Dienstag, 25. Mai 2010

Dirty politics

Someone left an animals head with an axe in it on Selina's and Sir Odin's doorstep. And on the paving stones is written the word"petty" in blood. Moose, Dr. Venn, Tami and I gathered around it and wondered who could be responsible for this. Of course its pretty clear that it all has to do with Sir Sin again. Now I don't understand it all but it all started when Sir Sin proclaimed new rules and Ava pushed them over. Sir Sin wants to be the head of the Elite Molesteri. He had his office above the laundry, it was vandalized. Then there was some kind of meeting where everybody voted against Sir Sin. He then started to build his office in Nayeli. He also threatened that he would never return to Glint if they don't accept him as the head of the EM. His construction site was set on fire, next thing: a flood broke out in the Dark Den. And now the head and the word "petty". Its a dirty war going on . I don't understand why Selina and Sir Odin were the target this time but I assume they were in that meeting where everybody voted against Sir Sin.
For all I care he can stay at Nayeli and play King Kong there and leave us alone. He broke my heart when he forbade butterfly to talk to me anymore. Amazing though how one man can make such big waves. And whatever I may think, he sure is an impressive character.

Donnerstag, 13. Mai 2010

A name is a name is a name

[6:37] Rhea Habilis: i only see You my Master
[6:37] Sin Flanagan hears footsteps downstairs "seems we have some audience?"
[6:38] Sin Flanagan: aye, but below us
[6:38] Rhea Habilis: oh sunrise was close
[6:38] Gera Heliosense tiptoes up the stairs and plays the surprised one when she finds Sin and condom upstairs"Oh I beg your pardon"
[6:38] Rhea Habilis: hi sunrise
[6:38] Sin Flanagan looks at his back, sighs and shifts a bit more upright "yes, girl?"
[6:38] Rhea Habilis: have you met my Master?
[6:39] Gera Heliosense: hello butterfly, and hello sir , no i did not have the pleasure before
[6:39] Rhea Habilis: this is Master Sin sunrise
[6:39] Rhea Habilis: and please sunrise, call me condom
[6:40] Rhea Habilis: my Master has gifted me with my name
[6:40] Sin Flanagan looks the girl up and down "usually i make my introductions dressed, however, the hat is still on, you can call me Sin"
[6:40] Gera Heliosense bows her head"I am pleased to meet you, Sir Sin" She looks at butterfly and shakes her head
[6:40] Rhea Habilis: please sunrise....
[6:41] Mama Allpa Multiposer (M) whispers: STOP
[6:41] Sin Flanagan grumbles more and rises
[6:41] Rhea Habilis: rhbracelets
[6:41] Gera Heliosense bites her lips and looks slightly alarmed as he rise
[6:41] Sin Flanagan: what is up, sunrise?
[6:41] Rhea Habilis: yes my Master
[6:41] Sin Flanagan: condom, my pants
[6:42] Gera Heliosense: Nothing sir...I didn't mean to disturb, I will leave you with butterfly now
[6:42] Sin Flanagan: her name is condom
[6:42] Rhea Habilis picks up the folded trousers and hands them to Master
[6:42] Sin Flanagan nods "thank you, condom", and slips into them
[6:42] Rhea Habilis: you are welcome my Master
[6:43] Sin Flanagan reaches into the pants, takes one cigarette out and lights it with a match, snipping the match then aside
[6:43] Rhea Habilis: sunrise, could you tell my Master why you feel the way you do about my name?
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[6:43] Rhea Habilis: i cant explain it to Him
[6:44] Gera Heliosense smiles shy and clears her throat"I...can not call her...that ugly name...forgive me sir sin but I can't
[6:45] Gera Heliosense: because I don't understand it...why you call her that
[6:45] Sin Flanagan scratches his neck, visibly desinterested "you can't, i see, but now, newsflash for you: first: i give not much on the opinion of a female and second: that is what you are, you females. warm, soft, condoms. deal with it. and have a nice day"
[6:46] Sin Flanagan finds his shoes and slips into them
[6:47] Rhea Habilis brushes the dust from her MAster's shoes
[6:47] Rhea Habilis: yes my Master
[6:47] Dunnagh Scarmon enters, slight puzzled frown on his face, calls out "Hoy- Gera?"
[6:47] Sin Flanagan: condom, my shirt
[6:47] Gera Heliosense swallows hard and backs away a little:"Yes...of course...have a nice day also, sir. Bye butterfly" she turns and walks back down, casting her eyes to the floor
[6:48] Sin Flanagan smiles at condom "you know, i can not waste my day to follow up each ignorant slut. if they prefer to hurt you by ignoring you, it shows their dumbness
[6:48] Rhea Habilis scurries back to the pile and takes His shirt back for him
