[9:48] Gera Heliosense watches the scene with a painful expression, seeing her enemy in distress
[9:49] Gera Heliosense: Finally she straightens up and runs over, trying to grab his arm:" You can't do that, she is pregnant"
[9:49] Jezebel Darkstone snarls head whipping to the side as his hand connects with her cheek leaving a slightly redder mark on her cheek. Hands free as he grabs her hair, reaches out against raking her claws over his face" oh look at the little boi playing at big man. Going to whip the pregnant chick to teach her a leasson. Has to rape someone cause he cant get it anyother way" each word accented with a swipe of her claws and feet, the maid's outfit ripping more
[9:50] Xavier Quarrian: She pregant.....well then....if she is ...then my father will be happy...*rubs his chest groining*
[9:51] Gera Heliosense has now gotten a hold of his wrist now and bites his hand. She isn't strong but her small teeth are sharp and leave marks.
[9:52] Jezebel Darkstone snarls and jerks her head to free her hair from his hold, not seeming to mind that she's ripping her hair out " these babies aren't going to him. Now get your filthy hands off me " lashes out again just barely missing seabreeze as she can't see where she is
[9:53] Xavier Quarrian letting go of Jez....he laughs as seabreeze tries to bite him.
[9:54] Gera Heliosense backs away after she has bitten his hand, ducking a little when Jez lashes out, She frowns at him angry
[9:55] Jezebel Darkstone jerks away from him fingling her hair out of her eyes, narrows them a him" don't ever come near me again Xavier. Next time I won't be unarmed and pregnant" turns and stalks off nodding to seabreeze in a gesture of thanks.

Not surprisingly, Sir X. left after that and while I still stood there contemplating I saw Jez once more.

10:39] Jezebel Darkstone walks out of the clinic wearing borrows clothes, bruises forming already. Nods to seabreeze " you really need a better taste in clothes seabreeze." turns to leave and pauses talking over her should " oh yes..thanks"
[10:39] Gera Heliosense nods and watches her go, looking down on herself thoughtfully...

Samstag, 14. August 2010

Walking on thin ice

[11:38] Lil: Hi Seabreeze!

[11:38] Jezebel Darkstone: there use to be a cross ther..but someoen stole it

[11:38] Gera Heliosense: Hey everybody!

[11:38] Briel Mynx: Hiya, sea

[11:39] Vala Renfold: Not sure its a sandcastle bucket but more a dog cum bucket...

[11:39] Hug & Kiss 2.02 Deluxe: Eefje Afarensis invited you to a couple animation, choose 'yes' to accept

[11:39] Vala Renfold: Hiya seabreeze

[11:39] Lil: Yuck

[11:39] Hug & Kiss 2.02 Deluxe: say /50stop to stop the animation prematurely

[11:39] Vala Renfold snickers at Lil

[11:39] Briel Mynx pulls a sour face, "Can't we just say sand castles and little forts and leave it at that?"

[11:39] Jezebel Darkstone smirks seeing Seabreeze " hello seabreeze"

[11:39] Lil: Hmm... haven't talked to you in a while

[11:39] Gera Heliosense smiles over to the girls while she hugs Lil

[11:40] Gera Heliosense: Yes I know, but you see, I am in training

[11:40] Lil smiles back: "Hao have you been?"

[11:40] Vala Renfold chuckles again

[11:40] Lil looks surprised: "Oh, for...?"

[11:40] Jezebel Darkstone: oh training for what seabreeze?

[11:41] Gera Heliosense: Oh I am training to become sexy

[11:41] Vala Renfold stretches out both hands and plays with the tails she finds

[11:41] Jezebel Darkstone: oh you ean you need " snickers" training for that

[11:41] Tanith Rosenbaum is Online

[11:41] Lil smiles... why would you need training for that?

[11:42] Jezebel Darkstone: i guess it just doesn't come naturally fr some

[11:42] Jezebel Darkstone: for*

[11:42] Gera Heliosense: Sir Defiant is my coach...and I need to train very hard , yes

[11:42] Gera Heliosense: I've got a lot to learn

[11:43] Briel Mynx's tail sways, wrapping up around V's wrist, her expression quizical, "How do you teach how to be sexy?"

[11:43] Jezebel Darkstone starts to purr at Vala touch only to bust up laughing hearing seabreeze " Definat is training you?!? oh this will be good.

[11:43] Lil: Wel... oddly... you would expect he would need to be sexy himself to know how to teach it...

[11:44] Vala Renfold looks around her, "Everyone is sexy in their own unique way." she grins as her fingers scratch each tail tip.

[11:44] Jezebel Darkstone: now know that's just not true..some are sexy..others are cute..and others are just down right ugly.

[11:45] Briel Mynx blinks, a shiver running up her spine and her tail poofing out to twice it size in fluff at the strange sensation. She blushes and grabs her tail

[11:45] Gera Heliosense: Well" She pushes out her chest in defence:" There is more to it than people think" She counts on her fingers:" Flirting, making people want you...and then...keeping them away from you"

[11:45] Vala Renfold nods, "A man's defination of sexy is diffrent to a woman's..." she nods , "Aye some are downright ugly but have their own inner sexiness, you have to look hard but can find it."

[11:45] Lil looks pensive... well.. ugly to some may be attractive to others *shrugs*

[11:45] Jezebel Darkstone: But i'm sure if seabreeze thinks..spending with Definat..will make her sexy, then she won't mind the bulge her tummy will make before long

[11:46] Gera Heliosense looks at Jez confused:"What bulge?"

[11:46] Lil looks at seabreeze's very flat tummy: "That would be a shame... or sexy in it self"

[11:47] Vala Renfold smiles at Bree's blush and bats at her tail, the hand on slutling's tail moves along the entire length till her fingers tap at the base as she listens to the talk.

[11:47] Jezebel Darkstone: Oh so he's teaching you to be a tease then to go along with slutty ways also seabreeze. And if you don't know how a woman get a bulge..go ask definate..i'm sure he will be more than willing to show you..again

[11:47] Lil whispers to the side:"a baby bulge"

[11:47] Briel Mynx points to her belly, "A baby bump. . .or buldge. Whichever."

[11:48] Gera Heliosense nods slowly:" Ah that kind of bulge....She tilts her head and observes Jez's tummy closly

[11:48] Briel Mynx: Seabreeze, why do you think you need the training, anyways?

[11:49] Lil nods: "As I said, I wondered too"

[11:49] Vala Renfold wonders, "Is sexy slutty slutling?"

[11:49] Jezebel Darkstone grins at seabreeze watching her look at my tummy " likemy tattoo seabreeze?"

[11:50] Gera Heliosense looks at Bree:"Well you see, Bree...Alley entered me into the sexyness contest...and I must not dissapoint her..."She turns and looks at Jez:" Yes...uhm...nice tatoos"

[11:50] Jezebel Darkstone: depends ont he slutty Mistress

[11:50] Briel Mynx: slutty can be sexy, it just isn't the only kind of sexy.

[11:52] Briel Mynx adds matter-of-factly, "If it exists, there is someone on earth who finds it sexy."

[11:52] Lil furrows her brow: "How do you measure 'sexy'?"

[11:52] Jezebel Darkstone: hmm yes..i just spent several days tied to a desk getting tattooed. Definat did a good job for all that i was wiggling about

[11:52] Vala Renfold laughs, "Ahh that interesting word, 'depends' very true slutling" she nods, "And also true Bree."

