My current life in a nutshell

Mother, Midwife, Houseslave, Submissive, Trainee...
I fill many roles.
Ma'am trains me to become a better slave.
She feeds my beast.
Master gives me all his attention to become a good submissive.
I am not unhappy, sometimes happy...maybe slightly overworked.
Many things didn't turn out the way I wanted them to turn out. Other things are only just beginning to grow and take on shape.

Love is to be cruel to be kind

Dunnagh Scarmon pointedly ignores her attempt to catch his eye, knowing it will only weaken him from the duty he must perform. He takes a half step back and studies the ugly red marks now flaring out on her left cheek and nods slightly with satisfaction before stepping around to her other side and laying his left hand gently on her right cheek, saying, with odd gentleness in his voice though his face remains in a stern scowl "Three for each day you neglected your Master, Gera."
Gera Heliosense whimpers more but through teary eyes she looks at him and understands, understands why he must do this, She nods, whispering: yes Master, the welts on her skin burn like fire, and at the same time she feels she never loved him more...
My offence had been that I had neglected to give my Master a full report of each day I spend without him. Afterwards he took me in his arms, soothed me and said:"You are a good girl, Gera - the best - and to keep you that way I must not continue spoiling you...I see that now." I was never loved more. I felt elated and cleansed. I am not a machochist. I do not enjoy pain, I fear it. But...Its the reason behind the punishment that makes me almost crave it. And the reason is love.

Ma'am is taking good care of me

YT Recreant: each but: 5 lashes with the whip or flogger

[7:41] YT Recreant: each "too far away" 5 lashes per meter

[7:41] YT Recreant: ok?

[7:42] A. nods. "Yes Ma'am.:

[7:42] Gera Heliosense: Yes Ma'Am

[7:42] YT Recreant nods slowly "the point is, it will be a bit stressful if i need the one to count up your mistakes - so, i value of course if Ava points out sunrises and vice versa"

[7:43] A. nods. "I will be glad to help, Ma'am."

[7:43] YT Recreant: good, then, let us walk to Nayeli, too many guys here

[7:44] A.: yes Ma'am

[7:50] YT Recreant: our fields of gold

[7:50] YT Recreant smiles

[7:50] Gera Heliosense: so beautiful here

[7:50] YT Recreant: but i just started, so, it is far from being ready

[7:50] Jacobius Bravin: Was going to take a short step off of a big rock, so thanks

[7:51] YT Recreant: :)

[7:51] A. smiles, It feels very private

[7:51] YT Recreant: yeah, and you both earned your fist lashes

[7:51] Jacobius Bravin: What's the vision? Milk-maids and stable-hands?

[7:51] Gera Heliosense: why Ma'am?

[7:51] A. eeps and scoots closer

[7:51] YT Recreant: well, sunrise, Ava knew why

[7:52] YT Recreant: and you, you are again focussed on your primal needs, glueing at jakes pelvic bone

[7:52] A.: My apologies Ma'am. I didn't want to crowd you while you spoke to Master Jake. It won't happen again.

[7:52] YT Recreant: and well, Jake, surprise what i wil do here ;) in fact, i do not know yet ;) i always go with the flow there

[7:53] YT Recreant shakes her head, looking at sunrise "what made you so unfocussed?"

[7:53] Jacobius Bravin eyes Gera, "You've gotten your figure back remarkably quickly. Been doing Pilates?"

[7:53] Gera Heliosense: I don't know Ma'am...I am just born that way

[7:54] YT Recreant snickesr at Jake "oh, she does excercises - but, you will see sooner or later"

[7:54] A. giggles and coughs and puts on a straight face

[7:54] Gera Heliosense: and yes Master Jake...I am lucky

[7:55] Jacobius Bravin grins, "When her milk production start, my nymph?"

[7:55] YT Recreant: lucky, yes? where did i put my flogger?

[7:55] A. curls her feet over her butt nervously

[7:55] YT Recreant smiles at Jake "she tastes quite well, but i prefer to keep it a private "brew"

[7:56] Gera Heliosense glares a t Jake for a brief second

[7:56] Jacobius Bravin nods, "Those breasts could do with a regular pumping. The water supply is clean again?"

[7:56] Gera Heliosense: but quickly resumes her pose

[7:57] YT Recreant: oh, yes, and now sunrise, you just doubled your count

[7:57] YT Recreant: glaring around yes?