[6:48] Gera Heliosense: Master!
[6:48] Dunnagh Scarmon begins to exit the building, then hears his girl's voice, stops and turns
[6:48] Rhea Habilis: bye sunrise
[6:48] Rhea Habilis: it is disrespect my Master
[6:48] Rhea Habilis: i love that girl sunrise...
[6:49] Sin Flanagan: it is, but if she is owned, it reflects on her Master, so it is his task to follow it up, not mine
[6:49] Rhea Habilis: but her MAster should know how she has shown Yuo no respect
[6:49] Dunnagh Scarmon 's frown deepens "Hey! You said that outfit was just for me!"
[6:49] Rhea Habilis looks at the floor embarrased and blushes
[6:49] Dunnagh Scarmon then overhears part of the conversation upstairs, glancing up
[6:50] Rhea Habilis: sunrise is the mst beautiful girl...
[6:50] Gera Heliosense blushes deeply and tries to pull her Master away
[6:50] Rhea Habilis: she has been my friend
[6:50] Rhea Habilis: but in this...
[6:50] Sin Flanagan smiles "condom, life is too short as if i tell other Masters how to treat their property - they either know or they do not - and as for that sunrise, if she shows disrespect, she is the reference to her Master, so he shall know how to handle it
[6:50] Rhea Habilis: well my Master i have no right to speak
[6:50] Dunnagh Scarmon glancing back to Gera, his voice a threatening growl, resisting her pulls "What have you done now, lass?"
[6:50] Rhea Habilis: so i am very sorry
[6:51] Sin Flanagan: is ok, condom, because you are my reference, and as for that, i have the best i can wish for
[6:51] Gera Heliosense looks up, her face a mask of despair
[6:51] Dunnagh Scarmon points to the stairs, glaring at her "Upstairs..... now"
[6:51] Rhea Habilis: thank You my wonderful Master
[6:52] Sin Flanagan hears the other male voice and grins at condom "and i think this other Master will look into it sooner than your friend expected
[6:52] Dunnagh Scarmon stalks up the stairs after her
[6:52] Rhea Habilis: i hope he is not too harsh with her my Master...
[6:53] Dunnagh Scarmon expecting the worst
[6:53] Gera Heliosense comes back upstairs, blushing deeply and obviously scared now
[6:53] Rhea Habilis: still she should have called me by the name you have given me
[6:53] Sin Flanagan 's brow rises as he sees sunrise again, then looks at the other male
[6:53] Rhea Habilis: Hello Sir Dunnagh
[6:53] Dunnagh Scarmon follows up after her, his face grim, nods a curt greeting to the man, standing behind Gera, looming
[6:53] Rhea Habilis: this is my Master , master Sin
[6:53] Rhea Habilis: Master this is Sir Dunnagh
[6:54] Sin Flanagan tips his hat "Sir"
[6:54] Gera Heliosense casts her eyes down and kneeds her fingers nervously
[6:54] Dunnagh Scarmon nods to Rhea, his face softening only slightly, hardening again right away, looks back to the man, nodding again "Honored, Sir...."
[6:55] Sin Flanagan blows a ring of smoke into the air, watching it dissolve then looks back at Dunnagh "anything we can help with?"
[6:55] Dunnagh Scarmon: T'was about to ask the same of you..... couldn't help but overhear some the conversation between yourself and your lass.
[6:56] Dunnagh Scarmon: And as I know from experience that mine has a tendency to 'edit' the retelling of things......
[6:56] Dunnagh Scarmon: I thought I'd check in with the original sources.
[6:56] Sin Flanagan shrugs "my girl here behaves excellent, and if i would need help with her i would do something wrong, so i am fine. your girl, if that is yours, shows ignorance and disrespect and hurts my girl, but i am certain you will not let that pass"
[6:56] Gera Heliosense looks up quickly, then casts her eyes down again
[6:57] Dunnagh Scarmon looks a bit astonished to hear this "She..... She disrespected BUTTER- CONDOM?!"
[6:57] Sin Flanagan: condom, you may speak
[6:58] Rhea Habilis: my Master sunrise is my good friend
[6:58] Rhea Habilis: i visited her and told her my new name
[6:58] Rhea Habilis: she does not like it and will not use "condom"
[6:58] Sin Flanagan: how do you like the name, condom?
[6:59] Rhea Habilis: i asked her again today my Master, Sir Dunnagh
[6:59] Rhea Habilis: it is my name my Master
[6:59] Rhea Habilis: i am grateful to be named special by You my Master
[7:00] Sin Flanagan nods and turns his gaze back to Dunnagh "your girl shows ignorance and hurts my girl by ignoring her name"
[7:00] Rhea Habilis: a name can teach, i think my Master
[7:00] Sin Flanagan: she would that way also try to show disrespect to me, but then again, i do not care about the opinion of another man's slave
