Howling with the wolves

My new office
A visit from Sir Jarethe


Life is crazy.I had left Glint as a nobody, I came back and now I have been appointed director of tourismn for the PRG. I even got my own office. Right next to Jinn's office who still works as security. Above us is an empty floor and above that comes Defiant's office before you enter the top floor where the office of Presidente Cara is.
My position therefore has changed overnight.
When I moved into my new working place I sat down at my desk and looked behind me out of the window. Below there lies Glint. I can see the walls with the barbwire. A different view. Of the town. Of all the things I have known.
On the wall right from me stands an old file cabinet. In there I have to collect names and dates of offenders. And if there aren't any offenders I have to make them. There are several ways to do that. I have instructions.
And of course, as a director of tourismn I have to greet all visitors, make them comfortable, make them stay. This is not new to me. Its exactly what I had to do when I was still a house slave here. But that was...oh...so long ago.
Sir Jarethe visited me in my office and told me something about an insurance I have to take out as I now work for the government. And because I could not produce that paper right away, he asked me to drop my skirt. Again, nothing new. I had to do that all the time when I was still a house slave. But because I am not a house slave now but a, oh so well respected director of tourismn I refused to follow his order. The result was that he cut it off my body. Ava was there and Alley and Jez, watching it all. So on my first day as a government official I was standing pressed to the wall with my skirt around my ankles and Jarethe's knife digging into my flesh. Welcome to the team, Gera. Congratulations.
I want to make this work though. I will take this chance. I know it means to change completely. But if there ever was the time for a change, it is now. When I had left Glint I was lost and my heart and mind were empty. Now I can start to fill this mind and heart with something new.

Coming home to a different city

I stood at the gate and hesitated before I slowly walked through. High walls surround the city now, with barbwire attached to the top. The sky is dark. The sun has vanished. There has been a terrible attack by the UN , I heard. The whole city was destroyed but they rebuilt it. As I walked in I saw high dark buildings. They almost reach the black skies. Here it is, the new Dark Den.

Like a road movie

When Moose and I left Glint, the sky was grey. The sun hidden by thick heavy clouds. We walked up to the docks, carried our heavy bags over to the hangar. No helicopters that day so we took the waterway. I carry determination in my battered bag. And a craving for peace of mind. When we'll come back I am sure my hair has grown and I can be again the one that I was.

Dead horse

It is over now. Everything said and done. I confessed my crime and was sentenced. La Presidente Cara was kind and understanding and I deeply regret that I had not trusted her before. Maybe none of this would have happened, had I not lost trust in her and in everybody else. I have lived here for a very long time now. I have seen three changes of government, I've seen police chiefs and security chiefs come and go. Glint is a very tough place to live. You have to be very strong and hardened up to survive here. And yet i have managed to survive here for a very long time now. I've always had my own way to cope . I embraced when I was attacked, I loved when there was hate all around me. I stuck flowers into their canons. And for a while this seemed to be working. I firmly believed that is it possible to fight ignorance and hate with love and understanding. Many times was I challenged to give up my so called naive attitude, but I always managed to keep it because I knew that in the end it helps me to survive here.
Of course an attitude like this will cause harsh reactions. Glint has many rules, it's not just about underwear and shoes. The rules are: Be strong, don't show feelings. Don't show your love, your fear, your sadness., your jealousy, your passion. If you do, people will call you a sheep. And they will lash out at you and destroy you. There is a good reason for not showing feeling. Feelings make you vulnerable and allow everybody else to control and use you.
Feelings break your neck,...your heart, ...your soul.
I should have guarded my heart better.
I should write about Alley, Defiant, Jez and Dunnagh. About how I left true love to seek out the one who broke me, how I was hurt so terribly, far worse than any punishment I have ever recieved. But I can't.
This dead horse can't be flogged no more.

Topsy-Turvy

Glint is going crazy!
So we have kidnappers in Glint. Is there a method to their madness? La presidente in a dark cell. Defiant in frilly panties, pretty in pink. Moose appointed as Chief of Security. And I still stand and smile inwardly as our world goes upside down. Alley pulled this huge weed from my front yard. Its lovely to have the sun coming in. And when my sir came home I told him: I am still Gera. Hey-Ho, here we go!