[7:57] Jacobius Bravin nods, "She does need re-education, my nymph"

[7:57] Gera Heliosense blushes and swallows:" Yes Ma'Am"

[7:57] A. smiles up at Master Jake, "Master Jarethe said the levels are almost back to normal, Master Jake."

[7:57] A.: *levels in the water

[7:58] YT Recreant: badly, Jake, so so badly, yesterday we were at a gorean market - and you know these markets have their own smell, bosk and stuff... still.... i was constantly having a certain scent lingering around

[7:58] YT Recreant grins at sunrise and looks in the field "i dropped it here somewhere"

[7:58] A. scampers after Ma'am

[7:58] Jacobius Bravin grins, "A pity about that, Ava. Hope he saved some of the extract"

[7:58] Gera Heliosense whispers:" Please

[7:58] YT Recreant: ahh here! /picking up the flogger

[7:59] A. grins, "Don't worry, I've...errm, oh look Ma'am, there it is!"

[7:59] YT Recreant: please what?

[7:59] Gera Heliosense: please don't tell Master Jake womanly stuff

[7:59] YT's flogger is now aimed at Gera Heliosense.

[7:59] YT Recreant smiles at sunrise "you do trust me, do you?"

[7:59] Jacobius Bravin: Is that what you used to clear this patch?

[7:59] A. dips her head down a little as Ma'am holds the flogger

[8:00] YT Recreant: yes, was quite some work, i should use slaves for that next time

[8:00] Gera Heliosense: yes i trust you Ma'am

[8:00] YT Recreant: then do not tell me what i should do or not do, in here it is you who is the beast, not me, so who leads?

[8:00] Gera Heliosense: You lead Ma'am

[8:00] YT Recreant: stand up and bend over

[8:01] Gera Heliosense: ghbendover

[8:02] A. wiggles and bends low to the ground, trying to look well behaved.

[8:02] YT Recreant whipes the hairs off her back and looks at the exposed skin "a pity"

[8:02] Gera Heliosense awaits her punishment with a beating heart

[8:02] YT Recreant: do you know how to receive a punishment, sunrise?

[8:02] Jacobius Bravin runs his hand over Gera's ass, "Still nice muscle tone"

[8:02] Gera Heliosense: no Ma'am...Master never punishes me

[8:02] YT Recreant shakes her head in soft disbelief "oh my, i should collar him too maybe, however, here is how:

[8:02] YT Recreant: you will count

[8:02] YT Recreant: you will say thank you

[8:03] YT Recreant: you will beg for one more

[8:03] YT Recreant: ok?

[8:03] Gera Heliosense: yes Ma'Am

[8:03] A. takes off her bow and lays it to the side, to expose her back and butt.

[8:03] YT's flogger: YT delivers a light blow on Gera Heliosense's ass.

[8:03] Gera Heliosense: OW!...uhm...one

[8:03] Jacobius Bravin steps back, "Don't swing too hard, my nymph. Need to look after yourself"

[8:04] A. whispers urgently, "Say thank you!"

[8:04] Gera Heliosense: thank....you

[8:04] YT Recreant coughs, smiles to Jake and then pats sunrise' shoulder "did i hear a certain uncertainity, as in "uhm" ?

[8:04] Gera Heliosense: no Ma'am

[8:04] YT Recreant: liar

[8:04] YT Recreant: we start over

[8:04] Gera Heliosense cringes

[8:04] YT's flogger: YT delivers a light blow on Gera Heliosense's ass.

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[8:05] Gera Heliosense: ONE!!!!

[8:05] Gera Heliosense: THANK YOU!

[8:05] YT Recreant sighs "you do not need to shout - i am not deaf, yet"

[8:05] Jacobius Bravin waits

[8:05] Gera Heliosense: okay...

[8:05] YT Recreant: okay???

[8:05] A. eeps, "Oooh, lawd."

[8:05] YT Recreant: are we here at a fast food restaurant where you talk to the waitress???

[8:06] Jacobius Bravin looks up, "Still missing something"

[8:06] YT Recreant: did you say OKAY???????

[8:06] Gera Heliosense: yes Ma'am...I mean I am sorry Ma'am

[8:06] YT Recreant: good, this is a tad better

[8:06] YT Recreant: so, what comes next?