[7:00] Dunnagh Scarmon has been watching Rhea as she speaks, his face unreadable, turns his gaze now to the man and doesn't speak immediately, plainly trying to size him up.....
[7:01] Dunnagh Scarmon eventually nods "Well, now....."
[7:01] Gera Heliosense has her eyesdown, holding on to her masters shirt like a child
[7:01] Sin Flanagan: she is your reference, Sir, not mine - how she behaves is to your advantage or to your damage. none of my business
[7:02] Dunnagh Scarmon: So no offense taken to yourself then, Sir?
[7:02] Sin Flanagan snorts as his eyes wander over sunrise briefly "by a slave? hardly"
[7:02] Gera Heliosense breathes quicker after his remark
[7:03] Dunnagh Scarmon nods, his face remaining neutral, voice level "I am much relieved to hear that, for that would indeed be a grave issue...."
[7:03] Sin Flanagan: however, Sir...
[7:03] Dunnagh Scarmon: "As for her disrespecting..... condom..... well *stops*
[7:04] Sin Flanagan: that is how i look at things. if she keeps the attitude in general, running her own mind and putting herself higher than her position would assume - as i say, she is responsible for your reputation. and it is a town. word spreads fast. others may, in similar cases, take offense.
[7:05] Dunnagh Scarmon waves his had briefly in a dismissive gesture "The lass is pissing off her betters all the time! Tis a constant battle and I've no choice but to just take them one at a'time!"
[7:06] Dunnagh Scarmon: *hand not had*
[7:06] Dunnagh Scarmon: As for this matter.....
[7:07] Dunnagh Scarmon: In my view tis a matter for the two of 'em to address.
[7:07] Sin Flanagan nods "condom, you are not allowed to talk to that one until she learned your name
[7:07] Rhea Habilis: but....
[7:07] Rhea Habilis: yes my Master
[7:08] Sin Flanagan: good
[7:08] Gera Heliosense goes pale"NO...please sir Sin!"
[7:08] Sin Flanagan ignores sunrise "well met Sir"
[7:08] Dunnagh Scarmon smacks her bottom, growls "Shut it!"
[7:08] Gera Heliosense shuts up, fighting back tears
[7:08] Dunnagh Scarmon then nods to the man "And you, Sir."
[7:09] Sin Flanagan: and condom, same goes for all who ignore your name
[7:09] Sin Flanagan: if they miss your company, they loose, not you
[7:09] Rhea Habilis: my Master many share her view...
[7:09] Sin Flanagan: i don't and i am not many
[7:10] Rhea Habilis: i understand my Master
[7:10] Dunnagh Scarmon nods at Rhea's words before checking himself, but does not speak his opinion
[7:10] Gera Heliosense looks at condom through tearstained eyes
[7:10] Dunnagh Scarmon: He tugs on Gera's silks "Come, you"
[7:10] Sin Flanagan: they can simply accept the name and maybe try to ask its meaning, or they can lower herself by ignorance
[7:10] Sin Flanagan: *themselves
[7:11] Gera Heliosense turns and follows her Master, hanging her head
[7:11] Rhea Habilis watches them go in silence
[7:11] Sin Flanagan keeps ignoring sunrise as she leaves
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[7:12] Dunnagh Scarmon nods his greetings to the girl, smiling
[7:12] Sin Flanagan grins "i should maybe open an office here
[7:12] Sin Flanagan: offering naming services
[7:12] Rhea Habilis: yes my Master
[7:12] Gera Heliosense comes out of the building crying
[7:12] Tamiesha Benoir: Are you ok sunrise?
[7:13] Sin Flanagan: now, condom, let us go for a walk
[7:13] Gera Heliosense sobs"Master Sin has forbidden butterfly to talk to me again, until I learn her new name"
[7:13] Rhea Habilis: yes my Master
[7:13] Tamiesha Benoir: He's just an ill-educated, immature buffon
[7:14] Rhea Habilis: tam!
[7:14] Gera Heliosense sobs and wipes her nose" be careful, he is in the building
[7:14] Sin Flanagan: pardon?
[7:14] Tamiesha Benoir: Well, he is!
[7:15] Tamiesha Benoir: Only a 13 year old shool brat bully comes up with names like you
[7:15] Rhea Habilis: hi ella
[7:15] Sin Flanagan: do you think, meat-shaft, that i care of your opinion?
[7:15] Tamiesha Benoir: ..and all the twon knows it!
[7:15] Elaesa Darcy assumes the coast is clear and comes down from the balcony. She stops on the verandah before the small crowd.
[7:15] Elaesa Darcy smiles, "Morning, condom."
[7:15] Sin Flanagan: keep running your loud mouth and be happy with it
[7:15] Sin Flanagan: condom, that lowly piece of fuckmeat goes to your ignore list too
[7:16] Sin Flanagan: anyone else?
[7:16] Rhea Habilis: tam too my Master?
[7:16] Tamiesha Benoir: well met, sir tampon head
[7:16] Gera Heliosense wipes her eyes and swallows
[7:16] Sin Flanagan: if tam is the name of this thing,yes
[7:17] Sin Flanagan: alright - no one else, have a good day, condom, come