[11:53] Lil grins at bree: "Philosphical today?"

[11:53] Lil: (missed an o somewhere)

[11:53] Gera Heliosense nods:"Why did you let him tattoo you , Jez? I thought you despise him?"

[11:54] Jezebel Darkstone leans over and nuzzles Vala" I do despise him..I didn't have much of a choice. He wantted to do it and he is stronger than i am

[11:54] Briel Mynx giggles, "Nope, I just read too many of Jomei's secret books."

[11:54] Lil: Hehe... what titles?

[11:54] Jezebel Darkstone: as much as you like to imagine that im some super slut Seabreeze.. I do have some standards

[11:55] Briel Mynx: I'm not allowed to repeat them, Lil, too many bad words.

[11:55] Vala Renfold chuckles and licks slutling's cheek, "Mmm tasty." she grins, "Of course you do slutling and yes he is stronger than you."

[11:55] Gera Heliosense: "Hm..." she watches Jez, not believing a word she says

[11:55] Lil chuckles: "Sure... sure..."

[11:55] Alastair Brenham is Online

[11:55] Jezebel Darkstone nuzzles vala hand grinning " hmm yes"

[11:56] Lil: But slutkins has knives at hand... and if he isn't paying attention...."

[11:57] Vala Renfold's hand holds slutling's cheek tightly, she nods, "He is an arrogant son of a..."

[11:57] Cara Lionheart: Hello ladies, how is everyone?

[11:57] Jezebel Darkstone laughs slightly " you try making a grab to knives when your hands are full of either laundry, or release papers and he's forcing cuffs on you

[11:57] Jezebel Darkstone: Hello Cara

[11:57] Lil: Hi cara, and welcome back Janay

[11:58] Briel Mynx: Hiya, Cara, hiya again, Janay!

[11:58] Gera Heliosense: Hello Presidente

[11:58] Lil: Ah, sure... but you're not doing that all the time

[11:58] Jezebel Darkstone: Cara, Seabreeze and Lil don't believe tha definat can over power me

[11:58] Cara Lionheart: Someone bothering you sluttling?

[11:58] Vala Renfold glances to her left, "Hey Prez, nice kip Janay?"

[11:58] Jezebel Darkstone: i'm nto doing what Lil? Doing my job?

[11:58] Cara Lionheart: Oh that man.

[11:59] Janay Freenote: he has strength and an ego, he can overpower

[11:59] Cara Lionheart: Yes...he can.

[11:59] Lil: holding laundry or papers...

[11:59] Cara Lionheart: he's an arrogant prick and I'd like to kick his ass. But I chose him because yes he is that strong.

[12:00] Jezebel Darkstone: Well no..when i wasn't i was chained to the desk.. and he was tattooing

[12:00] Vala Renfold chuckles, "There are many ways to overpower..."

[12:00] Gera Heliosense shrugs:"Hm..."

[12:00] Lil: Biding your time, you COULD find an oportunity yo turn the tables... not that I say you should...

[12:00] Jezebel Darkstone: Hmm it's seem to be implying that i'm lieing about this

[12:01] Jezebel Darkstone: tell you what lil..i'll chain you to my desk for up to 6 or 8 hours and i'll tattoo your whole body and you tell me if you have any strength or desire to fight me

[12:01] Vala Renfold shakes her head, "Seabreeze surely not.."

[12:01] Gera Heliosense looks at Jez, holding her gaze bravely as she whispers:"yes"

[12:01] Lil shakes her head and sighs... "Not at all... I just mean, you could get your chance in the future"

[12:02] Jezebel Darkstone smirks at seabreeze " very well then seabreeze. Prove that i am lieing

[12:02] Cara Lionheart shakes her head "I think she hopes for the chance to be chained to his desk, personally."

[12:02] Jezebel Darkstone: oh i'm sure she's getting that cara..he's training her to be sexy you see

[12:03] Gera Heliosense taps her lip with her finger:" I can't prove it, but I know that you are lying"

[12:03] Cara Lionheart eyes seabreeze up and down and nods "hmm must be early in the lessons yet, I feel no desire to jump her"

[12:03] Jezebel Darkstone nods and looks to cara" i want seabreeze arrested for slander Cara"

[12:04] Gera Heliosense goes pale

[12:04] Briel Mynx cuts in, her voice small but clear, 'it isn't really illegal to argue with someone, is it?"

[12:04] Cara Lionheart pulls out her law book and flips through it " on furniture...;loitering.... Nope, looks like slander isn't illegal, sorry sluttling. Of course, you can kick her ass just for the sheer fun of it"

[12:04] Lil frowns: "How can you know it, seabreeze?"

[12:05] Jezebel Darkstone: she isnt' arguing bree..she has called me a liar

[12:05] Vala Renfold looks over her shoulder at Cara and smiles, "My a whole book of laws, very clever."

[12:05] Briel Mynx: People say thing like that when they argue. . .it's different than, say, spreading the same thing around, or putting up posters, or whatever."

[12:05] Lil: Well..... don't we all lie sometimes?

[12:06] Cara Lionheart winks at Vala "it's a small book and the writing is reallllly big"

[12:06] Jezebel Darkstone: oh very well Cara..." looks to Seabreeze" I will give you a chance to prove i'm a liar Seabreeze.. Next time you see Definat you will ask him PUBLICLY how I got my tattoos

[12:07] Vala Renfold winks back, "Ahh handy for those 'hard to see' occasions" she smiles to herself thinking of 'hard to focus' moments

[12:07] Cara Lionheart sighs "I'd have gone with the ass-kicking, myself"

[12:07] Gera Heliosense: I can do that of course but its not about the tattooes

[12:07] Briel Mynx: What's it about, seabreeze?

[12:07] Jezebel Darkstone shakes her head " oh's the tattoos you are saying i'm lieing about Seabreeze

[12:08] Vala Renfold considers, absintedly mindedly sucking on her little finger, "Some men finds bruises and such sexy I guess."

[12:09] Lil nudges Seabreeze on: "So, what IS it about, can you tell?"

[12:09] Jezebel Darkstone leans over takes vala's hand and sucks ont he inger that was jsut in her mouth

[12:09] Briel Mynx scrunches her face, "What's sexy about bring hurt?"

[12:10] Jezebel Darkstone: i ahven't seen seabreeze do anything sexy yet bree

[12:10] Gera Heliosense: Its about making love" She looks down and plays with her skirt:" Thats all...and its really nothing to be ashamed of..

[12:10] Lil shrugs :"Some men like to be walked on with high heels"

[12:10] Jezebel Darkstone blinks " making... " roars with laughter " She's in love with definat!! " bends over slapping her knees from laughing so hard

[12:11] Vala Renfold's fingers does a dance with slutling's tongue and she licks her lips the blinks, "'Making love'! oh my, not heard that expression for like yonks."

[12:11] Cara Lionheart snorts "did she just say 'making love'? Seabreeze you think when Def bends you over whatever is handy, that's love? It's called 'fucking', girl...and it's about satisfying his physical need, nothing more. Don't flatter yourself."