Something rising

Sometimes so much happens in a life that one is hardly able to grasp it all. Let alone writing it all down. Alas, the past weeks have been very stressful for me. I was arrested several times, I was punished, accused of being a liar when in fact I told the truth, I got too close to certain things, I endured Jezebel's daily verbal abuse and her atempts to make me a laughing stock. I lost my trust in Defiant and my respect for him. I spent almost two days strapped to the cross by the city gate. I think it was there when something in my head just snapped. Sure, I got through it all but something inside me is slowly changing. And I don't know where it will take me yet...

Something happened this morning...

Sir Xavier can be...well a little bit overbearing. Whenever he sees me , he grabs me and kisses me. This morning he was doing the same routine as always and then Jez came out of Defiant's office and this happend...
[8:41] Gera Heliosense gasps in surprise when he kisses her
[8:41] Xavier Quarrian kisses seabreeze's lips tenderly
[8:41] Gera Heliosense: "W..what was that for?"
[8:42] Xavier Quarrian: MMMM for I have been gone and I felt like kissing you.
[9:03] Xavier Quarrian places his hand on seabreeze's cheek smiling.
[9:05] Gera Heliosense: She looks up at him surprized
[9:06] Gera Heliosense: Did you catch that lawbreaker?
[9:06] Xavier Quarrian leans over once more again placing his lips onto hers
[9:07] Gera Heliosense: She gasps:" You..you're doing it again"
[9:07] Xavier Quarrian smiles
[9:07] Xavier Quarrian: No I did not catch the law breaker.
[9:08] Gera Heliosense blinks and touches her lips, blushing slightly
[9:08] Xavier Quarrian grins wraping his loving arms around seabreeze.
[9:10] Gera Heliosense: Its...uhm...quiet this morning..."she curls her hands around his wrists and feebly tries to get some distance between them:" uhm...sir...you are...very cuddly"
[9:11] Xavier Quarrian: You Seabreeze, you're very beautiful....and I am quite lonely this morning.
[9:13] Gera Heliosense: "Oh...I...thank you, sir" she observes him carefully
[9:14] Xavier Quarrian looks over to her smiling.
[9:15] Gera Heliosense: She rakes a hand through her short cropped hair, smiles back briefly and looks over to the building when Jez appears
[9:15] Gera Heliosense: Her body tenses up
[9:16] Jezebel Darkstone yawns stretching slightly carrying a bucket of dirty water with her, walks over to the grate and dumps the water into the holding cell
[9:16] Xavier Quarrian: You never need to worry about me cruel to you.
[9:17] Gera Heliosense watches Jez, totally distracted by her:" I..I ..don't worry about that, sir"
[9:17] Xavier Quarrian: What is wrong Seabreeze?
[9:18] Jezebel Darkstone straightens and looks to seabreeze, cringing at her outfit, shakes her head and walks into the laundry to put up the bucket
[9:19] Gera Heliosense: "Its..nothing...sir" She observes the demoness as she walks into the laundry
[9:19] Xavier Quarrian: hmmmm maybe I shall leave you two alone then.
[9:20] Jezebel Darkstone drops the bucket by the wash tub, then smoothes her skirt and walks back out
[9:20] Gera Heliosense looks up to him confused:" Oh no need for that, really"
[9:20] Xavier Quarrian looks at Jez winking
[9:21] Jezebel Darkstone: hello Xavier, Seabreeze " smirks slightly again looking at her outfit " i'm sure alley's going to just LOVE that outfit Seabreeze" snickers
[9:21] Xavier Quarrian chuckles...
[9:21] Xavier Quarrian: hmmm Jez are you the new maid serve of the island?
[9:22] Gera Heliosense smoothes her skirt down:" There is nothing wrong with my outfit" She observes Jezz's maid uniform and tilts her head
[9:22] Jezebel Darkstone smiles and looks down at her outfit" like it? I found it in the closet and thought it looked cute. And yes..until we get more Bonded Sluts I have to do some of the chores
[9:23] Jezebel Darkstone looks at Seabreeze " you keep telling yourself that dearie"
[9:23] Xavier Quarrian winks ..."Oh I have a chore for you Jez!"