Dienstag, 11. Mai 2010

Back in the collar

Oh my sir and I. We had a huge fight. Caused a scene right in the middle of the town. He even slapped my face and I...I picked up a stone and threw it after him. It hit him on the back of the head and it was bleeding. It was of course about the collar.
He would not believe that I wanted to be his slave again. Understandable after all.
I am a collection of loose ends. I never seem to fit.
But in the end, he did believe me. He had two conditions. I must not kneel for anyone and I may sit on furniture if I see other slaves doing it as well.
Why the change in me? Some may say I was brainwashed. The torture from the other day was fierce. It seems it doesn't matter anymore. And if I am to be a slave then at least I want to be HIS slave. So as from now on I will call him Master again.

Samstag, 8. Mai 2010


Later that day, in the evening Ma'am came to me. She hugged me tightly and held me for a long time. She told me that she had to do that to me because she is my friend and she had to show me who I am and bring me home again.
And as she was holding me I felt a deep love and gratitude for her. She said my doubts are normal and being a slave is a constant struggle. So whe i think I am no good slave material, its actually okay.
I still feel overwhelmed by it all. Maybe I am too exhausted and sore from the punishment. I feel like Winston in "1984" shortly before he is to be executed...

A black day for Sunrise - Two

After Sir Dunnagh had left me I went home and was sad and devastated. To occupy my mind I continuewd working on the house. I was in the middle of building the arches when Ma'am and Tara strolled by:

[5:01] YT Recreant: good morning sunrise
[5:02] Gera Heliosense: good morning Alley Cat and hello Tara
[5:02] Tara Bergan smiles a little too sweetly 'Morning Sunrise'
[5:02] YT Recreant stretches herself "we got a new job
[5:02] Gera Heliosense: what job?
[5:02] Tara Bergan nods 'shiny in it's newness even'
[5:02] YT Recreant: we are now at the civil office for construction affairs
[5:03] Gera Heliosense: oh you mean you look at houses and say if they are build right or not?
[5:03] YT Recreant: yeah
[5:03] Gera Heliosense: is my house very wrong?*she looks devastated*
[5:03] YT Recreant looks at tara "these arches?"
[5:04] Tara Bergan: Decrepid to say the least. What were you thinking Sunrise?
[5:04] YT Recreant chews on her bottom lip to suppres a grin and tries to look very official
[5:05] Gera Heliosense: I was...I..I..well I talked to Mistress Tasty and she gave me good advice and told me round forms enhance the building and so that it does not look like a box...and..so I
[5:05] Gera Heliosense: she taught me to build arches
[5:06] Gera Heliosense: and I lov it
[5:06] YT Recreant shakes her head "where is your license to build arches?
[5:06] Gera Heliosense: my license?
[5:06] Gera Heliosense turns red and shrugs
[5:06] YT Recreant: only arch builders licensed by our office are allowed to make arches
[5:06] Tara Bergan mutters 'the very same Tasty who lives in a paper hut from China'
[5:07] YT Recreant nods and mutters back "i thought already she is an art terrorist, but this... my my... somepeople, reallly
[5:07] Gera Heliosense: yes Tara...and...wjhat amI to do now? must I burn my house down like Moose?
[5:07] Tara Bergan: and as for what the pillar construtors will think..... tsk tsk Sunrise
[5:07] YT Recreant: oh yes, thepillars, now that oyu mention it
[5:07] YT Recreant: *you
[5:08] YT Recreant: and, the light!
[5:08] YT Recreant: see that light???
[5:08] Gera Heliosense: oh dear...oh dearohdear*she moans
[5:08] YT Recreant: the bricks are too white too
[5:08] Tara Bergan looks down, suddenly highly interested in her feet as she curls her toes to help herself concentrate and fall over in fits of laughter
[5:08] Tara Bergan: Not*
[5:08] YT Recreant: so, sunrise, i need now from you the pilar license, the light license, the white brick license and the arch license
[5:09] Gera Heliosense kneeds her hands and is close to tears
[5:09] YT Recreant: yes?
[5:09] Gera Heliosense: I ain't got no licenses
[5:09] YT Recreant gasps "sis! have you heard that?"
[5:10] Tara Bergan stretches, coughs and purses her lips as she fixes her face into 'scary look noumber 5'
[5:10] YT Recreant: what do we do with her now?
[5:10] Gera Heliosense gulps
[5:10] Tara Bergan shakes her head 'Shocking, sister!'
[5:10] YT Recreant: give her to plank fucker?
[5:10] Gera Heliosense: can I...can I buy a license?
[5:11] Tara Bergan: She might enjoy that, though
[5:11] YT Recreant: owww, attempted bribery
[5:11] YT Recreant: she wanted to 'buy' them
