Girls Talk

There is a new bar in Glint. Its a biker's joint and belongs to the people from he Breeding Grounds. Aurora and I went there today and had a good girls talk. About my...uhm secret yearning, about being a house slave, about Masters...

Sir JareThe's new torture toy...

...Its evil and you can push different buttons . One button releases spikes that are forced trough the victim. He had strapped a shoe wearer to it. And the show began. The gathering spot was full of people so the audiance was rather large. Sir Chy was there too. He couldn't watch it and I couldn't watch it either. So I got up and asked Sir JareThe for mercy for the girl, who was actually a Shemale. I didn't realize that I acted stupid, putting myself into danger by standing right in front of the girl. Well...the girl survived it and was even aided afterwards by Sir JareThe who gave her a potion made from his own blood. Manix blood. She was seemingly tougher than I thought, she walked off as if nothing had happened, without her shoes, mind you.
Afterwards Sir Chy scolded me for putting myself into danger like that and he spanked my bare bottom right there at the gathering spot. I deserved it. And I promised to be more careful and to act wiser next time. Its something I find hard to do sometimes. Glint can be such a tough place. And I can't bear watching girls being tortured. Sir JareThe is a twisted soul. Always nice and well mannered but his mind is dark and cruel sometimes. It makes me shudder.

What if...

They have rebuild the cave in Nayeli. It is now a place for giving birth. As a midwife I am pleased about that. As a midwife....yes....and as a woman? It certainly made me think. What if....but better not think about that yet. Not yet...

Meeting the new neighbors

Today I had my first real contact to one of the members of "Breeding grounds", the people we share our beautiful Glint with now. Sir Chysamere Ishtari is a very charismatic Master who talks well and seems rather dominant in his manners. But his manners are well. I came to their relaxation aera while they talked about Glint and how difficult they find it to understand our land and laws. So I asked if I could help.
Sir Chysamere said: please sit down and let us finish our conversation before you intrude Gera" then he snapped his fingers at me and motioned on the ground next to him "Over here, I dont like to yell when I'm having a conversation" I was very overwhelmed by that but he was quite right. So I sat next to him and he asked me about our rules, about our land and about La Presidente and us Houseslaves and I answered his questions. He was very charming throughout. Listened to me, caressed my cheek and was just really nice to me. I hope we can soon greet him in Glint. He made an impression on me. If all people from the Breeding Grounds are as nice as him then we will all gain something and profit from this union.

Respect

I had such an eventful day today. First Sir Dunnagh took me shopping for a collar. And we picked out a nice lace choker that I will be wearing for our collaring ceremony.










Later I met sir Io. He is theMaster of my best friend Lynn. We took a walk to the trailer park that belongs to "breeding grounds", then we visited the new tree house. Incidently we met Sir Mephisto and Elvira! there. She is his slave, fancy that. I've told him about her crime towards my sir and he promised to think up a suitable punishment for her. Sir Io and I walked on and had a wonderful talk. And he said he would never touch me out of respect for Sir Dunnagh and then he said something that made me blush with pride: You have come far Gera, you are YT's midwife, and are highly thought of by the other girls. I never thought that a Master would tell me such a thing one day.










Getting respect is a wonderful thing. We walked to the gathering spot and it was funny because the topic of conversation was respect. Ava said that it is entirely possible for a slave to be respected. And Sir Mephisto walked by and offered me a girl named Lu to serve me, as a little token of apology for Elvira. Now I am no good with dominating so I contented myself by letting her sit with me.










Then Heather appeared:
heather Marenwolf looks around examining each person
heather Marenwolf chuckles as she sees sunrise
Lea Zdychava softly fondles sunrise's thigh
Gera Heliosense glares at Heather
Vala Renfold sees the glare and raises an eyebrow
heather Marenwolf smirks and then smiles showing her perfect teeth
Nano Siemens whipsers in V's ear
Vala Renfold leans into Nano and listens
Gera Heliosense: thank you Lu
heather Marenwolf: "so sunrise...how is the master " lets the last word hang in the air
Gera Heliosense takes a deep breath:" My master is well ....Heather"
heather Marenwolf grins "oh i am very good to hear that he is in good health "
Vala Renfold smiles kindly at sunrise, "Your Master is a lovely man sunrise"
Gera Heliosense: yes V thank you he is
Gera Heliosense: and yes heather , he is in good health
heather Marenwolf almost chokes trying to hold back a cough mixed with laughter

Later she aimed with her bow at Ava just for fun. And when asked why on earth she wanted to shoot Ava or anyone for that matter, she answered " because there hasn't been a good brawl for a while".

She won't stop. She shows no respect. And maybe that will be her downfall in the end.

Jealousy or the bravery of embracing a much scorned upon feeling

A few days ago I was strolling around, passed the emigration office and there on the monitor I saw my beloved sir in the middle of doing a "medical" on a woman. It is after all his job to issue out slut visas. I was stunned, walked to the gathering spot like a lost puppy and in the end I sat down in front of the passport building, where upstairs my sir was with another woman. I could hear them, and like a sucker for punishment I stayed there, curled up and cried. Butterfly came to comfort me:" But he loves you, don't forget about that".
Yes, Sir Dunnagh is a man after all and he is only doing his job. And its not so much different from the vocation I follow as a house slave. And he, Dunnagh would never want to see me with another man either. Jealousy hurts.
I could have walked away and ignore it but I wanted to stay there, close to them while they indulged in each other. Jealousy is a feeling not accepted in the republic of Glint. It is said to destroy Master/sub relations. So why do I let jealousy invade my soul? The answer is very simple. It belongs to my love for him, just as happiness and passion. It is in those lonely moments of jealousy when I feel the closest to him. When I realize how much I need him. When I feel that I am nothing without my sir. And that in the end gives me a vibe of those wonderful sacred feelings of my love for him. I get into a state where I feel like Melisande in this opera by Debussy. I am unhappy but I am happy. And I embrace my jealousy like a crying child, because it belongs to me. It is how I love , a part of our love, a part of my passion for him. It is a wise reminder never to take love for granted. Because love ain't for keeping. So be happy and be sad and love...

Changes

There are a lot of changes lately in Glint. With the addition of Breeding grounds we get a lot more new people.
And I miss the people who used to be here and now they never come anymore. Like sir Jake, Sir Ulric but most of all my friend Lynn. I wonder where she is now...
Miss Heather came to the gathering spot... and I almost had another fight with her. Willow was on my side.