[8:07] Gera Heliosense looks over her shoulder...You...release me Ma'am?

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[8:07] YT Recreant: ah, yes, sure.. of course.....

[8:07] YT Recreant: YOU ARE KIDDING ME

[8:07] A. groans softly into the ground

[8:07] Gera Heliosense jumps and cringes

[8:07] YT Recreant takes deep breaths and counts silently herself to 10

[8:07] YT Recreant: you are suposed to beg for the next one

[8:07] Jacobius Bravin grips Gera's hair, shaking her head gently, "You're really asking for it, by not begging for it"

[8:07] A. raises her hand nervously, "Maybe I should go first..."

[8:08] YT Recreant snorts at Ava "smartass, yes? i made sure i think about beast and leader!"

[8:08] A. shuts up and munches on the grass nervously

[8:08] YT Recreant: we start over, sunrise

[8:08] Gera Heliosense looks at sir Jake with big eyes then back to Ma'am. "Yes Ma'am please give me another one, please Ma'am"

[8:08] YT Recreant: yeah, we start at one

[8:08] YT Recreant: now focus

[8:08] YT's flogger: YT delivers a light blow on Gera Heliosense's ass.

[8:09] Gera Heliosense: One

[8:09] Gera Heliosense: Thank you, Ma'am

[8:09] Tara Bergan is Online

[8:09] YT Recreant waits

[8:09] Gera Heliosense: Please another Ma'am

[8:09] YT Recreant nods "you know, sunrise -....

[8:09] YT Recreant: next time, a full sentence will do, as in "may i have lease another one, ma'am"

[8:09] Jacobius Bravin sighs, "I think she's got it"

[8:09] YT Recreant: *please

[8:10] YT Recreant: yeah, Jake, slowly, but then aagain, being as horny as she is 24/7, i would have trouvle concentrating too

[8:10] Jacobius Bravin: Needs a few more to get the idea, though

[8:10] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.

[8:10] Gera Heliosense: I am not horny all the time Ma'Am...I just ...only with certain things

[8:10] YT Recreant: [8:10] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.

[8:11] Jacobius Bravin grins, "The smell at the market was Gera? Looking at the male slaves?"

[8:11] A. giggles

[8:11] YT Recreant: it was definetly someone in a need, telling so by spreading her scent, yes

[8:11] Gera Heliosense: OWWWWWW!!!*she sobs iin pain

[8:11] Gera Heliosense: tha..thank ..you Ma'am...one...please can I have another

[8:12] YT Recreant picks some wheat from the flogger, and shakes her head

[8:12] YT Recreant: we were at two, sweetie

[8:12] Gera Heliosense sobs

[8:12] YT Recreant: try again

[8:12] Jacobius Bravin grins, "Not any more, we're not"

[8:12] Gera Heliosense: I am sorry...two..thank you...please can I have another Ma'am

[8:12] YT Recreant: nay, i would need 50 starts overs, and then Tara has to mend her skin afterwards

[8:13] YT Recreant: sure, sunrise, now comes number three, ok? trois, drei, three, understood?

[8:13] YT's flogger: YT pulls back and brutally lashes the flogger against Gera Heliosense.

[8:14] Jacobius Bravin smiles, "A good upper body workout for you though, my nymph. Keep those arms nicely toned"

[8:14] YT Recreant: yeah, but soon i will find other means to punish them, i do not want to look like a body builder

[8:15] Jacobius Bravin's eyes drop to her waist, lifting to smile into hers again

[8:15] Gera Heliosense sobs loudly:" 3..thankyou..please another, Ma'am

[8:15] YT Recreant nods "yes, of course, sweetie"

[8:16] YT's flogger: YT swings the flogger at Gera Heliosense with an intense blow.

[8:16] Gera Heliosense: 4..thank you...please another Ma'am

[8:16] Gera Heliosense sobas her heart out in between, wiping her face

[8:16] YT Recreant smiles and let sthe flogger slowly slide over her back, then lifts it again. and....

[8:16] YT's flogger: YT swings the flogger at Gera Heliosense with an intense blow.

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[8:17] Jacobius Bravin watches with interest, "Her cheeks do color nicely. Both sets"

[8:17] A. listens to the counting, knowing her time is coming soon, and her stomach twists into knots in apprehension.