[5:11] Gera Heliosense: oh no I didn't mean it like that
[5:11] Tara Bergan sighs 'I actually despair for the youth of today'
[5:11] YT Recreant: so do i sis, so do i
[5:12] YT Recreant: and look
[5:12] YT Recreant: look there!
[5:12] YT Recreant: her neck is bare!
[5:12] Gera Heliosense looks around, then realizes and touches her neck
[5:12] Tara Bergan bows her head in respect for the good old days when builders knew their place
[5:12] Gera Heliosense: yes, I...I..
[5:13] YT Recreant shakes her head slowly "now we do not only have here a bribing construction site terrorist but also a female acting up as wannabe FW
[5:13] Tara Bergan: Sunrise... whatever happened to you?
[5:13] YT Recreant: i guess we need to detain her
[5:13] YT Recreant: maybe she got infected by moose
[5:13] Tara Bergan: I blame the parents
[5:13] YT Recreant: oh, or that, yes
[5:13] Gera Heliosense: I..I don't know...what? Detain me?
[5:14] YT Recreant nods slowly "you can have it nice or ugly, whatever
[5:14] Gera Heliosense: But...but...oh dear*she shuts up because she said "but"
[5:15] YT Recreant snorts audibly "and she called us butts
[5:15] Tara Bergan: Now now Sunrise, do I have to pull scary look number 17 out of the bag too?
[5:15] YT Recreant goes with her hand along the braided right tail of sunrise "you are in trouble, you know that?
[5:16] Gera Heliosense lays a hand to her forhead as if she is about to faint
[5:16] YT Recreant curls the braid around her hand and then pulls forcefully downwards, in the attempt to bring sunrise onto her knees
[5:17] Tara Bergan watches on as her sister forces Sunrise, her own heart beating wildly in her breast as her eyes glitter in excitement, delighted at the events as they unfold
[5:17] Gera Heliosense: please forgive my mistakes...I did not know
[5:18] Tara Bergan: She pleads ignorance, sister
[5:18] YT Recreant glares at sunrise and hisses "sis, strip taht slut and then we tell her about her place
[5:18] YT Recreant: /holding the braid firmly
[5:18] Tara Bergan nods 'My pleasure, sister'
[5:19] Tara Bergan steps closer to Sunrise adn looks down at her her lips curling into a slow grimace as she unsheaths the 'nail file' at her hip...
[5:19] Gera Heliosense looks up scared
[5:19] Tara Bergan: Be still now Sunrise because if this slips, it will hurt you a hell of a lot more than it will hurt me
[5:20] YT Recreant breathes "what happened to your collar, slave?"
[5:20] Gera Heliosense holds still as good as she can, because she trembles
[5:20] Gera Heliosense: I took it off because I am no slave any longer
[5:21] Tara Bergan flicks the freshly sharpened blade underneath the shoulder strap of Sunrise's garment, and lifts it upwards, the blade slicing like a hot knife through butter
[5:21] Gera Heliosense: because of the law enforcement
[5:21] YT Recreant parrots the voice "' i am not a slave any longer'" then tugs the hair for good measurement again forcefully "says who?, slut?"
[5:22] Gera Heliosense looks up again"I decided so"
[5:22] Tara Bergan listens to the ongoing converstaion as she trials the flat of the blade down between Sunrise's breasts to her hip, the knife deftly separating the thin material there too, rendering the girl naked as the sheer garment falls away
[5:22] YT Recreant grins, tugs the hair again and looks at her sis "i see here a naked piece of female - and she says she can decide, what do you think?"
[5:23] Tara Bergan smiles 'Brave words for one kneeling naked in the dirt'
[5:23] Gera Heliosense swallows:"Glint is a free ...a free...country
[5:23] YT Recreant nods, and takes now both braids in her fist, firm grip "only in your dreams, sunrise, only in your dreams
[5:25] YT Recreant nods to Tara, "how many whips?"
[5:25] Tara Bergan: hmm, dunno really. How about an even 10.....
[5:25] Gera Heliosense starts sobbing
[5:25] Tara Bergan: .... for each charge
[5:25] YT Recreant: yeah, so is 50?
[5:25] YT Recreant: or 100?
[5:25] YT Recreant: i am bad in math
[5:26] Tara Bergan: and an extra 10 for being delusional?
[5:26] YT Recreant: is then 10 times 50?
[5:26] YT Recreant bends sunrise head back by her braids and glares into her eyes "what do you say, slut?"
[5:27] Gera Heliosense looks back with tearstained eyes and whispers"I say...thank you, Ma'am"
[5:28] YT Recreant reaches down with her free hand and cups one breast, pinching the left nipple, fierce but short "my name is alley cat, i do not have allures like you, tossing of a colar and ' i am free' attidute
[5:28] Gera Heliosense flinches and whispers:"Yes Alley Cat"
[5:29] YT Recreant growls "i have enough of these acting up things" and drags you by your braided hair over the place