[12:11] Gera Heliosense nods, looking at them all bravely."I was talking about Jez"

[12:12] Janay Freenote laughs then shakes her head

[12:12] Jezebel Darkstone: you think i'm in love with Definat?!?! " laughs even harder

[12:12] Cara Lionheart leans against the lightpole "I'm sorry...Slutling understands what fucking is...there's no love there"

[12:13] Briel Mynx looks at Sea strangely, "What makes you think she's in love with him, or all people?"

[12:13] Vala Renfold shakes her head then asks in a soft voice, "What ever gave you that idea seabreeze?"

[12:14] Jezebel Darkstone holds onto Vala to stay standing as she laughs

[12:14] Gera Heliosense shrugs" Because I heard them"

[12:14] Lil looks at Seabreeze expactantly: "Did you observer something? Or did Sir convince you?"

[12:14] Janay Freenote yawns and heads up tot he roof so she can listen but nap a bit

[12:15] Vala Renfold's arm sneaks around slutling's waist, her nails running up and down her skin as she listens

[12:15] Cara Lionheart's shoulders shake in silent laughter "next you'll say I'm in love with him too. And then what? Janay is in love with Bart?"

[12:15] Jezebel Darkstone gulps lungfulls of air as she stnds wipping tears " oh do tell us seabreeze what did you hear?"

[12:16] Lil: wasn't Bart 'married' to you, Cara?

[12:16] Janay Freenote looks down at lil's words then laughs, "no she was collared to him."

[12:16] Jezebel Darkstone leans against vala relishing in her touch

[12:16] Cara Lionheart nods "Oh and while you're at it, tell us how you heard it...are you listening in at doors and windows? You might need a hobby."

[12:16] Cara Lionheart winks at Lil "yeah but he cheated so I got an are so fickle"

[12:17] Lil smiles and nods: "Yeah, I heard... and rightly so"

[12:17] Gera Heliosense looks over to Cara with a serious face, then back to Jezz: She swallows.

[12:17] Janay Freenote looks at cara as she realized what she said a couple mins ago, "me? bart? Yes i can see that getting past aidan." She grins"

[12:17] Cara Lionheart shoots Sluttling a look "Watch it, demon. I was never collared to bart. Never. I agreed to 'try' training. It lasted 3 days before I tried to kill him. I was never and will never be his."

[12:18] Vala Renfold leans against slutling, her mouth turned to kiss then she looks up at the Prez's words and frowns, "Hmmm listening at doors and windows, isn't that spy behavior?"

[12:18] Briel Mynx looks to cara quickly, surprised, "Why'd you agree to try it in the first place? You seemkinda independent, for training like that."

[12:19] Jezebel Darkstone blinks " i know that's Lil who is talking about Bart not me. I'm waitting on seabreeze to tell me how she know i'm " holds her fingers up in quotes" in love with Definat

[12:19] Janay Freenote: i thought it was two days

[12:19] Cara Lionheart nods to Bree "I'll tell y'all the full story .... after we decided if Miss V is right and seabreeze is a spy"

[12:19] Lil chuckles at the confusion

[12:21] Janay Freenote looks down at bree then arches an eybrow, "you know an independent mind can be a sub."

[12:21] Io Vaher: looks at the gaggle of women chatting and decides to steer clear of them

[12:21] Briel Mynx looks back up and nods, 'A sub, but not quite as extreme as a slave. it's hard to dedicate your life's worth to a person, depends on them, and retain all your independence."

[12:21] Lil waves at the shy IO

[12:22] Cara Lionheart waves at Bones and Io

[12:22] Vala Renfold nods to Cara then looks at seabreeze, "So.. do tell seabreeze." she turns and waves to Io

[12:22] Briel Mynx waves at Io, smiling

[12:22] Bones61 Braveheart: waves back at Cara

[12:22] Io Vaher: waves to the ladies as he goes towards the baths

[12:22] Janay Freenote snorts, "I dedicated myself to my former master and retained who i was. He wanted me to be myself and was his wish."

[12:23] Jezebel Darkstone: i think she has fallen mute, Mistress

[12:23] Cara Lionheart sighs "girls, girls, we're distracting poor seabreeze when she's about to admit to being a spy....shhh. confession is hard sometimes."

[12:23] Briel Mynx shrugs up at Janay, "Guess I've just seen a lotta girl who've, like, fused to their doms, and vice-versa. Though, not all of em have."

[12:24] Vala Renfold shakes her head, "I agree with Janay Bree, it depends on the owner and well that word depends again.."

[12:25] Gera Heliosense looks down:" Just that you lied to Sir Illisan, saying that you don't have sexual relations with Defiant...and later that day, when I was checking out the new popcorn machine I heard you. It wasn't hard, everybody could have heard you. I think you even knew because later when you saw me , you asked me if I got the blues, like you always tease me....

[12:26] Jezebel Darkstone: Hmm calling me a lair again.. I told Illsan that I didn't fuck Defiant when he first arrived. If i remember correctly you called me a liar then too

[12:26] Cara Lionheart blinks "was this when I found you hovering around on the courthouse porch and you showed me the popcorn machine?"

[12:26] Briel Mynx nods, understanding, "Yeah. . .the women around here seem more independent."

[12:26] Janay Freenote shrugs and looks at bree, "Its not a place for every girl. Many try and want to buck the horse instead of submit. Its a thing of the heart. Its a desire from within. It can't always be taught until you desire to do so."

[12:26] Jezebel Darkstone: What day was that Cara? you know he's had me in there tattooing me fore several days now

[12:26] Vala Renfold nods, "No not mute but...." she listens to seabreeze's words, "Again that lying word and more hovering, hmmm" she frowns

[12:26] Gera Heliosense nods:" yes Presidente"

[12:29] Cara Lionheart tilts her head "And yet, I heard nothing but some mumbled words...the sound of the popping kernels of corn nearly drowned out the words entirely. did you hear anything? I suspect an ear pressed to the wall...."

[12:29] Lil: So, Jez was loud... screaming in pain or pleasure?

[12:30] Cara Lionheart: Tattoos can be painful if done...brutally

[12:30] Jezebel Darkstone looks at Lil smirks" i'm aways loud..arent' i Mistress?" smiles to Vala

[12:30] Jezebel Darkstone: have you seen where i'm tatted this time? " looks to Cara, points to the lip and eye tatts..the palm of her hands

[12:31] Janay Freenote giggles, "even when you walk sluttling." She sticks out her tongue

[12:31] Jezebel Darkstone: talk about painfull

[12:31] Lil: Ouch!

[12:31] Vala Renfold nods gravely, "A Presende has to be wise and you Prez are truely wise and perhaps your suspicions are well founded. "she grins, "Aye slutling you are indeed loud and I wouldn't have it any other way." she nods, "Very painful places indeed."

[12:32] Jezebel Darkstone: hurt worse than when Mistress put toothpaste on my cutn

[12:32] Gera Heliosense sighs

[12:32] Briel Mynx recoils, "Eye tattoos? Going for the places that hurt the worst, first?

[12:32] Vala Renfold laughs, "Now that was fun for me and a treat for you.." she winks to slutling

[12:32] Jezebel Darkstone nods to bree and looks to seabreeze " so tell us more of what you ....heard..seabreeze"

[12:34] Cara Lionheart: and... what I'd really like to know is how this is proof of you being in love or 'making love', sluttling...

[12:34] Lil looks nonchalant saying: "Oh, I have had eye piercings, even"

[12:34] Briel Mynx looks at Lil like she's lost her mind, "Hell, how can you see with piercings through your eyes?"