[8:17] Gera Heliosense: 5! thank you......M...Ma'am..m..m..more please. She hads trouble holding herself up and her legs shake

[8:17] YT Recreant: true, earlier she even blushed when i stated the fact that she is a beast - i hope she will get over that

[8:18] YT Recreant shrugs "no sunrise, we said 5, and you will keep it at 5, now clean my flogger and kiss it

[8:19] Gera Heliosense: ghrelease

[8:19] Gera Heliosense: She brushes her hand over the flogger and kisses it, she sways from side to side, ready to collaps

[8:19] YT Recreant: kneel Ava

[8:20] A.: Yes Ma'am.

[8:20] A. kneels up and peers up at Ma'am.

[8:20] Hug & Kiss Animator 1.2: YT Recreant invited you to a couple animation, choose 'yes' to accept

[8:20] Hug & Kiss Animator 1.2: say /50stop to stop the animation prematurely

[8:20] YT Recreant: you know, sunrise, you should learn how to focus

[8:20] Gera Heliosense: yes Ma'Am

[8:21] YT Recreant: now assume your position

[8:21] Gera Heliosense: ghbracelets

[8:21] YT Recreant: i will have to look after something meanwhile Ava will treat your wounds, or Tara if she is around

[8:21] YT Recreant: when i am back we continue

[8:21] Jacobius Bravin: Might put Gera on her knees and let her focus on something of mine

[8:21] A.: Yes Ma'am

[8:22] YT Recreant: see you later, jake

[8:22] YT Recreant: *Jake

[8:22] Gera Heliosense sobs quietly,

[8:22] Jacobius Bravin kisses her softly, "Don't work too hard, my nymph"

[8:22] Gera Heliosense: whimpering over her sore ass

[8:22] YT Recreant: nay, i think Ava wil be easierr

[8:22] A. gently pats Gera onto her hands and knees, looking in the quiver of arrows she laid aside. "Let me see, hun."

[8:23] Gera Heliosense nods and shows Ava her buttocks

[8:23] YT Recreant tosses the flogger into the field "i will be back" ((and TPs home totally badly OOC wise :) ))

[8:23] A. smiles, stroking her hair comfortingly as she pulls out a tube of cream with her free hand. She holds the cap in her teeth and twists it off with one hand.

[8:24] Gera Heliosense weeps gently and she feels a strange joy...the flogging...as painful as it was..has lifted her mind to heaven

[8:24] Jacobius Bravin: Later you two. I'll find some other cream for that ass of yours, Gera

[8:25] A. stops stroking her hair, and uses both hands to squeeze the cool cream from the bottle. She smiles up at Master Jake. "Take care Sir."

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[8:25] Gera Heliosense: she sighs in relief when Ava aplies the cream and looks at Jake blankly when he makes his inuendo

A Gorean Master in Glint

Today My Sir and I talked to illisan Firehawk. He is a new Master at the Den, and he is a Gorean

The Wedding of Lady Nest and joy

The proud father

It's a boy!

Yesterday, at 4:50 pm I gave birth to a healthy big baby boy. At last he is here. Ma'am was with me. Also Dr. Tara, slut, Ava, Aurora and...two more girls...Sadly my beloved sir couldn't be here for his birth but I await him every moment now. Then he can hold his first born, his son Aindreas Dunnagh Scarmon. We are in the paper! A reporter from the DDI took our picture. http://darkden-in-sl.blogspot.com/2009/08/congratulations-aindreas-dunnagh.html I am too excited to write more. Here are some photos:

How to transform a Gorean into a boi

Ma'am can do this in a matter of minutes. I was present when Sir KC, a Gorean Master who was hoping to win Ma'ams heart, was collared by Ma'am.
We had teased him with several hints, he didn't take them. So one, two, three...strip, kneel, boi...and Sir KC was no more.