[5:32] YT Recreant reaches into the box of the apparatus and fetches some cuffs, dragging you all the while around "wear these, 'free woman'"
[5:33] Gera Heliosense attaches the cuffs under tears
[5:33] YT Recreant grumbles "so much work in the construction office" and tosses you then over the metal bar
[5:33] Milker Control: Please wear the attachment while the milker is running.
[5:34] YT Recreant bends down, secures your limbs with chains
[5:34] YT Recreant: so, how 'free' are we now? mh?
[5:36] Gera Heliosense looks up and tries to be brave"alley cat, my mind is free....this will not change it...I am not a good slave...I do not deserve to wear the title slave"
[5:37] YT Recreant grins slowly and then walks behind your back, standing on her toes, fumbling something across the metal frame "free, yes?
[5:37] Gera Heliosense does not answer, she only sighs deeply
[5:38] YT Recreant shrugs, and pulls out a hook at a chain, then shoving the numb end of the hook into your ass "answer, slut!"
[5:39] Gera Heliosense yells out in fear and pain and whispers "No...no..not free noe"
[5:39] Gera Heliosense: now
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[5:39] YT Recreant smacks one time sharp with her flat hand against your ass cheek "now, or ever?"
[5:39] Rhea Habilis is Online
[5:40] Gera Heliosense sobs loudly and then she presses out"not ever"
[5:40] YT Recreant shakes her head and walks over to the box again "there was not enough luvin in it, i am afraid"
[5:43] Gera Heliosense whimpers and repeats "I don't know how to say it lovingly...i am no good slave"
[5:43] YT Recreant shrugs and digs more int he box, pulling out a flogger "trust me, i can teach you"
[5:44] Gera Heliosense: she looks at the flogger and bites her teeth together
[5:44] YT Recreant: soooo?
[5:44] YT's flogger is now aimed at Gera Heliosense.
[5:45] Gera Heliosense clears her throat"I will never be free not now and not ever....but not out of my free will"
[5:45] YT Recreant growls and pulls up the flooger, then letting a blow land across your back"
[5:45] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.
[5:46] Gera Heliosense arches in her restrains and cries out
[5:46] Rhea Habilis: Hello Ma'am
[5:46] YT Recreant: hi condom, watch her, she said she is a 'free woman'
[5:46] Rhea Habilis: sunrise!
[5:46] Rhea Habilis: she doesn't look free now Ma'am
[5:46] YT Recreant whispers: so, sunrise, what is your place?
[5:47] Gera Heliosense cries tears and snot:"My place is ...is to be a slave....because I am forced to be a slave"
[5:48] YT Recreant 's hand rears back again and goes down swiftly "the place is right, the reason is wrong!"
[5:48] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.
[5:48] Gustaf DeCuir is Offline
[5:48] Rhea Habilis winces and looks away
[5:49] YT Recreant: condom, massage her pussy
[5:49] Rhea Habilis: yes Ma'am
[5:49] Gera Heliosense yells out, cramps her fists together, the hook cuts into her asshole because she moves too much
[5:49] YT Recreant: why are you slave, sunrise?
[5:49] Gera Heliosense: NO...get away from me Butterfly...please!
[5:50] Rhea Habilis stays away from the whip and reaches for her friend
[5:50] Gera Heliosense: I don't know why I am a slave
[5:50] YT Recreant lets the flogger caress softly over the fresh scared skin "you know it, and her name is condom, by the way
[5:50] Rhea Habilis stops moving toward sunrise
[5:50] Rhea Habilis: Master Sin has renamed me sunrise
[5:50] Rhea Habilis: call me condom now
[5:51] YT Recreant: condom, massage her and ignore her commands
[5:51] Gera Heliosense: Condom is too ugly a name for you
[5:51] Rhea Habilis: yes MA'am
[5:51] Gera Heliosense: and I am forced
[5:51] Rhea Habilis: creeps closer again and moves beneath the bar sunrise rests on
[5:51] YT Recreant grins and waits till condom picks up work, silently
[5:52] Rhea Habilis examines sunrise's mound for signs of arousal
[5:53] Rhea Habilis parts the outer lips and peers into the opening, to the exposed jewel
[5:53] xx Reyes is Online
[5:53] Gera Heliosense looks up at condom and whispers "Please don't...please, I love you..you're my friend"
[5:53] YT Recreant teases slowly along the back with the flogger, caressing, watching "what are you?"
[5:53] Rhea Habilis strokes sunrise and whispers, "you are the prettiest girl, how did this happen?"
[5:54] Gera Heliosense: I am...a slave"she swallows and whispers to condom" I didn't have a license"
[5:55] Rhea Habilis: hi Doctor
[5:55] Tara Bergan: Ah there you all are, sorry I dozed off
[5:55] Rhea Habilis: hi spring
[5:55] YT Recreant: hi spring, watch this one here, she said not 5 mintues ago she were a 'free woman'
[5:55] Tara Bergan: Heya butter.... errr condom is it now?
[5:55] gemmma Teebrook shudders at the word condom
[5:55] gemmma Teebrook: Hello my wanderful Ma'am
[5:55] Rhea Habilis: yes please Doctor, Master Sin has renamed me to condom
[5:55] Tara Bergan: Then condom it is
[5:55] scribe2009 Deed: Oh YT is your Mistress
[5:55] YT Recreant keeps teasing the back "so, and why are you a slave?"
[5:55] scribe2009 Deed: he whispers
[5:56] Tara Bergan grins 'Look how Free Sunrise is now'
[5:56] Gera Heliosense: "Condom is too ugly for butterfly"she mutters
[5:56] Rhea Habilis gently touches sunrise soothing her relaxing her
[5:56] YT Recreant 's flogger lands again a roaring blow at the back "do not ever critize our Master, slut!"
[5:56] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.
[5:56] gemmma Teebrook: Condom has such a preventative nature about it
[5:56] Gera Heliosense: She is beyond the point now and Condom touches her soothingly
[5:57] Gera Heliosense: then she screams as the flogger comes down again
[5:57] Rhea Habilis moves her face closer to sunrise's sex and kisses her
[5:57] YT Recreant: and now focus, slut - why - are - you - a- slave?
[5:57] scribe2009 Deed: turns and slipsaway
[5:58] Gera Heliosense whimpers and whispers"I don't know anymore"
[5:58] YT Recreant pats the red welts "maybe because it is your nature?"
[5:58] gemmma Teebrook nods
[5:59] gemmma Teebrook: she looks like a slave to me Ma'am
[5:59] Rhea Habilis flicks her tongue up and down teasing sunrise just a bit
[5:59] Gera Heliosense: no it is not my nature. I like to sit on furniture, i don't like to be on my knees
[5:59] Gera Heliosense whimpers when condom kisses and teases her sex