[12:35] Janay Freenote giggles, "I wanna see sluttling in love in general. Wonder what that'd look like"

[12:35] Jezebel Darkstone: the only man I make 'love' to is my Master

[12:35] Cara Lionheart looks up at Janay "I've seen it 'Nay....when she is with Drake"

[12:35] Jezebel Darkstone: and if you remember janay, cara..I can't stay away from him

[12:35] Lil: well.. it was in a circle, around the pupil ((cornea transplant))

[12:35] Vala Renfold nods folding her arms, "Straight to the crux of the matter oh wise Prez." she looks straight at seabreeze and waits for her answer, her right foot tapping

[12:36] Briel Mynx nods, a small smile across her mouth, "You wait for him so long, you better be in love with him, slutling."

[12:36] Janay Freenote sighs, "I can't remember the last time she was with drake. Its been so long so i can't remember what that lookd like."

[12:36] Jezebel Darkstone grins at bree

[12:37] Gera Heliosense shrugs" No its okay, La presidente said that nothing could be heard and La presidente's word is law

[12:37] Cara Lionheart leans against the post again and sighs wistfully "some things are worth waiting for, if they'd ever come back..." she stares out towards the seas and sighs again

[12:38] Cara Lionheart looks back to seabreeze, irritation flashing across her face "are you getting flippant with me, breezy? My patience does have a limit, you know."

[12:39] Lil nudges seabreeze again, whispering: "Just tell them"

[12:39] Jezebel Darkstone looks to seabreeze " I would demand an apology but then that would imply i care what you think about me. But I do think you owe the others here one for lieing to them. Hmmm " rubs her chin " and 3 days naked should do it

[12:39] Briel Mynx looks confused, "How can you un-hear or un-see something cause someone tells you to?"

[12:40] Vala Renfold's hand moves to her collar, her fingers trailing over the rusty almost loose fastening as she listens to Cara's words and whispers, "Perhaps, waiting.." then sighs. Grinning, "Uhoh seabreeze, naked is definitely sexy in Glint."

[12:40] Gera Heliosense looks back at Cara, shaking her head slowly:" No Presidente, I was not , forgive me"

[12:41] Cara Lionheart tilts her head "yes naked...naked to all for the lies. But something more...for the spying...hmmm. I need a breezesitter."

[12:41] Jezebel Darkstone: Ooo i know Cara..Assins her to cum drop

[12:41] Jezebel Darkstone: he needs some breeding time

[12:42] Vala Renfold snorts

[12:42] Briel Mynx claps a hand over her mouth to hide a snicker at the idea

[12:42] Cara Lionheart: No, she'll ruin him, he's too new. She'll have him talkikng all wimpy and showing no backbone....and that just won't do.

[12:42] Lil: Aww,,, don't sit on seabreeze!

[12:42] Gera Heliosense watches them all carefully, she touches for Lil's hand

[12:42] Cara Lionheart watches the two girls "Lil? You are her friend, yes?"

[12:43] Lil nods: Yes, I am

[12:43] Cara Lionheart nods to herself "And you'd like to keep her out of trouble?"

[12:43] Vala Renfold chuckles, "Bike saddle, toothpaste, simple"

[12:44] Jezebel Darkstone grins at vala" but then she'd never get off the bike, Mistress

[12:44] Briel Mynx looks at V suspiciously, "Depends where the toothpaste is going. . ."

[12:45] Lil nods again: "yes... I do... " looks at her friend... adds at a low voice: "Like with SIr that time"

[12:45] Vala Renfold nods, "Stop her from hoovering and 'not spying'"

[12:45] Gera Heliosense casts her eyes down, holding on to her friends hand

[12:46] Lil squeezes her hand

[12:46] Jezebel Darkstone: I don't think lil can keep her out fo trouble Cara..or she would have stopped seabreeze from getting her self into this mess

[12:46] Cara Lionheart: Alright then, here's how this will work. Seabreeze, you will go naked for a week, for lying. You will tell everyone why you are naked and that you are learning not to lie, and not to listen at doors and spy on people. Lil, you will be reponsible for her. She goes nowhere without you. If you are napping, she is to come to this area of town, sit on that railing behind you, and not move until you arrive, unless a Dominant takes her somwhere.

[12:48] Lil listens to Cara, and nods slowly, looking at Seabreeze, she smiles encouraging

[12:48] Cara Lionheart: Lil, it is your job to prevent her from lying and spying on people. Should she be caught lying, spying, or wandering alone, you will share her punishments, which will be harsh.

[12:48] Vala Renfold nods, "A very wise judgement Prez." she looks up at the sky and exclaims, "Oh my! Gotta dash. Be well folks and have a sexy fabby time." she waves and walks off with a wiggle

[12:49] Jezebel Darkstone looks to them and then to cara, grins" can i choose the punishment if she is caught Cara?"

[12:49] Briel Mynx waves to V, "Bye-bye, V, and have a good time."

[12:49] Cara Lionheart: Seabreeze, you have not only your own hide, but Lils, to worry about. If you care for her as much as she does you, then you had best behave

[12:49] Cara Lionheart: Bye, Miss V!

[12:49] Lil looks back at cara, with confidence: "I;ll do my best"

[12:49] Jezebel Darkstone hug vala tightly " bye Mistress

[12:49] Gera Heliosense: Bye Miss V

[12:49] Lil: Bye V

[12:49] Jezebel gives Vala a big hug.

[12:50] Cara Lionheart: And yes, should punishments be needed, they will be selected and carried out by the person you attemted to harm with your lies, namely Sluttling.

[12:50] Gera Heliosense: Yes Presidente..."she looks depressed

[12:50] Vala Renfold kisses slutling's boobies and grins, "Always time for booby hugs."

[12:50] Roisin MacMoragh is Online

[12:50] Jezebel Darkstone: Mmm love my boobie hugs

[12:50] Vala Renfold runs liek the white rabbit, "I'm late, I'm late.."

[12:51] Cara Lionheart: And, at the end of your week, you will write an apology leter to sluttling, and will give it to her personally.

[12:51] Lil grins: V is funny

[12:51] Cara Lionheart: Are there any questions, girls?

[12:51] Jezebel Darkstone turns to lil and seabreeze, smiles slightly

[12:51] Gera Heliosense swallows hard and then she shakes her head

[12:51] Vala Renfold is Offline

[12:52] Briel Mynx glances behind herself at the apology poster pasted to wall, in Sea's handwritting, and bites her tounge

[12:52] Lil looks at Slutkins: "I haven;t tried to hurt you, ever..."

[12:53] Cara Lionheart: And seabreeze... next time you decide to make statements about someone....have proof.

[12:53] Jezebel Darkstone raises an eyebrow " oh and i suppose trying to poke fun at my name isn't an attempt. But no worries..cause you see..I have to care about you for you to hurt me. And well i just don't care about either of you

[12:54] Gera Heliosense looks down, her fingers curling into fists

[12:54] Lil sighs... "That's sound advice..."

Donnerstag, 12. August 2010


Well, as it so happens I was entered into a contest about who is sexier. It was Alley's idea and she chose Coria and me. I tried my best, painted my face, puffed cigs with a long holder and swayed my hips alot but when Sir Defiant saw me he only shook his head and offered me this: He will show me how to be sexy, he will be my coach and teach me. He will be my Prof. Higgins and I will be his Eliza.
Meanwhile Jez still tries to get at me, everytime she sees me. And I think I know why she does it now.