Relationships

There were unusual many people at the gathering spot. Ava was being punshed by her Master. She had pulled off the barbwire from his boot and so Master Riddick made her strip and go on her hands and knees so that we all may get a good view of her lovely behind. Then he made her wrap new barbwire around his boot with her bare hands. My, she was bleeding. I must have looked upset watching her in despair because Sir Bremen came to me and whisked me away.
"You should not see that in your condition", he said. So I stayed safe in Sir Bremen's arms, a bit away in the bar and we talked about how the Den changed lately and how we miss the old days. He said he hardly can get a slave nowadays. HIs trips here are not so worthwhile anymore. We talked for quite some time then he hugged me tightly and was on his way. When I returned to the gathering spot, Master Ridick was busy shoving something long into poor Avas little openening, I don't know which one. She begged for his finger but he wouldn't give it to her. I watched them for a while and thought , how marvelous their relationship is. They are friends, lovers, devoted to each other and yet they also manage to keep up a rather tight and trueful Master/Slave union. He thinks nothing of humiliating her in public. She obeys willingly to him even though she is also his equal in many ways. Isn't that the perfect relationship for a Master and slave in Glint?
I went home pondering about it and about my own life. I had told Sir Bremen that the Den is my home. He replied, your home is where your Master and future child will be. I suppose I will lead a double life once i gave birth. That of a mother and wife to my Sir and that of a houseslave and willing submissive to the PRG and my Master.

Visitors

I had another surprise visit from my Sir. And thrn Ma'am came a couple of times and Mistress Vala.

Whats new?

So what's new? Hooker is responisble for the toilet paper shortage in Glint and Cuba and there is a Mammoth sleeping right next to the gathering circle. I lost my respect for one of the Masters in Glint and I spend a lot of time with my beloved Ma'am.
And I miss my sir.
Terrible.
My delivery date is only days away...