[6:00] YT Recreant: oooo, fur-ni-ture? /and another blow goes across the arse
[6:00] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.
[6:00] xx Reyes is Offline
[6:00] Gera Heliosense arches and yells out in pain
[6:00] YT Recreant: did you say you love to sit on furniture?
[6:00] Gera Heliosense: yes...
[6:00] gemmma Teebrook smiles, knowing what miht happen
[6:01] YT Recreant 's free hand grabs the hook and shoves it 3 inches deeper "with this slut arse?"
[6:01] Rhea Habilis puts her hand on sunrise's knee sreadies her for the next blow and increases her kissing
[6:01] Gera Heliosense screams like a banshee:"YES"
[6:01] Rhea Habilis: steadies*
[6:01] YT Recreant wriggles the hook "and you think that is your position?"
[6:02] Gera Heliosense: yes...yes...please...you can not bend me....I tried to be a slave...i tried hard but I can't do it
[6:02] YT Recreant nods "of course" then flashes a wide smile at Tara "do we have a pineapple?"
[6:02] Tara Bergan runs her eyes over Sunrise's chained form and muses quietly to no one in particular 'feck, that looks sore'
[6:02] gemmma Teebrook giggles .. no such word as can't I think
[6:03] Tara Bergan: Hmm, I think I have a mango? Want me to check the bar for you?
[6:03] YT Recreant blows soothingly over sunrise red cheeks "no no, pineapple, our wannabe FW knows why
[6:04] Rhea Habilis eyes the hook the girl is impaled on and continues to lick and suck on her sex
[6:04] Tara Bergan sighs and turns to the boi. 'Gimme a pineapple will ya?'
[6:04] scribe2009 Deed: Miss boy has none an apple yes
[6:04] Tara Bergan: go bloody find one!
[6:04] Gera Heliosense looks down at condom and cries
[6:04] YT Recreant smiles "sunrise, you have the choice: you eitehr confess now that you are a slave by nature, or you will walk funny for weeks
[6:05] scribe2009 Deed: looks at the girl and her posture
[6:05] scribe2009 Deed: boy will try
[6:05] Tara Bergan: boi, I have little patience and I sweat on all that is holy I will string you up if you dontl go and get me a pineapple... NOW!
[6:05] Rhea Habilis lips are smacking as the kisses intensify
[6:05] Tara Bergan: swear even
[6:06] Gera Heliosense looks up"why can't you see...that I am no slave material" she closes her eyes and gasps for air
[6:06] YT Recreant shrugs "she really wants the hard way"
[6:06] Tara Bergan: I'm insulted sister. She seems to be looking down on us mere owned ones
[6:06] gemmma Teebrook: she is naked and in cuffs. that makes her a slave Ma'am
[6:07] YT Recreant nods at tara and spring "indeed both of you are right, she forgot totally about her origin
[6:07] Rhea Habilis starts to alternate between her lips and tongue opening sunrise, exciting her
[6:07] Tara Bergan mutters 'High talking gutter trash'
[6:07] YT Recreant: yeah, with a hook in da arse
[6:07] Gera Heliosense sobs
[6:08] Tara Bergan: Lucky girl thogh in all fairness. It's not everyday you get your arse all hooked up
[6:08] YT Recreant: maybe one at the thighs will make her more active again!
[6:08] YT's flogger: YT delivers a blow, the strands wrapping around Gera Heliosense's chest.
[6:08] YT Recreant: oh, that was the chest, so sowwy
[6:08] Rhea Habilis grips her leg more firmly
[6:09] Gera Heliosense scream but not as loud anymore because she gets exhausted
[6:09] gemmma Teebrook: they way she closes her eyes and lets out that sigh of pleasure when you whip her Ma'am... that shows her true nature
[6:09] YT Recreant: if she passes out we will put her at the water hose, and yes, spring, you are right
[6:10] YT Recreant: what are you by nature, sunrise?
[6:10] gemmma Teebrook: thankyou Ma'am
[6:11] Gera Heliosense lifts her head, exhausted and weary, trembling"I am a slave...by....nature"
[6:11] Rhea Habilis parts sunrise's sex open and drives her tongue into the hole
[6:11] YT Recreant smiles and lets the flogger rest across the back, "condom, you may pick up speed"
[6:11] YT Recreant: does anyone have a collar for the slut here? she is kinda naked
[6:12] Tara Bergan roots in her belt... one sec
[6:12] Rhea Habilis nods and places her thumbs on the exposed nub while plunging her tongue faster
[6:12] Gera Heliosense shivers but does not respond strongly to condoms attemps because she is too weary "
[6:12] Tara Bergan pulls otu her old rusty collar.... 'Will this one do, I dontl use it anymore'
[6:13] Rhea Habilis adds a finger to her plunging tongue
[6:13] YT Recreant grins "perfect!"
[6:13] Tara Bergan tosses it over
[6:13] YT Recreant catches it and bends over sunrise neck "now, sweetie, welcoem home again - seems like a monthly routine to re-welcome you"
[6:13] Tara Bergan: I prefer the feel of soft worn leather on my neck these days
[6:13] Rhea Habilis buries her whole facein sunrise's sex using her mouth and fingers
[6:14] YT Recreant: i think, for today it is naked for sunrise, except collar and cuffs of course
[6:15] YT Recreant: tomorrow she can wear slave clothes
[6:15] Gera Heliosense feels the collar around her neck and shudders
[6:15] Tara Bergan smiles
[6:15] YT Recreant locks the collar around the neck and grins, patting her back
[6:16] Rhea Habilis pulls back from sunrise and looks at Ma'am, " she is exhausted Ma'am"
[6:16] YT Recreant nods, walks behind sunrise again and removes the hook "we should let her hang out a bit"
[6:17] Gera Heliosense: She falls forward and hangs over the metal bar, hardly moving
[6:17] YT Recreant nods to spring "tend to her wounds, look that she does not pass out"
[6:18] YT Recreant: and sunrise?
[6:18] Gera Heliosense looks up tired
[6:18] YT Recreant: do not ever show me a bare neck again, slut!
[6:18] scribe2009 Deed: Miss forgive me boy could not finfd ur pineapple
[6:19] gemmma Teebrook picks up a bucket of water and starts to sponge her marks
[6:19] Gera Heliosense looks grateful at Spring
[6:19] Tara Bergan closes her eyes and bites her lips in frustration before whispering 'Excuse me?'
[6:19] YT Recreant: yes, of course, doc
[6:20] Tara Bergan: boi?
[6:20] gemmma Teebrook stokes her soft skin, feeling the heat fom the marks
[6:20] YT Recreant: did you hear me, sunrise?
[6:20] scribe2009 Deed: Yes Miss looks up to her she towers above him
[6:20] gemmma Teebrook knows how strong her petite owner is
[6:20] Tara Bergan: did you go to school ever?
[6:20] Gera Heliosense nods and whispers with a dry throat"Yes alley cat"

