Something rising

Sometimes so much happens in a life that one is hardly able to grasp it all. Let alone writing it all down. Alas, the past weeks have been very stressful for me. I was arrested several times, I was punished, accused of being a liar when in fact I told the truth, I got too close to certain things, I endured Jezebel's daily verbal abuse and her atempts to make me a laughing stock. I lost my trust in Defiant and my respect for him. I spent almost two days strapped to the cross by the city gate. I think it was there when something in my head just snapped. Sure, I got through it all but something inside me is slowly changing. And I don't know where it will take me yet...