Prenatal depression

[4:07] Gera Heliosense: welcome to our home, my midwife
[4:07] Rhea Habilis: thank you sunrise
[4:07] Gera Heliosense: please won't you take a seat?
[4:07] Rhea Habilis: it's a beautiful house
[4:08] Rhea Habilis: i have Her portrait in my cell
[4:08] Rhea Habilis: i should stay kneeling sunrise
[4:08] Gera Heliosense: yo do? yes I also wanted her portrait*she smiles melancholical
[4:08] Rhea Habilis: what is it sunrise?
[4:08] Rhea Habilis: you're sad
[4:12] Gera Heliosense: I don't know...we got this beautiful home now, Master paid a surprise visit last night, we will have a baby soon...and I...maybe I am ungrateful but...I feel so...vulnerable and sad...and so terrible lonely...its as if...I sometimes hardly talk to anybody for days...and then I bury myself here in the house...and Master Ulric and Master Jake.. maybe they don't like pregnant women...but they are always rude to me...and when they see me they turn the other way...and nobody I used to know comes here
anymore...and I feel lonely..and it hurts when they make comments about me.."She burst all this out in a single sentence and tears well up in her eyes
[4:13] Rhea Habilis takes your ankle and rubs the swollen tissue
[4:13] Rhea Habilis: men!
[4:14] Gera Heliosense: I know I am ugly and horrible to look at now but still...
[4:14] Rhea Habilis: they turn away from you
[4:14] Rhea Habilis: ugly?
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[4:14] Rhea Habilis: no precious sunrise
[4:14] Gera Heliosense: I don't know but everytime I come across them, they leave...as if..they rather not see me
[4:14] Rhea Habilis: of all the folks here there is no one more lovely than you
[4:15] Gera Heliosense: no thats not true...I hate this pregnancy
[4:15] Rhea Habilis: they can't fathom a pregnant woman
[4:15] Rhea Habilis: ah sunrise
[4:15] Rhea Habilis: its funny that now is when i tell you this
[4:15] Rhea Habilis: how beautiful i
[4:15] Rhea Habilis: how beautiful i find you
[4:16] Gera Heliosense cries now and wipes her eyes:"really?"
[4:16] Rhea Habilis: now i can say it easily
[4:16] Rhea Habilis: because we are close
[4:16] Rhea Habilis: no one is more pretty
[4:16] Rhea Habilis: and men
[4:16] Rhea Habilis: they can't have you now
[4:16] Rhea Habilis: boys really
[4:17] Rhea Habilis: so short sighted
[4:17] Rhea Habilis: you really hate the pregnancy?
[4:18] Rhea Habilis continues the slow massage of your ankle and calf
[4:19] Gera Heliosense wipes her nose and swallows:" I don't know...maybe...maybe its just taking too long...I just feel so....ugly..and it seems others do feel that too...so the avoid me...I may be stupid, butterfly...forgive me...I don't want to cry...I should be happy....I don't know what is happeneing to me"
[4:19] Rhea Habilis: poor friend
4:33] Rhea Habilis: ssshhhh
[4:33] Rhea Habilis: its fine
[4:34] Gera Heliosense wipes her tears
[4:34] Rhea Habilis: Rhea Habilis: it is a lot of pressure on you
[4:19] Rhea Habilis: it is a long wait
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: i will tell you
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: honestly
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: you are very very beautiful
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: right now
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: ok?
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: more than ever
[4:20] Rhea Habilis: soon, this will be over for you
[4:21] Rhea Habilis: the baby needs you strong
[4:34] Rhea Habilis: hee
[4:36] Rhea Habilis: i have a question
[4:36] Gera Heliosense: yes...thank you butterfly...your words sooth me...I just..how much longer? ...Maybe I am overdue?...maybe you could induce the birth?"She looks up with big eyes, completely unlogical in her thinking
[4:36] Gera Heliosense: what question?
[4:36] Rhea Habilis: it will come soon
[4:36] Rhea Habilis: my question is kind of personal
[4:37] Rhea Habilis: did those men you mentioned - did you serve them before?
[4:38] Rhea Habilis: you dont have to answer that
[4:38] Gera Heliosense: only Master Jake...I never served Master Ulric...he interrogated me when I came here but nothing else...so ...what are you trying to say?
[4:39] Rhea Habilis: they can't have you now
[4:39] Rhea Habilis: and they know they can't
[4:39] Rhea Habilis: so sometimes people act like that
[4:39] Rhea Habilis: when they can't have something they want
[4:40] Rhea Habilis: but i won't induce you sunrise
[4:40] Rhea Habilis: you are still early
[4:40] Gera Heliosense: But...but...is that a reason to become so...cold? and treat me like...as if I am...do you really think so?