A black day for Sunrise - One

Sir Sami, my sir and I were talking. Sir Sami had come in right in that moment when my Sir and I had yet another argument about my refusal of the collar. Yes it didn't go so smoothly after all. Sir Dunnagh questioned my motives. He didn't believe I slipped the collar off just because of the law enforcement that slaves have to behave slave-like. But read on...

[4:25] Dunnagh Scarmon: No, no.....I just..... well, the damned thing is confused.... and doesn't take direction well. And it must be HER choice in the end..... you can't beat that into 'em.

[4:26] scribe2009 Deed: sdnadu

[4:26] Sami Leborski nods "she will choose and you will be pleased....that is my prediction"

[4:26] scribe2009 Deed: Greetings Masters

[4:26] scribe2009 Deed: Greetings Miss

[4:27] Sami Leborski turns "hello"

[4:27] scribe2009 Deed: male human

[4:27] Dunnagh Scarmon smiles and nods, a deprecating laugh coming shortly from him "Your prediction is much appreciatated, Sam"

[4:27] Gera Heliosense looks from one man to the other and takes a quivering breath

[4:27] Gera Heliosense: Greetings...uhm...boy

[4:28] Dunnagh Scarmon nods curtly to the kneeling one

[4:28] scribe2009 Deed: forgive the interruption boy is new

[4:28] scribe2009 Deed: he is unsure of the protociol

[4:28] Dunnagh Scarmon: His searching gaze returning to Gera

[4:28] scribe2009 Deed: smiles and lowers his head

[4:29] Dunnagh Scarmon then rolls his head and eyes back in mild exasperation "Ohhh- straighten the lad out, Gera!"

[4:29] Gera Heliosense: you're doing just fine, boy"she whispers to the boy softly and then returns her glance to Sir Dunnagh

[4:29] scribe2009 Deed: thank you Miss

[4:29] Sami Leborski sneaks close to Gera "don't let pride get the better of you my friend." then turns and wave "I must be going, it was good to talk with you"

[4:30] Gera Heliosense looks at Sami with big eyes and nods "Yes sir Sami....be well

[4:30] scribe2009 Deed: male human

[4:30] Dunnagh Scarmon waves back, wondering to whom he was addressing that advice

[4:30] scribe2009 Deed: nods to the man as he leaves a corteus salutation

[4:30] Dunnagh Scarmon: Be well, Sam- don't be a stranger, now

[4:30] Sami Leborski: no stranger than I already am

[4:31] Dunnagh Scarmon: Ah, but that is by their choice, not ours.

[4:31] Dunnagh Scarmon 's searching gaze returns to rest upon the girl.

[4:32] scribe2009 Deed: Master may boy be excused to look around

[4:32] Gera Heliosense looks back

[4:32] Dunnagh Scarmon: Of course, lad- do you need a tour?

[4:32] scribe2009 Deed: No thank you Master boy was shown this mornong

[4:32] Dunnagh Scarmon nods, his eyes never having left her

[4:32] scribe2009 Deed: boy willleave you to chat

[4:33] scribe2009 Deed: enjoy your day

[4:33] scribe2009 Deed: Master Miss

[4:33] Dunnagh Scarmon smiles sardonically "We're done chatting, I think, lad..... Be well."

[4:33] Gera Heliosense: be well boy

[4:33] Dunnagh Scarmon begins to stand, gathering his things.

[4:34] Gera Heliosense: She watches him nervous

[4:34] Gera Heliosense: Are we...going home?

[4:34] Dunnagh Scarmon begins to walk past her, then stops, looking over the plaza, trying to put his words together.

[4:35] Dunnagh Scarmon removes the smoke from his mouth, still thinking.....

[4:35] Dunnagh Scarmon: His voice is quiet, subdued "I am without a home again, it seems, my love....."

[4:36] Gera Heliosense: I don't understand Master...Sir...you have a home...right over there behind the bath house...our home

[4:37] Gera Heliosense: She stares at him, her eyes burning

[4:38] Dunnagh Scarmon his voice remains level, resigned. "No. That is not my home, my sweet- it is your home. And I am not your Master. I don't know what I am anymore. And I can't stand the indecision and vagueries....."

[4:39] Dunnagh Scarmon: I am leaving you to think this through. To decide what you want.

[4:39] Gera Heliosense trembles and panick creeps up on her

[4:39] Ainsworth Gastel is Online

[4:39] Dunnagh Scarmon: I love you. You know that. And it won't ever change.

[4:39] Gera Heliosense: No..please don't ...don't leave me...I beg you

[4:40] Dunnagh Scarmon: I'm not leaving you, my love- just going away for a spell to let you think.

[4:41] Gera Heliosense: but you said our house is not your home...and it is...i love you too Master...please...don't leave me now

[4:41] Dunnagh Scarmon: I know what I want. It is time for you to decide now what you want. I can't tell you what to do, can't beat it into you.....

[4:41] Dunnagh Scarmon: You must make up your mind about who you are and who we are.

[4:41] Dunnagh Scarmon: When you decide- send me word.

[4:42] Gera Heliosense swallows and wipes her eyes:"Yes..."

[4:42] Dunnagh Scarmon reaches up a hand, cups and strokes her cheek with it, gazing into her eyes.

[4:42] Gera Heliosense: She looks back at him, tearstained begging eyes try to hold him back

[4:43] Dunnagh Scarmon: Then, with a mighty effort, pulls himself free of her hold on him.

[4:43] Dunnagh Scarmon: And heads out with a heavy heart.

[4:44] Dunnagh Scarmon pauses at the gate, wanting to look back..... but fearful that if he does he might go back to her.....
But that was not the end of that day. It was going to become even worse...

Montag, 3. Mai 2010

Some things good, some things bad

I had a nice afternoon with Sir Jani in Nayeli
Sir Io showed us his amazing house

and I had a lovely chat with Selina and Janay whil Sir Io introduced us to his new slave Jill.

So while everything runs ....well....smoothly for me....others have trouble. Moose has gone missing. People say she went mad. She burned her house, its completely gone and she runs around with a ballgown and makeshift crown , proclaiming that she is the queen of the PRG. I hope they find her soon and I hope she will be okay.

Samstag, 1. Mai 2010

A fresh breeze

Presenting my Master the fact that I won't wear a collar anymore went better than I had thought. After a brief spout of anger, he understood my reasons and agreed. It feels a little weird not being collared anymore after such a long time with a collar around my neck. I feel naked, I feel the breeze of the air on the skin of my nape and with it comes a feeling of both, vulnerability and excitement.