Montag, 2. August 2010


The first time I met Lil was when I was in jail. She came and kept me company and was really sweet. Next time I saw her was maybe a week later. We chatted for a while and I invited her inside my home. She admired the picture we have in the livingroom. Its a painting called "Christina's world" and its my Sir's favorite painting. Lil said, she knows it from a book cover. Lil came to Glint as a tourist, through a corrupt travel agency like me. So we got something in common there. Our new friendship was put to a test two days ago when we had an encounter with Sir Defiant. Sir Defiant is director of security now and he arrested us for loitering. During our interrogation I had a little accident and Sir Defiant made Lil and I do something which was rather embarressing, so I won't talk about it. But lets just say it kinda deepened our friendship to go through this together. Its nice to have a good girlfriend again. After Lynn had left and Butterfly has gone missing, its just good to have a girl again that I can confide in. Which reminds me, I really do miss Butterfly alot and I wish I knew what happend to her.

Samstag, 31. Juli 2010

My fight with Jez aka sluttling

Two days ago I had a fight with Jez, also known as sluttling. She is the pet of La Prezz and some kind of demon who feeds on sexual energy. I usually try to avoid her. That day however, I had just introduced my sir to La Prezz Cara, there were many people there including Jezz and she laughed and called my Sir grumpy. I gave her an angry look. Then she said why I am always so protective about some people, yet ignore that she is nasty to everybody. Well, I am sure she is but when I was present she was nasty to Sir Defiant and to my sir, so that is where I voiced my anger about her behavor. She kept on provoking me, obviously picking a fight. When she said something like, I am so worthless to her that she would only piss on me, I finally blew my top. Here Cara stepped in and suggested a mud fight to settle our agreement. I was so mad that I said yes to that. Soon bets were taken. I think most wanted to put their money on Jez. After all she is a demon and taller and bigger than me. But to my surprise Sir Defiant who had joined the group said he will bet 150 on me! Just think! So anyway the mud pit was set up and there were many people standing around most of them shouting for Jez but some were actually supporting me, the underdog.
In the first round Jez won. It was a long round and I didn't make it easy for her but still she won that one. By now my anger was boiling like crazy in me and I felt a strange energy. I knew that I must win this against all the odds. And the unexpected happened...

[14:48] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Get Ready....
[14:48] Dunnagh Scarmon: Good luck, my love!
[14:48] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Go!!!
[14:48] Sir Defiant: Damn!!!
[14:48] Mud Wrestling: Gera Heliosense is the winner
[14:48] Briel Mynx: That was fast. . .
[14:48] Majesty Quinzet: Oh my!! That was quick!
[14:48] robin Meridoc's eye go wide, 'wow!'
[14:48] Sir Defiant: Round three... it is all on this
[14:48] Jinn Wirefly: oh this looks to be intersting folks, coming back with an upset victory.. seabreeze!
[14:48] Briel Mynx: She really came back with a vengance. . .
[14:49] Tamiesha Benoir: Oh my god.. that was quick.. reckon sluttling is getting her breath back
[14:49] Sir Defiant: What a comeback
[14:49] Majesty Quinzet: Come on Sluttling!!
[14:49] Cara Lionheart shakes her head, having fallen asleep on her feet for a moment "wha? what did I miss?"
[14:50] Sir Defiant: Round two, seabreeze took it in about ten seconds flat
[14:50] Briel Mynx: Seabreeze won the second, Cara, in less than a minute!
Then the third round began...
[14:51] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Get Ready....
[14:51] Mud Wrestling Ring (b) whispers: Go!!!
[14:51] Mud Wrestling: Gera Heliosense is the winner
[14:51] Dunnagh Scarmon: Gera! Gera! Gera! Gera! Gera! GEEEEEEER-AHHHHH!
[14:51] Sir Defiant: Something like that
[14:51] Tamiesha Benoir looks stunned
[14:52] Eva: Oooooh.... Mud pit
[14:53] Mud Wrestling Ring whispers: Get Ready....
[14:53] Mud Wrestling Ring whispers: Go!!!
[14:53] Mud Wrestling: Gera Heliosense is the winner
[14:53] Briel Mynx watches in shock, "And Sea looks so sweet, until you put her in there. When did she get fierce?"
[14:53] Ahviendha Darkmatter 's face is a mask of surprise, "wow!" she claps for seabreeze and looks feeling something is screwy.
[14:53] Eva: Gera must be green belt
[14:54] Cara Lionheart chuckles "sometimes the little one is just the faster one"
[14:54] Majesty Quinzet: Hmmm.....
[14:54] Jezebel Darkstone stand and smirks at her " you won but i still haven't changed my mind about you"
[14:54] Sir Defiant: Oh but see slutling...
[14:54] Jezebel Darkstone walks out of the pit and begins to shake the mud off
[14:54] Tamiesha Benoir: Told you sluttling had a disadvatage with those bonds
[14:54] Sir Defiant: Words were said that cant be unsaid...
[14:54] Cara Lionheart nods towards alley cat and says "we have other examples of little ones being fast and furious"
[14:54] YT Recreant grins
[14:55] Gera Heliosense: no..I was just so angry..thats why
[14:55] Sir Defiant: You compared her to the dirt you piss on - and you lost. Lay down slutling, I think seabreeze has the right to make you what you called her.
[14:55] Eva chuckles uncontrolably
[14:55] Majesty Quinzet gasps at Defiant's words.
[14:55] Cara Lionheart gasps and glares at Defiant "you wouldn't"
[14:55] Sir Defiant laughs. "It's as well i'm not a judge, hmm?"
[14:56] Ahviendha Darkmatter whistles and pulls a face at defiant's words
[14:56] Briel Mynx's jaw drops
[14:56] Gera Heliosense looks at Defiant and smiles, wiping some mud from her face
[14:57] Jezebel Darkstone flicks the mud out of her hair and smirks at him and corsses her arms " oh i think not. takes more than that to change my opinon of you well know"
[14:57] YT Recreant: well, when she used such harsh words.... that is really not nice, i second Sir Defiant
[14:57] Ahviendha Darkmatter nods and shouts a "well done Seabreeze!"
[14:57] Jezebel Darkstone: Besides Why are you standing up for her when her own Master won't?
[14:58] Gera Heliosense looks around and smiles, feeling strong for the first time in ages
[14:58] Sir Defiant: Fair is fair slutling. Who called for this match to settle things?
[14:58] Gera Heliosense: but her smile soon drops when she hears Jez's comment
[14:58] Jezebel Darkstone: Cara did
[14:59] Sir Defiant: Then the matter is a prezidential order, and the outcome is final. You will apologise to Gera here in front of everyone - and I mean SINCERELY - or you will be breaking Cara's ruling, hmm?
[14:59] Jezebel Darkstone continues to flick the mud off her limbs and torso, smiling slightly at how soft her skin is now
[15:00] Jezebel Darkstone: Cara never said anything about appologizing, but if that is what you want. I can make sweat off my chest
[15:00] Sir Defiant: Trial by combat - loser is always wrong, thats how the law works.
[15:00] Gera Heliosense swallows , then she walks over to Jez and holds her hand out:"Lets just say, we settled that, Jez. Handshake and all good, yes?"
[15:01] Jezebel Darkstone looks to Seabreeze " i appologize for telling you the truth of my oponion of you
[15:01] Jezebel Darkstone nods and turns to collect her tail chain and daggers
[15:01] Majesty Quinzet chuckles at Sluttlings words.
[15:01] Eva rolls her eyes
[15:01] Sir Defiant: You accept that Cara?
[15:01] Briel Mynx shakes her head
[15:02] Gera Heliosense's hand drops and she watches Jez go away, astonished at her bad manners
[15:02] Ahviendha Darkmatter mummbles to herself "they both have the right of it but seabreeze was well gracious!"
[15:04] Gera Heliosense bends down to retrive her clothes
[15:05] Sir Defiant: It got quiet here all of a sudden. Disperse and go about your business before I run you all in for loitering
[15:06] Eva: ... with intent?
[15:06] Sir Defiant: Intent to what? Or do I want to ask?
[15:07] Jinn Wirefly: don't you have a body to go investigate Def..
[15:07] Eva: I always wonder when they say that... loitering with intent... intent to do what? Loiter?
[15:07] Jezebel Darkstone leans against the wall pulling her pants on..then sliding the tail restraints on
[15:07] Briel Mynx shrugs, "Intent to block the sidewalk?"
[15:07] Tamiesha Benoir chuckles as she listens to Eva
[15:08] Sir Defiant: Just loitering is enough for me - now vamoose before I call in the roadroller. Va-moose will vamoose ya quick time.
[15:08] robin Meridoc whispers, 'scuse me, i must go'
[15:08] Tamiesha Benoir waves to robin
[15:08] Briel Mynx: Bye, robin
[15:08] Eva checks the width of the sidewalk:
[15:08] Ahviendha Darkmatter starts to head in new directions
[15:08] Cara Lionheart looks to the two combatants "now, this matter is settled. Sluttling apologized...sort of... and it's over. Unless you want to just entertain us, that is"