[9:23] Gera Heliosense frowns at Jez and swallows
[9:23] Jezebel Darkstone: I thought seabreeze was doing that chore for you Xavier
[9:24] Xavier Quarrian grabbing on Jez's arm.
[9:24] Xavier Quarrian: No I think you have that pleasure of that Job!
[9:24] Gera Heliosense watches with interest what will happen next
[9:24] Jezebel Darkstone growls low in her throat raking her claws ove rhis arm " Well i am refusing it Xavier. Now let go"
[9:25] Xavier Quarrian laughs and slams Jez against the wall ingoring the fact she clawed him.
[9:25] Gera Heliosense's eyes widen and she cups her mouth
[9:27] Jezebel Darkstone hisses lashing out with her claws and feet, head bouncing against the wall as she slams her against it
[9:29] Xavier Quarrian grins placing his hands around Jez's tops ripping the fabric off to expose her breasts.
[9:35] Jezebel Darkstone growls loudly as she rips through his skin with a jerk of her head, calws going for his eyes. Feet and knees looking to land anywhere that can cause pain, pain radiating through her knee at this connection with his cup " Let me go Xavier. I will not have your filthy paws on my babies"
[9:38] Xavier Quarrian sways back grabing her wrist"Who said about babies.....I thought I would freed this succubuss slut....your body aches for it ...I can smell it.Your already soaked inn your own juices
[9:41] Jezebel Darkstone spits in his face as he grabs her wrist, tail thrashing about wildy in her anger. Give up on talking to him as she slams her horn points into his chest " what you smell is your own stench. You damb ox"
[9:45] Xavier Quarrian feeling the horns slam into his chest he feels rage building up...he back hands Jez across the face while grabbing her hair."Bitch that hurt....I thinks I shall drag you to a cross and whip you.You need to learn to be a bit more submissive."
[9:48] Gera Heliosense watches the scene with a painful expression, seeing her enemy in distress
[9:49] Gera Heliosense: Finally she straightens up and runs over, trying to grab his arm:" You can't do that, she is pregnant"
[9:49] Jezebel Darkstone snarls head whipping to the side as his hand connects with her cheek leaving a slightly redder mark on her cheek. Hands free as he grabs her hair, reaches out against raking her claws over his face" oh look at the little boi playing at big man. Going to whip the pregnant chick to teach her a leasson. Has to rape someone cause he cant get it anyother way" each word accented with a swipe of her claws and feet, the maid's outfit ripping more
[9:50] Xavier Quarrian: She pregant.....well then....if she is ...then my father will be happy...*rubs his chest groining*
[9:51] Gera Heliosense has now gotten a hold of his wrist now and bites his hand. She isn't strong but her small teeth are sharp and leave marks.
[9:52] Jezebel Darkstone snarls and jerks her head to free her hair from his hold, not seeming to mind that she's ripping her hair out " these babies aren't going to him. Now get your filthy hands off me " lashes out again just barely missing seabreeze as she can't see where she is
[9:53] Xavier Quarrian letting go of Jez....he laughs as seabreeze tries to bite him.
[9:54] Gera Heliosense backs away after she has bitten his hand, ducking a little when Jez lashes out, She frowns at him angry
[9:55] Jezebel Darkstone jerks away from him fingling her hair out of her eyes, narrows them a him" don't ever come near me again Xavier. Next time I won't be unarmed and pregnant" turns and stalks off nodding to seabreeze in a gesture of thanks.

Not surprisingly, Sir X. left after that and while I still stood there contemplating I saw Jez once more.

10:39] Jezebel Darkstone walks out of the clinic wearing borrows clothes, bruises forming already. Nods to seabreeze " you really need a better taste in clothes seabreeze." turns to leave and pauses talking over her should " oh yes..thanks"
[10:39] Gera Heliosense nods and watches her go, looking down on herself thoughtfully...