[4:40] Rhea Habilis: yes i believe it
[4:41] Gera Heliosense: hm...maybe..."she wipes her nose
[4:41] Rhea Habilis: poor thing
[4:41] Rhea Habilis: and with your Master away.....
[4:41] Rhea Habilis: its very hard
[4:42] Gera Heliosense: Yes, and I miss him...and I should be glad for he came last night...he interuppted his trip and came to see me...so I should feel glad...I am so ungrateful
[4:42] Rhea Habilis: oh sunrise
[4:43] Rhea Habilis: you need him here now
[4:43] Rhea Habilis: it's very normal
[4:45] Gera Heliosense: yes..."She smiles sadly:" I am so naive...I thought being a midwife myself I should fly though this pregnancy easily...and now...I experience things I've read in books but I never thought it would happen to me...prenatal depression
[4:45] Rhea Habilis: well so many factors are in play for you now
[4:45] Rhea Habilis: if you look closely at each one
[4:46] Rhea Habilis: you'll see how these little things that bother you become one big problem and depress you
[4:46] Rhea Habilis: and no one is here for you
[4:46] Gera Heliosense: yes..exactly..this is what it feels like..it ads up
[4:46] Rhea Habilis: of course it does sunrise
[4:49] Rhea Habilis: if your Master was here these little things would stay little i bet
[4:51] Gera Heliosense: yes..if he was here , he would tell me that all is well, that I am beautiful and that he is proud of me....yes...I wish he was here
[4:52] Gera Heliosense: Thank you butterfly...you are a good midwife to me...this talk helped a lot
[4:52] Rhea Habilis: i know that feeling and youmust believe he is whispering those things in your ear
[4:53] Gera Heliosense: yes
[4:53] Rhea Habilis: i'm sure he is
[4:53] Rhea Habilis: don't be sad sunrise
[4:54] Gera Heliosense nods and tries a smile
[4:54] Rhea Habilis: it's easy to say
[4:54] Gera Heliosense: I will try not to be so whiny
[4:54] Rhea Habilis: with me you can!
[4:54] Rhea Habilis: heehee
[4:54] Gera Heliosense smiles softly:"Yes with you I can"
[4:54] Rhea Habilis: honest
[4:55] Gera Heliosense: yes...thank you butterfly
[4:55] Rhea Habilis: its good to tell someone
[4:55] Rhea Habilis: oh i am so happy to help you
[4:55] Gera Heliosense: yes it feels as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders
[4:55] Rhea Habilis: it's a great pleasure for me
[4:55] Rhea Habilis: good sunrise!
[4:56] Gera Heliosense: "Now" she wipes her face" would you like to see the crib before you are off to see Ma'am?"
[4:56] Rhea Habilis: oh yes please
[4:56] Gera Heliosense: okay
[4:57] Narda Zepp is Offline
[4:57] Gera Heliosense: there!
[4:57] Rhea Habilis: oooooo
[4:57] Rhea Habilis: that is special!
[4:57] Rhea Habilis: so cute!
[4:57] Gera Heliosense: its a gorean crib actually*she giggles*
[4:58] Rhea Habilis: goodness!
[4:58] Gera Heliosense: yeah...
[4:58] Rhea Habilis: it will be soon
[4:58] Rhea Habilis: and the babywill cry for you
[4:59] Rhea Habilis: all the time!
[4:59] Rhea Habilis giggles
[4:59] Gera Heliosense: it looks so small....I hope my baby will fit into it"she smiles and pats her huge tummy"yes and I will have sleeples nights
[4:59] Gera Heliosense: and I won't have time to worry about other people
[4:59] Rhea Habilis: right!
[4:59] Rhea Habilis: this is a lovely home
[4:59] Gera Heliosense: ghmenu
[5:00] Gera gives Rhea a big hug.
[5:00] Gera Heliosense: thank you
[5:00] Rhea Habilis: welcome sunrise
[5:00] Gera Heliosense: ghbracelets
[5:01] Rhea Habilis: i'll try to be here for you when i can
[5:01] Gera Heliosense: yes I know
[5:01] Long Range: YT Recreant [89m]
[5:01] Rhea Habilis: She's coming, i think
[5:01] Rhea Habilis: yes
[5:01] Close Range: YT Recreant [35m]
[5:01] Chat Range: YT Recreant [16m]
[5:01] Gera Heliosense: oh wonderful
[5:01] Gera Heliosense: Ma'am? we are up here in the bedroom
[5:02] YT Recreant: ahhh
[5:02] YT Recreant smiles wide
[5:02] YT Recreant: hi girls ;)
[5:02] Rhea Habilis: hello my Ma'am
[5:03] Gera Heliosense: hello dear Ma'am
[5:03] Rhea gives YT a big hug.
[5:03] YT Recreant: *muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak*
[5:03] Gera gives YT a big hug
[5:03] Gera Heliosense: mmmm
[5:03] YT Recreant: and, how are the two of you?
[5:04] Rhea Habilis: very well Ma'am! how are You Ma'am?
[5:04] YT Recreant smiles and clips a leash at butterflys collar
[5:04] Gera Heliosense: well... was sad and crying but butterfly made me smile again
[5:04] YT Recreant: i am fine too
[5:04] YT Recreant: ohh, what happened, my sunrise?
[5:04] Gera Heliosense: uhm..I think Ive got prenatal depression
[5:05] YT Recreant nods slowly and caresses her hair "yeah, that can be bitchy"