And that was it. Of course it wasn't fair that Jez was not apologizing. But being the pet of la Prezz , she is in the better position. But whatever, the fact remained that I , the underdog had won and that made up for it all.

Montag, 26. Juli 2010


[7:54] Gera Heliosense's smile to the girl fades when Sir Jarethe appears on the scene, she instantly squeezes her thighs together and stammers"Hello Sir Jarethe"
[7:54] Ansley Wytchwood bobs a curtsey to Jarethe ,asking "Has your leader changed her mind about the whole shapechanging thing?I think my english is getting better...anyway,how are you today Sir?"
[7:56] Jarethe Anthony approach was without his customary smile, His eyes behind the cloth, focus entirely on seabreeze, even as she greets him. His hands move behind his back to rest military style. "I've a dilema."
[7:56] Sir Defiant gestures again to seabreeze, the smile fading from his face as she closes her thighs. Turning his attention momentarily to Jarethe he waves a friendly hello.
[7:57] Gera Heliosense swallows and watches Jarethe with open respect
[7:59] Gera Heliosense slowly stands up, holding on to the chair for support
[8:00] Jarethe Anthony: "A couple days ago, the inquirer was left on my breakfast table, open to an interesting article. One that seems to open a question about me. So I in return have a dilema. As I have no desire to fuck every cunt that walks these streets." His eyes burn behind the cloth over his face. "But it seems that you have forgotten what I do enjoy seabreeze."
[8:02] Gera Heliosense swallows again, she stares at Jarethe until her eyes start to hurt:" Sir..I..I never discredit you...I was only talking in private to Alley about it. It was just a question and it was never meant to become public but with this trial..." She lifts her shoulders helpless" everything came out in the open
[8:02] Sir Defiant rises slowly to his feet. "It seems you arent so interested in that licence after all. I have other things to do, come see me perhaps when you are willing to give me your full attention. Good manners cost absolutely nothing, hmm?" Making his way into the township with his usual casual gait.
[8:03] Jarethe Anthony brings his hands from around his back and places them on the railing in front of him, casually leaning forward, no expression to betray his emotions present on his features. "So, do I mark it up, as the ignorance of what once was an innocent slave, or do I count it as the need to show that slave, why I am who I am?"
[8:06] Gera Heliosense: Please sir..I...I...would never dare to....I mean yes, I was very ignorant and I hope you forgive me. I won't need a reminder as to who you are sir...and I know your I don't need a reminder
[8:07] Jarethe Anthony straigthens up his left hand resting on the pouch on his thigh. "I give a week seabreeze, I expect to read better news in that time. Otherwise, your hair, will only be the first part of your body that was lost."
[8:09] Gera Heliosense: A week?...but can I influence the paper to publish anything?
[8:09] Jarethe Anthony: "That, isn't my problem."
[8:10] Gera Heliosense goes pale, kneeding her fingers nervously:"Yes sir"

Donnerstag, 22. Juli 2010

A day in jail

The Zombie
The other girl and I in jail

I spent "Ava-Day" in jail for putting the PRG in danger. There was a Zombie locked up in a cellar and some stupid tourist girl went inside. Janay and I tried to safe her, we opened the door to get her out and ..voila...out came the undead thing. Alley caught it but nevertheless, the new Presidente Cara was really mad at me. So this girl and I were jailed. I didn't tell them that Janay had helped me because I didn't want to get her in trouble for helping me. That other girl was set free and put intos Sir Barts care but I had to stay jailed. Cookie and Lil kept me company until La Prez Cara had mercy on me and let me out under Cookies supervision. I am awaiting trial now.

Dienstag, 20. Juli 2010

The lord had mercy on me

Today I went to the church we have here in Glint now. I was seeking a quiet place to reflect on all the things that happened lately. To my surprise the church wasn't empty. A priest was there. His name is Father Taggart. I didn't know we had a priest here but I was so glad to see him. He took my confession and blessed me and I came out a much happier person. Maybe I should turn to relgion and find my salvation in that.

Oh great, another identity crisis


[11:10] Sir Defiant: Hello, princess.
[11:11] Gera Heliosense: Hello Sir Defiant" She smiles
[11:11] Sir Defiant: How are we this evening?
[11:11] Gera Heliosense: I am okay...well better than yesterday...and how are you sir?
[11:12] Sir Defiant: Fairly good, a little tired... but what happened yesterday?
[11:14] Gera Heliosense: "Oh..."She shrugs and looks down, shuffling her bare feet "Somebody told me to drop my innocent act , she said she saw me shoving a dildo into a girl to save my own I shouldn't play innocent" She sighs deeply
[11:14] Sir Defiant scratches his chin thoughtfully, looking the youth up and down. "And did you?"
[11:16] Gera Heliosense swallows hard and looks him straight in the eye with a sad expression, whispering" Yes...I did...and it was because I wanted to safe my own skin, its true...because I am a coward"
[11:17] Sir Defiant sighs softly. "It is a hard land here, but I would have expected a little better of you, it has to be said."
[11:18] Gera Heliosense: I have been resisting them a lot. But that was sir Jarethe...and sir Jarethe can be ...very mean...and I was scared...and haunts me ever since...
[11:19] Sir Defiant: Well you do have a bit of trouble refusing a man, I have noticed. Why do you think that is?
[11:22] Gera Heliosense: She blushes now and looks down:" Its because I am....I want to do it right...I don't want to make people angry...and also..." she sighs again and looks away:"Maybe I am bad"
[11:22] Sir Defiant shakes his head. Rising to his feet, he slips an arm about her waist. "Shh now. Lets go see the circus in the courthouse."
[11:23] Gera Heliosense: She nods, relieved that he does not go on about it


[12:28] YT Recreant: ah, hi seabreeze
[12:28] Gera Heliosense: She turns around and blinks"Hi there, Alley"
[12:29] YT Recreant smiles "what exactly are you doing in La Presidentes fueling station?
[12:30] Gera Heliosense shrugs and pushes herself off the working table"Nothin'...just...wanderin"
[12:30] YT Recreant nods and kicks the door close with her foot "wandering and wondering, the pure innocence herself, yes?
[12:31] Gera Heliosense: "No, stop that..." she looks down
[12:31] YT Recreant snorts "and now you are giving me orders? me? who caught you in the act in a military security zone?
[12:32] Gera Heliosense: I didn't know this is military zone" she bites her lip and walks straight to the door" I'm gone already"
[12:32] YT Recreant whispers: stop!
[12:33] YT Recreant: back to the table!
[12:34] Gera Heliosense blinks nervously, her mouth goes slack and she slowly backs off, into direction of the table again
[12:35] YT Recreant nods slowly "ok, i will repeat something that is selfunderstanding- we do this here exactly in one way, in my way - and i will ask and you will answer, i will order, you will follow, is that clear?
[12:36] Gera Heliosense: She stares at you, eyes dark with a turmoil of emotions but no sound comes from her lips. Her hands touch behind her to support herself on the table and she nods reluctantly
[12:37] YT Recreant glares at you and steps a bit closer "and i prefer answers instead of nods - so, again, are we clear, 'Miss'?"
[12:38] Gera Heliosense: "Yes...." she whispers and adds after a pause" yes we are clear"
[12:38] YT Recreant nods and points to the desk "what did you hide or steal from there or into there?"
[12:39] Gera Heliosense shakes her head slowly" Nothing...I was just looking at the work bench and the tools. I didn't touch anything..."
[12:40] YT Recreant squints an eye "now, help me, 'Miss' - you are always playing the innocent and shy one, you even made me believe, for a day, that you are a philosopher, when in fact you are such a slut that you even fuck yourself when riding a bike - by a dildo - so, why should i beleive you now that you did nothing?"
[12:42] Gera Heliosense: She goes pale at that and suddenly storms forward and to the door, blinking back tears" Leave me alone"
[12:42] YT Recreant grabs your hair and yanks you back "did i say "leave?"
[12:43] Gera Heliosense starts sobbing , angry hard sobs escape her as she fights to get her hair free
[12:44] YT Recreant is quite merciless and sways with her feet under yours to make you stumble and fall
[12:45] Gera Heliosense falls flat on her face, turns and glares up at you, her chin is grazed and bleeds a little from the fall, She wipes it harshly"
[12:46] YT Recreant uses the moment you turn around to jump onto your chest astride, her legs keeping your arms in place "you behave like an alley cat" and grins
[12:49] Gera Heliosense struggles underneath you, arching her body, making you sway but she can't shrug you off" I hate it ..I hate this town and everybody in it"
[12:50] YT Recreant smiles and pats your cheek, a tad too strong "na na, seabreeze, you hate it? isn't this pile of vice exactly what you seek? i mean, let us face it, who, aside from you, rides a fucking dildo when biking?
[12:53] Gera Heliosense: That sadle was a present. What was I suppose to do? Shove it back into his face?...whats the big deal least I am not hurting anyone...I never bother anybody...I always tried to do everything right"
[12:54] YT Recreant smiles and starts to tear off your top, calmly pulling at the fabric till it cracks- and then more "sure, yyouuuu are the innocent one - you hump everything, cocks, dildos, and, if i recall it right, even toes"
[12:57] Gera Heliosense looks to side, she does not fight you anymore now and just whispers" Yeah...I am the biggest slut here....and I should drop my innocent act....and I am worth nothing..."
[12:59] YT Recreant tosses the top aside and smiles "perfect" then reaches a bit backward and down, betwee your legs, harsh, not so tender "sorry, have to do that, panties control, i never shall forgot you also planned a revolution"
[13:01] Gera Heliosense: She looks back at you now, her eyes dark, her lips pressed tightly together before she answers" Yes, I am sooo dangerous, sure"
[13:02] YT Recreant grins, finds a tiny pubic hair and plugs it "is my little seabreeze a bit tensed?"
[13:05] Gera Heliosense: She squeezes her eyes shut when you pull the hair and spits out:" So I am tensed, so what...and my name is Gera....I've had it with all the false names and pretending...and making people small"
[13:06] YT Recreant lets your sex go, withdraws her hand and nods slowly, silent, rubbing her wrist, thinking a moment, obviously surprised by that statement "Gera... i see... Gera it is"
[13:07] Gera Heliosense: She looks to side again and whispers" Let me stand up Alley"
[13:08] YT Recreant sighs "i would love to, let you stand up, but, i am afraid, i can't"
[13:08] Gera Heliosense: "Why not?"
[13:09] YT Recreant plays with your hair "because, --*gera*.. you are losing focus again, and you are pretending to be what you not are - then you will suffer, you will become bitter and harsh, and that, i do not want
[13:11] Gera Heliosense: But I want to be harsh...I am sick of always letting everything get to me...I want to be tough and not care what people say about me"
[13:12] YT Recreant laughs "that would mean you would partly get my attitude - which is so not you - or why is it you on the ground and me on your chest, mh?"
[13:15] Gera Heliosense watches you, with a melancholic expression" Ella said, I should drop my maybe if I try hard enough I can be like you...and then nobody can hurt me anymore or make me hurt others"
[13:17] YT Recreant smiles and looks for a sharp bladed stone on the floor, finds one and takes a small strand, just 10 hairs of you, holds them up, presses the sharp edge of the stone against it "gera or seabreeze, this is here the question- but i am nice, i will give you an option:
[13:17] YT Recreant: convince me what you are, either gera or seabreeze - and convince me now
[13:17] YT Recreant: if you are good and succeed, i will let you go
[13:17] YT Recreant: if you fail, you are bald
[13:22] Gera Heliosense: She looks at you and her eyes widen in horror"I don't understand"she whispers.
[13:23] YT Recreant cuts through the strand, not a visible damage yet - and holds the hair in her fingers "it is easy - tell me what you are, what you *really* are - seabreeze or gera - and convince me - or lose your hair
[13:27] Gera Heliosense watches and swallows hard when she sees the first strand of hair dangling from Alleys fingers" I hate the violence and I hate the laughter when someone is humiliated. And I hate that nobody is allowed to feel compassion. And I am not acting innocent, I just don't believe in hurting people"
[13:28] YT Recreant takes another strand and sets the stone against it "that, is just.. uhm.. laughable" cuts
[13:29] Gera Heliosense watches the second strand of hair go and get a bit panicky" confuse me...I don't know what else to say...I never tried to put on an act.."
[13:30] YT Recreant lets the seconds thin strand fall "you really think, if you were gera, you would have even allowed yourself to lie here on the floor? bare chested? or you would allow yourself to be humiliated by riding a dildo on a bike and let Defiant brag about it in public?
[13:33] Gera Heliosense: She goes pale" yes...I know..thats the draw back of being Gera...Gera is a coward...never learned to protect herself....always wants to please people and ends up the fool"