A surprise visit

All day I have been working on our house, eager to get everything done for Masters return. Then, as night fell, a man stood outside and glanced up with sparkling eyes of wonder. Yes, it was HIM. My Master had come away from his duties to pay me a surprise visit in th middle of the night. We shared almost am hour together before he had to go. Oh I count the days. Only another week now until he will be back. And then our new life can start...

Just two girls talking...

[0:09] lacey Flinders: shall i pop out a couch for us to sit on?
[0:10] Gera Heliosense: yes please
[0:13] lacey Flinders: there we go!
[0:13] lacey Flinders: i'd love to hear how you and Sir dunn met, sunrise
[0:14] Gera Heliosense: well...
[0:14] Vala Renfold is Online
[0:15] Gera Heliosense: I was a naive tourist and he was already a man of influence here in Glint...he was a bounty hunter too...anyway we met one afternoon and he and Ava were teasing each other
[0:16] lacey Flinders smiles, listening
[0:16] Gera Heliosense: because Ava had been naughty to him and he punished her for it...with burning her with his cigar....I thought he was charming yet a little dark too
[0:17] lacey Flinders grins
[0:17] Gera Heliosense: a few days later I asked him for help because I needed a visa
[0:18] Gera Heliosense: well...he said he would get me a visa after a proper examination...I was so naive...and...during that examination he...took my virginity...and from then on it just went fast to love
[0:18] lacey Flinders smiles
[0:19] Gera Heliosense: how did you and Master Marvin meet?
[0:19] lacey Flinders: You were meant to be together!
[0:19] Gera Heliosense: aww
[0:20] lacey Flinders chuckles "i was lost, trying to find my way back home. i came across Master - or He came across me....
[0:20] lacey Flinders: i have to tell you that i have been in service as a slave for a long time.
[0:21] lacey Flinders: i have always had a personal rule of never accepting a collar quickly. In the past, the potential Master and i would spend a lot of time together over a period of time before i would take a collar.
[0:22] lacey Flinders: Anyway, Master and i met, and He brought me to Glint - to ce's house, and we had a long talk.
[0:23] lacey Flinders: W/we discovered that W/we had a lot of commonalities, and i just felt so comfortable with Him from the start.
[0:23] lacey Flinders: He offered me His collar at the end of the discussion, and i accepted.
[0:23] Gera Heliosense nods
[0:23] Gera Heliosense: so you...were not intimate until then?
[0:24] xx Reyes is Offline
[0:24] lacey Flinders: i shocked myself, actually! It didn't take too long for us to become incredibly close. Then one day, we were talking, and we both said that we had something we needed to tell the other person
[0:25] lacey Flinders: and we both said that we loved the other person.
[0:25] lacey Flinders blushes "We weren't intimate before i accepted His collar, no. i broke that rule of mine, too!"
[0:26] lacey Flinders: The first time we were, though, it was sheer perfection - and it has continued every time since.
[0:27] lacey Flinders: It is like we are clones of the other, sunrise - He knows my thoughts before i do, and vice versa
[0:27] Gera Heliosense: oh that is so romantic....*she smiles , then crunches her nose:"Whereas Master Dunnagh and I were like animals...we were like kids hiding under the table once the adults leave the room...we indulged in passion all the time....but you were...so sweet and...so proper even though you broke your rule
[0:27] lacey Flinders grins "well, maybe not proper....."
[0:27] Gera Heliosense: This is what they call soulmates...Master Marvin and you
[0:29] lacey Flinders: we definitely are soulmates, sunrise, as i suspect you and Sir Dunn are as well.
[0:30] Gera Heliosense: yes ...hm I think Master Dunn and I are in a way too yes...it just clicked
[0:30] lacey Flinders nods "i bet you are!"
[0:30] lacey Flinders: So, i never had a visa, instead, i had papers of importation
0:48] lacey Flinders: Glint is a wonderful place, and i likely wouldn't have found it if it wasn't for Master.
[0:49] lacey Flinders softly "i would have missed out on so very much"
[0:49] Gera Heliosense: yes ...I was frightened of Glint first...but now...its like home
[0:50] lacey Flinders: Were you frightened?
[0:50] lacey Flinders: really?
[0:51] Gera Heliosense: oh yes...I was a lost tourist...I was...well I got into a few situations....and it took me a bit to adjust...I was just a little naive girl....being used by men...but finally I grew and became what I am now
[0:52] lacey Flinders nods "that makes sense"
[0:52] lacey Flinders: Master's first task for me was to meet as many people as possible.
[0:52] Gera Heliosense: ah very good
[0:53] lacey Flinders: One of the first Sirs i met when by myself was Sir Pip.
[0:53] Gera Heliosense nods
[0:54] lacey Flinders: He was so kind and polite, He made me feel very at ease. He is still one of my favorite Sirs...well, there are a number that live in the "Favorite Sirs" category.
[0:54] Gera Heliosense: who else?
[0:54] lacey Flinders: oh goodness, i don't want to leave anyone out!
[0:55] Gera Heliosense: haha
[0:55] lacey Flinders: Sir Dunn, definitely, sunrise. Sir Riddick, Sir Yanto, Sir Io, those are the ones i encounter most often.
[0:56] lacey Flinders: Sir Caoilte is likely to end up in that group as well - He is an excellent storyteller.
[0:56] Gera Heliosense: I am glad you like my sir...and Sir Caolite? I never met him
[0:57] lacey Flinders: He has only come recently, sunrise.
[0:57] Gera Heliosense: I see
[0:58] lacey Flinders: When you see Him, ask Him to tell a story....He knows many ancient legends, and i love hearing them.
[0:58] Gera Heliosense: that sounds wonderful
[0:58] lacey Flinders: of course, for me, no other Master even approaches Master marvin in my eyes....which is as it should be.
[0:59] Gera Heliosense: of course