[13:34] YT Recreant takes the third strand, pressing the stone against it "Gera would fight, Gera would spank alley's ass instead of being here in the dirt... what you are, is seabreeze - the name itself describes it, a thin air, easy to blow, easy to direct, not a storm, just a breeze.... now, confess it or get ready to lose another strand
[13:39] Gera Heliosense: "She starts crying silently when you say that and nods" You are right, I don't even know myself anymore. Yes, Gera would fight. She would not let people take her dignity away. I always believed that dignity is the most important thing...."She swallows"So I am Seabreeze after all..."
[13:40] YT Recreant smiles and puts the stone aside "yes, a breeze, a soft thin, vulnerable blow of lukewarm air, that is what you are, and that is why i wont cut your hair"
[13:42] Gera Heliosense: She doesn't look any happier at that, she swallows down her tears and tries to sit up.
[13:43] YT Recreant puts her hands onto your shoudlers and presses you back to the floor "ts ts ts - we are not done yet, seabreeze
[13:44] Gera Heliosense: "Why not? What else is there to say? Everything stays as it is. You were right all along"
[13:45] YT Recreant smiles and takes off some rope from her skirt "we wil switch location" then ties your arms together "just so that you wont run away "
[13:47] Gera Heliosense: She lets you tie her up, looking at the ropes tired and stumbles to her feet
[13:49] YT Recreant drags you along "come
[13:50] YT Recreant drags you into the truck, on the passangers seat, then climbs behind the steering wheel
[13:52] Slutress moans.. and nods, continues to sucks, her head bobbing faster and faster up and down.
[13:52] YT Recreant stops the engine and pulls you with her
[13:52] YT Recreant: come, seabreeze
[13:52] Vala Renfold waves as the truck pulls up
[13:53] Bloodfire Baragula extends her hand "my apologies..i am flame"
[13:53] Crisco Riddler moans loud as he shoots his load into the girls mouth
[13:53] Jezebel Darkstone: so tell me male..what is your name?
[13:53] Slutress: ... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[13:53] Slutress sucks and licks swallowing the jetting stream.
[13:53] Crisco Riddler looks to jeze in a daze "i am called Crisco or Cris
[13:53] Cara Lionheart nods to slutling "I'd bid high for him...if he could be properly trained. Does he kneel well?"
[13:53] YT Recreant drags you with her at the leash "we have to make an announcement
[13:53] Jomei lets hir tail tease her heat, "Nice name is flame."
[13:54] Cara Lionheart looks up, tearing her eyes away from the naked male "announcement?"
[13:54] YT Recreant: come, seabreeze, up here
[13:54] Jezebel Darkstone reaches around him wrapping her hand about his slick slutress removes her mouth " so tll me you think you could kneel?"
[13:54] Cara Lionheart folds her hands behind her back muttering "damn Archie and his rule about not touching men"
[13:55] YT Recreant: now, go a bit in front, then clear your throat and shout to the audience, what your name is and what you are, so all doubts are lifted
[13:55] Crisco Riddler smiles to the women and crosses his arms "i kneel for no one"
[13:55] Cara Lionheart looks up curiously
[13:56] Jomei Reyes lets a hand wrap around flame's belly pulling her back toward hir.
[13:56] Vala Renfold looks up but keeps any eye on the naked cris
[13:56] Gera Heliosense looks at Alley, almost scared and whispers:"What am I?"
[13:57] YT Recreant wispers back "a slut that humps anything and you are not the innocence you want them to make belive, and, in case you forgot that too, your name is seabreeze, not gera
[13:57] Cara Lionheart steps closer to the male and grins at sluttling "Oh i really want him. I love breaking them, more than just about anything"
[13:57] Jezebel Darkstone leans forward a bit and blows on his neck while stroking his cock whispers softly in his ear " good.." looks to Flame " i'll keep him..thanks for bringing him to us"
[13:58] Jezebel Darkstone looks to Alley and seabreeze and smiles while still holding onto Cris's cock stroking him slowly
[13:58] Crisco Riddler smiles to the two women "give me 15 minutes and ill show you what breaking is"
[13:59] Gera Heliosense listens to Alley and suddenly she shakes her head and steps forward and shouts "I am GERA and I am a human being and I never put on an act!"
[14:00] YT Recreant growls and swats the back of your head sharply "alright" then drags you back into the room behind
[14:00] YT Recreant walks to the desk and gets out a scissor "so, hair style time, yes?"
[14:02] Gera Heliosense struggles and kicks in her restrains and growls" you tried to break me...but I WON'T BREAK....NEVER"
[14:02] YT Recreant grins and steps behind your back, then kicking into the back of your knees "kneel down, slave!"
[14:04] Gera Heliosense falls to her knees and is still wriggling her body, trying to get out of her restrains, watching you with her head turned, looking over her shoulder wildly
[14:05] YT Recreant grabs a fistful of your hair and sets the scissor into the thick strand, glares down at you "what are you?"
[14:06] Gera Heliosense glares at you:"Gera..I am Gera "!
[14:06] YT Recreant cuts throught the strand and does not bother to shake it off her fingers, she just grabs the next thick rope of your hair "wrong, again!"
[14:08] Gera Heliosense shakes her head wildly, seeing her own hair flying from her, growling in frustration
[14:10] YT Recreant cuts the next thick strand, shakes her figners free and grabs your hair instantly fast again "say who you are, you blow of lukewarm thin air!"
[14:13] Gera Heliosense tries to lean foeward, away from you, feeling her hair being pulled, strands of cut hair on her shoulders and in her lap:" Gera....I am ...a human being and I am not thin air!"
[14:14] YT Recreant yanks you back by your hair sharply "gera? ha! gera kneels and gets her hair cut - hillarious - no, you are just lukewarm air, no spine, no will, to be bend to anyones whim, your pussy is dripping wet when you only sense a cock nearby, do not deny it, i have seen it more than once"
[14:14] Cara Lionheart calls up to alley cat "Oh gardener? Perhaps a reminder to her of what happened to the last person making false claims? She started off a princess and ended up ...slutress"
[14:15] YT Recreant nods "good idea, judge, maybe i will give her to the legal system after our hair dressin session
[14:16] Gera Heliosense: You've seen nothing! " She shakes and wriggles
[14:17] YT Recreant takes now a real thick rope of hair and takes several cuts to get through it, and with each cut she speaks "i have seen nothing? i have seen - seabreeze fucking bicycles, i have seen seabreeze fucking toes, i have seen seabreze squirming, i have seen seabreeze trying to get another cock by looking oh so innocent with her hazel brown eyes
[14:19] Gera Heliosense sobs in frustration and shakes her head, her hair is short now, she looks like a plucked chicken.
[14:20] YT Recreant growls "hold still" and removes some real ugly strands that were left over "you should look like seabreeze, not like ugly seabreeze"
[14:27] Gera Heliosense: She takes a deep breath, feeling the cool air around her back, shoulders and neck and looks up to you, narrowing her eyes": I hope that made you very happy" she snarls
[14:27] YT Recreant tosses the scissor back onto the table "good, seabreeze, now, for today i will let you go off without trial. your spineless weak self is certainly shaken enough by having been corrected today. but i warn you - try to deny your inner self again in my presence and the result will be worse. are we clear?
[14:28] Gera Heliosense: She struggles to get to her feet and nods, hissing:" Yes ...yes my beloved Alley